A/N: I am so glad you guys didn't give up on me! I was so worried! I hated writing that scene, just so you know. But I had to get rid of Will. But that doesn't mean that's the last you'll see of him.

Disclaimer: I am disinclined to acquiesce your request. That means no I don't own the characters.

Carriage

Lily's heart had broken. She thought Will had liked her. She had liked him. He screwed it up. She thought James liked her. They had kissed deeply hadn't they? Why was he avoiding her? Was she a bad kisser? Did he now hate because she was 'used'?

James had to sort out his feelings. The only girl he had ever loved was raped. His Lily had lost her innocence because he took advantage of her. It was his fault. And it was his fault she was pregnant.

James had noticed the signs. His mother had been pregnant loads of times, all miscarriages. She was moody. She often ran to the bathroom. She ate for two. He was just surprised that she was showing signs so soon, and that she didn't notice it.

He had to tell someone. Soon, she would start showing. It was already a month after the accident. He was worried. If she didn't get help soon, she could lose it. But isn't that what he wanted?

James weighed the options. The baby wasn't his, so Lily would have another child if, I mean when they get married. But that would be terrible for her. Even if he would grow up to be the spawn of Satan, Lily would die knowing she had lost a baby. His mom went through a cycle every time she did. Cry, break stuff, not eat, and get better eventually. He didn't want Lily to go through that.

He walked reluctantly towards the Hospital Wing. When he got there, he was surprised to see Lily inside. He paused to listen.

"Madame Pomfrey, I've been throwing up lately."

"Maybe you have the flu."

"And, umm…" Lily seemed embarrassed to say this. "My cycle didn't come."

James blushed at hearing this. He was sure Lily was blushing too. So she had noticed her change.

"Oh, dear. Who have you had sex with?"

"Recently?"

Palmary looked shocked. James jaw dropped to the floor. Lily giggled.

"I was only kidding. I thought I would joke to lighten the mood. You didn't hear?" there was a hint of sadness in her voice.

"Ohhh." Understanding in her voice.

"Well, I am going to do a spell to see if you are pregnant." She muttered something to low for James to hear. "Well, dear. I am afraid you are pregnant. Congratulations!"

Lily and James both fainted on the spot.

They found James, lying on the floor in front of the Hospital Wing. Dumbledore bent down and shook him awake.

"Mr. Potter, what are you doing on the floor."

At first, he didn't realize what happened or where he was. Then, the memories came back to him. Going to the nurse, overhearing the conversation, Lily pregnant. Lily pregnant!

"Please get to bed."

James got up, and walked back to the common room. He didn't have time to get to his room, before he collapsed on the couch because he was weak. He couldn't get to sleep. His thought drifted to Lily and Will. He hated that scum, but he was also jealous of him. He got to see Lily naked! Oh what a sight that would be!

But he hurt Lily, and now she is pregnant. He would pay!

Lily couldn't believe it. What would her parents say? She couldn't have a baby at 16. She's too young. She would have to drop out of school!

Lily felt so bad, she wanted to kill herself for the second time that month. What amazed her was that she got pregnant on her first time. Why hadn't he used a condom or some type of spell?

Lily was thinking about other things, so she didn't see the staircase. Her foot had nothing to land on, and she was sent twirling in the air. A voice shouted but she was in shock so she couldn't hear it.

James was trying to catch up to Lily when he saw her trip. He tried to scream but he had lost his voice. May other people had noticed and starting gasping. James rushed over, and did not like what he saw.

Lily was on her back. Her fire red hair all over her face. Her pale skin more pale then ever. She looked dead.

He bent down, and put his head on her chest. It was rising and falling very slowly. She was still alive, but not very. She took a deep breath and stopped breathing.

James realized this. He picked her up in his arms. She was so lightweight. Then he rushed over to the Hospital Wing, hoping it wasn't to late.

A/N: Cliffhanger I know. But I haven't had one in a long time. Tonight is the school dance and Catie is coming over so we're going to do makeover! So hopefully I'll write some tomorrow. Tootles.

No shout outs. I don't feel like it. Sorry.