Summary: Logan thinks of what he'd do without Rory (Rogan, so Rogan)
Disclaimer: I own nothing, except Eisley, Noa and Liam.
Note: Italic's are Logan's thoughts.
What makes it bearable
"…Logan would come once and awhile, when he could. And now that he's in London, he sees Noa at least four times a week. He's become a really good dad." Logan a dad; the thought to Rory was very strange. He was a dad, and he would always be a dad.
Logan sat there in the dark apartment. 'Rory's gone. Where would she go?' There was a noise in the hallway, Logan stood and dashed to the door he thrust it opened. 'Rory?' No just the old woman who lived down the hall, who had dropped her purse trying to find her keys. 'Where could she be?' Logan had truly started to worry. She hadn't left a note, called his cell or his secretary; her clothes were still here, so she didn't go home; but she had more clothes at home. Logan had called her phone, it rang in the bedroom. Logan sat there, he couldn't move he was a wreck. 'If she leaves, I … I'll … I don't even know. Come back. Come through the door with that smile on your face. Please Rory, please.' Logan pleaded silently to himself. She was his world, his life, his love. He couldn't go on with out her. As Logan sat in the dark apartment, he began to cry. He hadn't cried in a very long time, but the thought of losing Rory was just too painful, even to think about. 'I should have stayed, I shouldn't have gone to work, I should have stay with her and explained everything.' What was the use of thinking of what he should have done, she was gone, there was nothing that Logan could change about that now. He needed someone to talk to, he needed to release, he needed someone to understand. Logan felt the hours pass, they felt like eternity. The phone rang. Logan thought he heard the phone ring. Did he really hear the phone ring, was he imagining the ringing? It rang again. He scrambled to reach it. He didn't want her to hang up because it took him too long to reach the phone.
"Rory?" Logan could hear the panic in his own voice.
"No, Logan it's Liam." He paused waiting for Logan to give some sign of recognition. "Uh … Eisley's boyfriend?" He question whether or not Logan remembered who he was.
"Oh, uh, yeah, hi. What is it?" Logan's voice turned bitter, he wasn't sure if it was because Liam was preventing him from worrying about Rory, or the fact that he was Eisley's boyfriend. Logan wasn't jealous, was he? No… no he liked Liam, he liked that Eisley was happy. He was bitter that he couldn't think of Rory. Logan turned his attention back to Liam.
"… and Eisley just want to know if you were still up for that." 'Crap, what did he say?'
"I'm sorry, what?"
"Eisley wants to know if you and Rory wanted to go to Noa's pre-school's 'Come and meet the class' picnic day?"
"Uh… I… I don't know. I'll have to talk with Rory about it. When is it?"
"Wednesday at one thirty in Coram's Field. Okay?"
"Okay, bye." Logan didn't wait for Liam's goodbye and quickly hung up the phone. 'Where is she, come back, be in my arms; I'll be safe with you, and you, me. Please, Rory please. I didn't plan my life this way, if I had the choice it would have just been me and you; but they're in my life…in yours. I know that it will be hard for you to except, but please… I'm yours for all eternity.' Logan stopped himself before he broke down in to even more tears. He tried to compose himself again, swallowing back the tears, Logan heard the door open. He stood up and turned to face the silhouetted figure standing in the doorway. "Hey."
Author's Note: I really like Logan; I think that he's an interesting character. That's one of the reasons I started this fanfic, because I think Logan has this untold life. I was going to have Rory or Eisley call but I though Liam would be a nice neutral character. And no I'm not going to have Logan and Eisley get together, I don't think ( I am a total Rogan fan). Also I don't live in London, so if the park I picked is completely wrong someone correct me. Hey, can someone help me out with something (stupid I know but…) how do you pronounce Matt Czuchry's last name (a friend thinks it's 'zuck-ree')? Thanks for the help, please review.
