-๑-๑ ஜ ๑- Chapter 28: Kiss me~ -๑ ஜ ๑-๑-
-Shizuo´s point of view. At home.-
Izaya wasn't stupid, he had seen the question coming- after all, he had been who kissed the blond first and hell going from enemies to kissing each other in just a little over a week sure was something worthy to talk about.
Tilting his head the raven let his eyes travel behind the blond. He could spot the two classmates- they were already walking away.
A chance to switch that topic he supposed, would be pretty smooth as well as the blond hadn't noticed them yet, but he didn't really feel leaving Shizu-chan hanging was what he wanted to do right now.
Well then again, what did he want to do?
"Good question," he repeated, trying to gain some time there to actually come up with a proper answer.
But what was he supposed to say? He didn't really know what they were either.
"I don't like people suffocating me," he started to explain- because why not start with what he was really feeling? Just elling the blond a yes or no, we are lovers or we are enemies wasn't just going to cover it up. Remaining quiet the blond listened to the raven, hoping that this kind of start wasn't going to end in something he didn't want to hear. "Which is why I don't have any friends except for Shinra," Izaya snorted, because yeah, Shinra definitely never pried, never got too close, the opposite, if Izaya weren't the one initiating stuff he would probably never waste any effort in approaching the raven.
It was pleasant, having someone there that was never going to turn his back on him, but still wasn't going to get any closer than he wanted him to.
But what was Shizu-chan? Shizu-chan definitely didn't fit the Shinra kathegory.
"So referring to us as lovers would be kinda…" he faded out, not really knowing how to put it without hurting the blond.
"... so friends…?" the blond questioned and dang Izaya could almost feel the disappointment tug at his own heart there when the blond asked that.
"Would be kinda odd to be friends too don't you think? Kissing and all-" he argued, and he was oddly aware of how paradoxically he was sounding- after all he had just said he didn't want the blond to get any closer basically- and now he was saying the opposite.
Seriously, he was on the best way to confuse himself and the blond as well while he was at it.
"You make it sound like you want to do that again," the blond noted, thinking that the raven had probably just messed up his phrasing. after all what he probably meant was how they had already kissed and that it would be weird to just go separate ways again now- but the silence that followed made the blond stop short to look at the raven properly.
He was silent, but not a normal kind of silent- he seemed speechless.
Avoiding the sudden intense gaze that the blond had aimed at him Izaya even went as far as to avert his eyes softly.
And damn, that speechlessness was like a spark of hope.
Shizuo seriously didn't understand the flea at all, he just didn't get any wiser as to how he was even feeling towards him even though he was obviously giving his best to explain, but his silence was more than just an answer for the blond.
It meant there was something there at least.
Feeling a soft smile crawl on his face the blond closed the space between his hand behind the flea´s back, efficiently trapping him in a loose hug.
"... okay then like, do we go on a date or something?" he questioned, meeting the flea´s gaze as he turned to look at the blond again.
"Woah are you asking me out?" he questioned, causing the blond´s cheeks to feel just a little hotter at the blunt phrasing of his suggestion.
"No-" he stammered-
"Aw, no?" the flea tilted his head with a fake pout.
"No, I mean, yes, I mean-" Seriously one day he was just going to tape the flea´s mouth shut with something that was going to make him shut u for good. lie, tuck tape or something.
He was already just toying around with him- and yet, the blond couldn´t really say he minded it too much, after all, this was just how Izaya was.
"A date huh?" he hummed, trying to picture something like a date with the blond- "Can you imagine us walking around and holding hands?" he questioned, finding the image to be somewhat…. odd.
"No," was also Shizu-chan´s immediate reply making the raven blink and snort at once at the quick response.
"Wow, instant answer," he snorted somewhat disappointed that the blond hadn't even taken a second to think about what he said.
"Yeah, well," Shizuo mumbled, watching a leaf that had fallen from the tree float by between them as the wind carried it off. "When I think about you the first thing coming to mind is chasing your ass," he explained truthfully, and well… that's just what it was.
That's what it had been like for so many years, it was odd to suddenly turn everything upside down.
"Woah Shizu-chan sounds like you have ulterior motives," the raven merely snorted in response, causing the hot feeling to return to the blond´s cheeks.
"Not that way idiot-" he grumbled, but oh he was just digging his grave deeper and deeper there.
"Not?" the raven asked with feigned disappointment spread across his expression-
"You know what I mean-!" Why did the flea always have to twist his words like that? It was fucking embarrassing-
Well and for Izaya it was amusing. To throw the brute off easily like this it was assuring, somehow relieving to know he still had control over everything like he wanted to. Shizu-chan was Shizu-chan after all. Maybe that's why he felt so attracted to the blond. he was so easy to read, so uncomplicated. And nervous- Izaya couldn't help but grin softly at the way the blond blushed so easily when twisting his words into ambiguous meanings- he sure was making it easy for the raven as well though.
As for what he had said-
"Well, it's not that different for me actually," he admitted. When he thought about SHizu-chan the first thing coming to mind was that image of a raging bull chasing him through the entire school, throwing streets lamps cars and whatever after him in order to catch him. It was a rather violent imagination, but it was what he was used to. Of course there was also a part that thought about how calm the blond could be, how he had acted on the trip, the words he said, the things he did- … it was more than just the chases and yet he didn't know yet just how much more.
"Chasing my ass now?" Shizu-chan suddenly said, making the raven blink as he had lost track of the conversation. It took him the blink of an eye to realize Shizu-chan was trying to tease him.
Nice try Shizu-chan.
"Maybe~" he purred, Shizuo´s own tease totally backfiring again when the flea suddenly moved just a little bit closer to mischievously glance up at the blond.
Honestly the flea always had to make everything a challenge didn't he?
"I bet you would set me up for shit even if we were in an official relationship," Shizuo suddenly found himself saying and hell it sounded pretty damn true to his ears.
Bursting out into laughter the raven withdrew again, agreeing with the blond at once.
"Oh, hell yes I would do that-" The harsh sound of the school's bell ringing made the two twist their head towards the clock on the top of their school.
"Ah the bell," Shizuo mumbled, remembering that they were still at school- he had completely forgotten about his lessons. Not to mention that he was still in his gym clothes and supposed to be changed and back in his next lecture already. Feeling the raven shift he watched him get up from the ground.
"We should get back to class I guess," he announced, turning his head to glance towards the school's entrance but woah he was surprised when he suddenly found himself being pulled down by his wrist again.
With a soft whelp he found himself in the bond´s lap once more, a tiny little bit too close to Shizu-chan´s face perhaps as he blinked at the blond.
"Ne, Izaya," he started, somewhat nervous if the flea was anyone to judge as he rubbed the back on his neck with his other hand.
"Yeah?" Izaya questioned, and somehow his heart was pounding really fast all of a sudden.
"Uhm, wanna go home together later?" the blond asked, kinda awkward- Izaya couldn't help but think how cute the monster was being, "And maybe … come over to my place...?" Not able to hide the smirk that was crawling upon the raven´s features the raven hummed.
"Hoh, I sense ulterior motives after all," he joked, trying to get rid of this hot feeling in his chest.
"Oh, shut up, so yes or no?" the blond repeated, not backing down from his request- Hell yes or no- a whole afternoon together with the blond his room?
How could he do that when he already felt as though his heart was going to melt right here in these few minutes he had spoken to the brute?
"Only if you give me a kiss~" he stated, a mischievous grin sneaking across his expression at the obviously impossible request- Izaya was joking, didn't think the blond would have the guts to do that- after all he was already being this shy asking him out into the first pace, after all to his relief Shizu-chan seemed to be not any less nervous than he was so there was no way-
No way- he had been about to think that there was no way the blond was going to have the guts to do that but oh hell he certainly hadn't seen it coming when the blond´s lips suddenly met his own.
Surprised he wasn't even smart enough to close his lips again and before he knew it there was already a tongue sliding along his own.
It was different- different to the last time. On the trip he had been drunk, he had just done it without thinking really, but now being fully aware of what was happening it was just that much more intense.
He could feel his own hands unconsciously clench around that white fabric of Shizu-chan´s shirt- the heat that was suddenly radiating from his cheeks and just Shizu-chan.
The way he moved, the way he felt, the way he gazed at him not even bothering to close his eyes. They were slightly out of sync when the raven kissed him back, but hell it felt too good to complain about something as irrelevant as that.
Rustling the wind blew across the sports ground causing a few more of those leaves above in the tree to fall as they broke apart from a kiss that somehow left both of them breathless.
"Your answer?" Feeling the heat and unknown nervousness crawl into his mind the raven couldn't do anything but blink at the blond for a second trying to re-organize his thoughts.
He had been the one to ask for a kiss and Shizu-chan had taken him serious- oh god. And yet- he found himself thinking that he… really wouldn't mind doing this again.
His heart was beating twice as fat as usual and at the thought that he would spend the whole afternoon with the blond in one room his mind was kinda thrown into chaos, but damn-
Pushing himself up from the ground the raven looked at the blond- or rather… he tried to but ended up averting his gaze just a tiny little bit anyway.
"... I will wait for you at the gate," and hell, his cheeks burnt when he turned around and headed for the school's entrance.
And Shizuo- well Shizuo wasn't any better. Watching the flea walk away he felt as though his entire body was floating. Might be fainting- although nah, who would be fainting from a kiss? Then again-
Feeling the heat increase in his cheeks the blond brought his hand up to his lips- not able to hold back that grin that was suddenly pushing itself onto him.
Holy shit-
He didn't know what he should be more happy about- that they were having sort of a date in eh afternoon or that they just ki-
"EEEHHH?!" jumping in his skin the blond nearly thought he was going to have a heart attack as he twisted around in surprise.
"You kissed!" It was Shinra- god damn fucking Shinra. With his glittering excited eyes he was looking at him just like he did when asking him for blood samples- which he never gave him of course.
"I swear one day you are gonna give me a heart attack!" the blond groaned, trying to lose the light feeling he had been having until Shinra came along yet.
but oh of course the brunette wasn't going to let him be in peace.
"Are you a couple?!" he questioned, suddenly sitting down right in front of Shizuo, cross legged on that grass.
"No," the blond answered instantly- but ah, then he remembered their kiss. -god that kiss- and the date they were supposed to have. feeling the heat raise to his face again he wondered how he had even managed to pull that off.
When the flea had asked for a kiss his mind had been screaming at him, thinking this and that, yes or no- but hey his instincts had kicked in saving the situation.
Ahhh that kiss-! "Maybe-" he mumbled, correcting the former no since it had been pretty clear that the raven´s answer had certainly not been a clear no.
"... maybe?!" Shinra repeated and seriously he looked as though someone had told him christmas would be coming around a day earlier than usual.
"I heard you ask him out for a date~" the future doctor grinned, hiding his smirk behind his hand as he looked expectantly at the blond.
"You creepy stalker how long have you been standing there?" Shizuo questioned, feeling way too embarrassed to talk to Shinra about this-
"Long enough~" Of course.
That little shit, he should have known. Shinra wasnßt just going to leave for the net lesson without telling him to go as well, he was probably standing there ever since the flea came over.
"And what are you going to do with Izaya at home? Got any plans?" the brunette suddenly questioned, surprisingly serious, like he was really interested- while Shizuo…. Shizuo was only left to blink.
Once. Twice-
And then, then the realization came.
he was going to be alone- with Izaya- in his room. The whole afternoon-
Oh god- He was so going to fuck up.
to be continued~
xDDDD lmao might have written them a tad too much out of character but meh x'D I couldn´t resist the shy cuteness xDDD
Listen, listen cookies~! The winner for the double updates is "Survival of the doomed" having the most readers at the moment xD
just wanted to say that haha
Well then, see you in the next update on 25th February~! xDIt´s gonna be cute again C: But don´t get used to the adorableness you are being spoiled by~ xD after all we got trouble hiding in the shadows C: C: C: C:
Guest 2: xD ahaha yay xD hopefully this time you get to read the new update faster right away haha xD hehe next chapter is probably gonna be realyl funny and cute and hey maybe even a bit sexy C: xD haha you know I probably love Shizu-chan so much because he doesn´t beat around the bush like in all those romance animes omg xD Shizuo is saying what he wants and emans taight out xD and if he wants to know something he asks xD nothign drives me more insane than two characters egg dancing around each other x'DDD good thing he is forcing izaya out of his comfort zone ohohoho xD
Twinsisters: hey my favourite sisters xD haha shhhhthey aren´t very far from dating xD though thinking abotu it they probably already are even if they aren´t realizing it yet x'D ahaha ooohh yes C. no worries xD there is some drama planned up ahead as well hehe CC: dawww you are so cute xD
Guest: xD haha the adorableness is so fun to write xD
Unknown: awwww well good thing chu don´t have to choose haha xD the readers have been counted and sotd won by far ahaha x'D which was surprising since that was the one I got the least feedback from before x'DDDDD
