Hab,
Oh my god Hab, I feel like such an idiot. Harry came home the other night and told me that Pansy had joined the order and that she had a husband. And, you would not believe who lacked the common sense to marry her. Ernie Macmillon. You know one of the guys that she despised because they weren't in Slytherin. But I just can't believe that he sunk that low to marry her. It's just unbelievable!
Him, marry a Slytherin like her. You know exactly how I feel about pansy, the filthy skank. I thought that he had more brains than that, or at least a memory of what she was like at Hogwarts. From what I saw she hadn't changed, still wearing skinks little skirts and over-revealing shirts. It's just unacceptable. Our friend Ernie marrying her, the ex-wife, cast off of Draco Malfoy; (the supposed Slytherin king, who was really just a man-slut) Slytherin skank, Pansy bloody Parkinson.
I also feel awful about accusing Harry like that. I should trust him more and know that he would never be unfaithful to me. I suppose that I'm just insecure, after Michael Corner cheating on me with Marietta Edgecombe, even after she was cursed by Hermione's parchment (I will always love Hermione for cursing that parchment. That was so funny; no body could remove the word sneak. I think its still there lightly!). I should be a stronger person and become more trusting. I love Harry and should believe in him.
I am just so glad that he will never find out about my suspicions. It would just be so embarrassing if he found out. I would never be able to explain myself. 'Um sorry Harry, I went shopping and saw pansy Parkinson like sitting on your lap and I presumed the worst. You know, that you were cheating on me. But I'm really sorry I know that you weren't cheating on me' wouldn't that just look wonderful? Sometimes I really hate myself.
Good thing that I have you to talk to and my beautiful daughter. I know that you would never tell anyone (basically because you can't as I used magic to wipe the pages if anybody but me tried to read it) and I just wont tell any body else. I'm just not that stupid. I won't even tell Luna and she's my best bud. Oh dear, my brain is just so twisted!
Love ya, Gin
