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Chapter 7:

Ryuichi tossed and turned, trying to get some sleep. This was the first time in two days that he was sleeping alone. Have I gotten so used to Tatsuha that I cant get to sleep if he's not around? He sat up and walked to the kitchen making sure not to wake anyone else up. He got himself a glass of water and sank down on the couch. The day had been really weird. He leaned back into the couch, thinking of the way Tatsuha had tasted. Why did something so wrong feel so right? Ryuichi certainly didn't want to be in a relationship with someone right about now. It had been a year since Isabella had left, but he still dreamt about her and wasn't completely over her.

He remembered how they had met. She'd always been a part of his team in America. He had not noticed her until the end of the year, when suddenly he had to be hustled out of a concert and she'd showed up to help him. he remembered how she had acted so cool and clam which contrasted with his wildly screaming fans. She'd been intelligent and nice to talk to; he had wanted to spend a lot more time with her. They had gone out for two years, and had been considered a perfect couple! They never fought; they discussed everything with each other, even the various rumours about him. heck, he remembered their first kiss too, it was in an elevator. He had gone to her apartment for something and suddenly she'd swooped down on him and kissed him. she was so beautiful, copper skin, brown eyes and short black hair. He'd loved her with everything he'd got; he loved her enough to want to be with her for the rest of his life. Then they'd had the fight. She thought he was putting his singing over her that had been the first crack in their perfect relationship. Then she called him and told him that she loved him once, but he was so angry with her that he'd replied sarcastically and implied that he didn't return the feelings.

Then she left. No address, no phone number, nothing. He tried to find her for six months before giving up hope. By the time he decided to live life to the fullest again, he was back in Japan and Nittle Grasper was staring again. He tried to forget her, but now she haunted his dreams even if he didn't think of her during the day. He wondered if he'd ever be able to love again or even trust again.

He stood up to make his way back to his room. He stopped by Tatsuha's room and peeked in. the boy was asleep his red hair contrasting horribly with the green pillow. They'd have to do something about that…it was still too Tadeo. Ryuichi wanted Tatsuha back. Maybe he should give it a try when his memory came back…maybe it would be worth it.

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He looked up and saw a brand new poster of Ryuichi…my god he needed that! He had to buy it…they were taking it down! Oh no! He started running towards it, quickly looking up and down the street, there wasn't much traffic so he ignored the 'don't cross' sign. Suddenly a squeal of brakes was heard. he turned in time to see a big blue car coming towards him. He couldn't move, it hit him and a jolt of pain like nothing he'd ever felt before ran through him.

Tatsuha screamed, waking up in a cold sweat. Ryuichi was right next to him, in a minute holding him close. "Tatsuha, what happened?" the younger boy try to calm down, taking a few deep breaths. This was the first time he'd dreamt about the accident. If this was the way it was affecting him, maybe he was better off without his memory.

Mika and Tohma had rushed in at the sound of his scream. Ryuichi smiled at them. "I think it was just a nightmare." He turned to Tatsuha. "want to talk about it Ta-kun?"

The boy nodded slowly. "I remembered the accident." Mika's hand moved up to her mouth, in a second she was there next to him. "I saw a poster. It was a poster of you…I don't think I ever wanted anything so bad. So I ran across the road ignoring the don't cross sign. It was a big blue car…and then there was a lot of pain. It hurt so I woke up."

Ryuichi was staring at the boy, a poster of him? A stupid poster? The kid had almost gotten killed for a poster. He wanted to yell but a part of him stopped him, it wasn't a good idea right about now, considering that Tatsuha wasn't the same Tatsuha. He made a comforting noise and hugged the boy.

Mika patted her brother's arm. "It's ok, Otouto. You're safe now. And the next time, tell me which Ryuichi poster you want, I'll get it for you. We love you ok?"

Her brother nodded. "Yeah, but I guess it's good that I remember this stuff. I cant believe I was such an idiot! I guess I'll have to be more careful from now on."

He waited until they left before once again asking Ryuichi to stay with him. the green haired man nodded. The teen cuddled up to him, but they didn't fall asleep. Tatsuha caressed Ryuichi's face softly. "Kiss me Ryuichi…" the older man stared at him. Tatsuha leaned forward and captured his lips softly. Ryuichi couldn't help but kiss him back. He slowly slipped his hands into the younger man's shirt, running them along the tight muscles. Tatsuha moaned softly, pushing Ryuichi back down on the bed. He began un buttoning the older man's shirt, running his tongue down every patch of skin he uncovered. He reached his idol's nipple and began to suck it softly, while his hands stroked the singers back. Ryuichi wound his hands in Tatsuha's hair pulling him up for another kiss. He explored every inch of the younger boy's mouth with his tongue, before moving onto kiss Tatsuha's neck. But as Tatsuha's hands moved towards his pajama pants, he pulled back.

"No. Ta-kun, we'll take this slowly ok? I don't want to rush into anything right now. Let me give you some pleasure…" Ryuichi flipped Tatsuha on to his back and leaned over him kissing him softly once more. He didn't want to rush headlong into this as they had that morning; he just wanted the boy to remember a nice sweet pleasurable experience. He pulled off Tatsuha pants and boxers, freeing the erection which had been straining against the material. He took the head into the mouth, getting a soft gasp out of Tatsuha. He started sucking first at a slow pace and then faster as he swallowed him. He deep throated him and hummed a little, causing nice vibrations; Tatsuha cried out and arched trying to shove himself inside his mouth. Ryuichi caught hold of his hips and held him down, oblivious to the boy's moans and pleading. Ryuichi smiled a little as he slipped his tongue into the slit, Tatsuha gave a muffled scream covering his mouth incase Mika heard him. Ryuichi hastened his pace a little, licking the thick vein on the underside of his cock. He felt Tatsuha's balls tighten and swallowed him once more as he came with another scream. Ryuichi continued to suck until he'd rid Tatsuha's cock of the entire residue, and then he swallowed and leaned over the boy kissing him hard. Tatsuha smiled and cuddled up to him, before falling asleep. Ryuichi yanked up the boys pajama's and covered him, before leaving for some alone time in the bathroom.

He was feeling strangely optimistic; this might all actually work out. Though the only time he would take the boy completely was when his memory returned.

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A/N: I just realized that this is shorter than most of my chapters, sorry about that. but I'm really tired and I have to wake up at 5.00 am tomorrow as my exam got postponed and its going to be tomorrow. I'm dead tired! Anyway, hope you liked it. I don't want to write a full lemon right now, I think I want a whole Tatsuha to experience that with Ryuichi…ok review please all of you.

Taka

Kodbale: I want you to review as well; it doesn't help if you tell me how the story was every time we meet. If you think I need to change anything here or if something was missing please give me a good critical review ok?