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Disclaimer: I do not own Beyblades. Yes sadly they belong to someone else, but not to worry one day I will be the Beyblade Queen and rule the World.... (Looks around.) Ummm...Yeah.

This is a YAOI (boy and boy relationships) don't like don't read. Kai x Ray. Tyson x Max and a tiny bit of Kai X OC

"Talking"

'Thinking'

Chapter 2...I still Care for you

Ray walked into the boy's bathroom with tears free falling down his face.

Pacing up and down the bathroom floor, he tried to calm himself, his tears and his emotions.

"Are you ok?" a boy unknown to Ray asked.

Ray looked at him and lost it. "Get out!" Ray shouted as he pushed the boy out of the bathroom door and looked it behind him. "I can't take this anymore Kai," Ray said to himself as he again began to pace, running his hands through his raven hair."

Ray stopped walking and looked in the mirror to see his tanned face flushed and his eyes red from crying. "I can't take this!" Ray cried again punching the mirror as hard as had could and watched the entire mirror shatter, fall from around his fist and hit the floor near his feet.

The day on from that moment was non-eventful, as Ray had decided that he would go home. He went to the sick room and then got his mother to come and pick him up.

With Ray not showing his freshly cut hand, they drove home quietly, when coming home Ray went straight up stairs, again not saying a word to his mother.

"Note to self, reliving frustration on a mirror not a good idea," Ray said as he sat on his bed and looked over his hand.

Ray looked from his hand and over his room to see if he could see and old shirt at a handy reach. Ray smiled as he saw the shirt that he wore yesterday afternoon on his desk chair.

Picking up the old shirt he made his way to the up stairs bathroom. Locking the door behind him, he placed the shirt on the chair beside the sink and began to fill the sink up with hot water.

Opening the medicine cabinet, looking around in the cabinet for a minute or two, Ray began to bring out bandages, gaze, and antiseptic.

Once the sink was full, Ray eased his hand into the basin of hot water. Ray slightly winced as he felt the hot water sting at his cuts that had slashed his hand.

When Ray thought that his cuts were softened enough, he took his hand out of the water and placed it on the shirt that he had brought in earlier. Again looking up to the cabinet, he took out some tweezers. "It's now or never," Rat said to himself as he slowly began to take the fragments of glass out of his hand.

The pain of the tweezers digging into his wounds didn't hurt as much as pulling the pieces of the broken mirror out of his hand. But it had to be done.

Ray winced in pain as he pulled out the last fragment of the mirror and placed it down on the old shirt. There were five fragments in total and they varied in size.

Ray returned his now bleeding hand into the clear water, watching how it turned red so quickly. With Ray's left hand he tossed the shirt with the fragments of glass into the trashcan beside him.

When he thought that his hand was clean enough, he pulled the plug and watched as the red water go down the drain in a circular motion.

Dabbing his hand lightly, Ray dried the excess water off his hand, and started to apply the antiseptic. It stung but Ray bit his lip and looked away as he worked on feel instead of sight.

Finished Ray opened the door to let in some fresh air as he began to feel a little light headed and went to apply the gaze and the bandage to his hand.

Kai parked his black Holden Ute outside a brick two-story house, and sat there for a moment as he took a few deep breaths. Looking to the house he decided to go and knock on the door.

'I guess this is as good a time as any,' Kai thought as he knocked on the door then ran his fingers through his slate hair.

Not long after he had knocked on the door a woman with drown hair and hazel eyed opened the door. "Kai," she said with a smile.

"Hello Mrs. Kon. How are you?" Kai asked politely.

"I am very well thank you." Mrs. Kon gestured for Kai to come inside. How are you?"

Kai sightly smiled. "I've been better. Is Ray here?" Kai asked, changing the conversation to get to the reason why he was here.

"Why yes. He is upstairs," Mrs. Kon said. "Do you want me to call him down for you?"

"No I'll go up," Kai said as he began to climb the stairs.

"There all better," Ray said to himself with a smile as he looked at his bandaging job that he did.

"So the rumour is true."

Ray looked to the door where he heard the husky voice to see the same slate haired boy that he desperately ran from that morning. "What are you doing here Kai?" Ray asked as he began to clear away the mess around the sink.

"I wanted to know if you were ok," Kai said as he moved away from the door and picked up the antiseptic bottle and began putting the lid on.

"I am none of your concern anymore, you made that quite clear already," Ray informed him as he snatched the bottle out of his hand and put it back into the cupboard.

"That's not true," Kai told him.

Ray looked at Kai. "Isn't it?" he asked then shook his head. "Why am I even bothering with this?" Ray asked himself as he pushed past Kai and left the bathroom. "I don't even know why you are really here."

Kai followed Ray out of the bathroom and to the raven-haired boy's room. "Ray I've already told you. I'm worried about you," Kai closed the door behind him as he stepped into the room. "Some people at school said that you tried to kill yourself."

Ray quickly looked at Kai and held his hand.

"And by the looks of it," Kai motioned his hand to Ray.

Ray looked at Kai and sat on his bed. "Please Kai I don't want to talk about this, right now."

"We have to talk about it sooner or later, Ray."

"No we don't Kai!" Ray shouted as he got off the bed. "You were the one that fucked up, not me!"

"I didn't fuck up Ray. You were never around!" Kai yelled back.

"Kai you know why," Ray said softly as by this time tears were streaming down his face.

Kai sighed and looked away from the teen.

It was true; Kai did know why the younger teen was never around. It had been about three months ago when his little brother who was but, nine had died. He had died in a dirt bike accident and only recently his parents had separated.

Ray had been going to consent counselling sessions to help his cope with both losses. And to everyone he was getting better.

Kai had helped Ray a lot. Coming over whenever he could, to talk, to listen, or just to help around the house.

Kai sighed again and walk up to the golden-eyed boy. "Ray I just want to hep you forget what happened."

Ray wiped the tears away with his unbandage hand and looked to Kai. "I wish you could Kai, but you shouldn't have done what you did. I thought that I meant everything to you. I thought you loved me?"

Kai placed a hand on each one of Ray's shoulders and pulled him into a hug. "You do mean everything to me, and I will always love you." Kai kissed Ray on the forehead. "I was stupid and I shouldn't have done what I did."

Ray closed his eyes. He couldn't remember when the last time Kai had hugged him. He felt that he could hug the crimson-eyed boy forever. But in the back of what he did to him hit. "No!" Ray cried pushing out of the hug. "You can't do this to me Kai!"

Kai watched on shocked, he thought he had calmed the white tiger down.

"You can't just cheat on me and expect me to come back to you as if nothing happened." Ray stood his distance. "Cause your seriously wrong."