Heart and Mind

Disclaimer: I do not own Beyblades. Yes sadly they belong to someone else, but not to worry one day I will be the Beyblade Queen and rule the World.... (Looks around.) Ummm...Yeah.

This is a YAOI (boy and boy relationships) don't like don't read. Kai x Ray. Tyson x Max and a tiny bit of Kai X Tala

"Talking"

'Thinking'

...From Ray's eyes...

From leaving the cafeteria Ray ran into an empty classroom, where he began to pace up and down. "Did I just say that out loud, did I just tell everyone that I still love Kai?" Ray ran his fingers through his raven hair as he tried to calm himself so that he didn't start crying.

"Tyson!"

Ray looked behind him; the person that had just screamed out his blue haired friends name was Max. 'I wonder what is wrong?' Ray went over to the door and opened it a crack so that he could hear and see what was going on.

Ray saw Tyson walking towards max that was standing in the middle of the hallway. "Ahh...Max what's wrong?" Tyson asked as Ray saw him look around probably looking to see if anyone was bothering him.

Max turned around to see Tyson.

As Ray was looking he saw Kai come in to view. "Kai," Ray breathed as he felt a tear escape and run down his face.

"I have some thing to tell you," Max said then looked towards Kai. "This concerns you to Kai."

Ray swallowed hard knowing what the blonde headed boy was going to talk about.

"It's about Ray. He was eating in the cafeteria at lunch, and tala was there too-"

"I'm going to kill him," Kai said, Ray knowing the anger in his voice. "What did he do?"

"Tala confronted Ray about you. But the strangest thing was when Tala asked Ray if he still loved you."

Ray saw the shock in Kai's face as he looked at Max as if he had grown a second head, as he felt a glimmer of hope.

"Come Maxie, don't keep the poor guy in suspense," Ray heard Tyson say.

"Kai...Ray still loves you."

Ray took a deep breath and opened the door to the classroom and walked out of it.

...Back too normal...

"What did you say?" Tyson asked.

"You heard the man."

All three of the boys looked behind them to see that Ray was there.

"Ray I-"

"It's ok Max, he would have found out sooner or later," Ray said with a slight smile. "It is strange how fast news can travel around this place."

Kai walked forward but Ray stepped back. "I might still love you Kai, but inside my head I still can't trust you."

"Ray just let me have a chance to explain?" Kai asked.

"I have already heard the story of what happened so many times Kai."

"Yeah, but you have never heard my part in it," Kai turned and walked a few steps away then turned back to Ray. "I know you have been through hell and back Ray, I know I was there with you, but you have to stop hearing all the second hand bullshit and listen to what I have to say."

"Your right Kai, I have been through hell and back, now that is why I don't want to hear your side of the story. I want this to be over so that I can get my life back to normal," Ray stressed. "Of course I still love you Kai, you were my first love, and I will never forget that. " Ray walked forward and placed his hand on Kai's face. "But I just don't think that my heart and me can go through this pain again."

"Pain or not I'm going to try and get you back," Kai said stepping away from Ray's touch. "I believe that we still have something. Hey you said it yourself, you still love me."

Ray shock his head. "Kai, your always the one that never gave up."

"Yes, but not before we met," Kai stepped closer again. "You were the one that made me change Ray, if it wasn't for you I would be back doing the same old shit that you guys took me away from...That is why I'm not giving up...that is why I'm not giving up on what we had together."

Ray stood in silence, he didn't want to hear this, and all he wanted was to forget about Kai, forget about what he did to him. Ray sighed. "You might want that Kai, but what you want I can't give you. In my mind, in my heart all I want to do is forget about you." Ray took a few steps back. "I'm sorry," Ray turned and ran down the hall and out of sight of Kai and his friends.

Max and Tyson moved to either side of Kai.

"I'm sorry Kai," Max said placing a hand on his shoulder, which Kai shrugged off.

Kai began to walk away from them.

"Kai man where are you going?" Tyson asked moving slightly forward.

Kai didn't answer.

"I think things might have gone from bad to worse," Tyson turned to Max. "Maybe we should go to plan B."

Max nodded. "I'll go Ray."

"Well that leaves me with the Captain," Tyson looked in the direction that Kai had just taken, 'Don't worry Kai we will figure something out.'

Sorry it is a short chappie I have just had exams...

But don't worry I will write a long chappie next.

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