Chapter 9
Friday was getting closer and closer,but I didn't want him to leave me. I wanted to follow him so I could be closer to him. But I knew that wasn't going to happen. I would probably end up getting myself caught or killed.
My life was becoming hell again,but I didn't care. As long as he was with me, nothing else mattered. But I knew that he wasn't going to stay with me forever.
I have to stop him now,I thought. I have to tell him that this really is stupid and he's risking his life for nothing. But nothing's going to work. I need to follow him. Maybe I could save him by doing that.
But he told me not to. So I won't. I've made up my mind. I can't stop him from doing this now. He did tell him that he would stop after this. But he would still be a criminal...he would still be an assassin...
What if he was hiding something from me?I hid something from him...but I couldn't hide it any longer and he knows now. But I don't care. Because I really do love him.
Don't Stay
By: Linkin Park
Sometimes I need to remember just to
breathe
Sometimes I need you to stay away from me
Sometimes I'm
in disbelief I didn't know
Somehow I need you to go
Don't
stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you
were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't
stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all
your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't
stay
Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well
Sometimes
I just feel like screaming at myself
Sometimes I'm in disbelief
I didn't know
Somehow I need to be alone
Don't
stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
What you
were changing me into
Just give me myself back and
Don't
stay
Forget our memories
Forget our possibilities
Take all
your faithlessness with you
Just give me myself back and
Don't
stay
I don't need you anymore, I don't want to be
ignored
I don't need one more day of you wasting me away
I
don't need you anymore, I don't want to be ignored
I don't
need one more day of you wasting me away
With no apologies
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our
possibilities
What you were changing me into
Just give me
myself back and
Don't stay
Forget our memories
Forget our
possibilities
Take all your faithlessness with you
Just give me
myself back and
Don't stay
Don't stay
Don't stay
I didn't want to talk to him that night. I just didn't want him to leave me. This wasn't right now. He had just gotten here five days ago,and he would have to be leaving soon. It just wasn't right...
Why can't he just stop this now? Why doesn't he care that I love him and that I don't want him to leave? I probably would follow him if I could...but he would find out.
Right before I went bed that night he came into my room. I just looked at him and said nothing. I didn't want to act like something was wrong...but I knew that he was going to find out,and that I was going to have to tell him. And that's just what happened.
"You're hiding something...aren't you?"he asked.
But I said nothing.
He walked closer to me and drew me closer to him. "Why won't you talk to me?"
"Why do you have to leave me?"
"I thought we talked about this..."
"You know this is stupid...I love you...and you just leave me,just like that."
"I told you that I would come back."
I shook my head. "And what if you don't?You think it was easy for me to let you into my house?"
"I'm going to have to leave tomorrow,and there's nothing you can do..."
I sighed. "I know..."
"I just want to be with you...one last time before I have to leave."
