Chapter 10

I thought that I would be able to see Kirill the next morning. But I was wrong. He had already left me. I sat in my bed for a while wondering what to do. Should I stay here,or should I go follow him,I thought.

Besides the bed on my dresser was a note from him.

Dear Nicole,
I'm sorry we didn't get to spend more time together,but you know that I had to leave you. I promise you that I'll come back and see you again.

Goodbye,

Kirill

That's it,I thought. No love,Kirill,no I love you?Was this past week just a joke or something? But he is an assassin and we really can't "love" each other for a while.

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

By: Green Day

I walk a lonely road
The only one I that have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And were I walk alone

Read between the lines of what's
Fcked up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk away!

I'm going to follow him,I thought. This is the only way I'm going to be able to see him again. I need to be close to him. Oh god this isn't fair. This isn't fair at all.

Why did he have to come back in the first place?This had to be some type of joke.He said that...that he loved me...And now he's just left me.He didn't even say goodbye.

I have to follow him now. It's the only choice I have...