Chapter 11

What am I going to do now? How am I going to find him? He could be anywhere by now. He could even be back in Russia.

Knowing Kirill I knew that he came here with someone else's name. He wouldn't come here using his own name. He's too smart to do that(and I know that too. He taught me how to do it.).

I needed to know more about Jason Bourne and where he was. But I knew that was going to be tricky too. He could be anywhere for all I knew. The only place I could think of was India.

Kirill said he mentioned that he was going there. I'm guessing that's where Bourne is,I thought. I guess I could find him there. But where in India? And where India? I mean...what if Bourne isn't even there.

Oh...right...the other thing that wouldn't leave me alone. The other part of my brain was telling me not to do this. It was telling me to listen to Kirill. But this wasn't my mission. I wasn't going to get thrown in jail for trying to kill someone.

I then started finding stuff on Jason Bourne. The thing that disturbed me the most was that he actually had killed people. He was a murder too. So why was Kirill after this guy? I had to find out. I had to do this now...

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One step closer

By: Linkin Park

I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

I'm about to break
This room to breathe
This room to breathe
This room to breathe

I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I've said before
All these words, they make no sence
I found bliss in ignorance
Less I hear, the less you say
You'll find that out anyway
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts, they make no sence
I found bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before

Everything you say to me
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
And I'm about to break

Everything you say to me
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
And I'm about to break

These are the places where I can feel torn from my body
My flesh, it peels during this ride we can cut upwhat we like
I'm about to break
Waiting alone, I cannot resist
Feeling this hate, I have never missed
Please, someone, give me a reason to rip off my face
Blood is a pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring

Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up
Blood is pouring
Shut up
Blood is pouring
Shut up
Blood is pouring
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up
Blood is pouring
Shut up
Blood is pouring
Shut up
Blood is pouring
Shut up
I'm about to break

Everything you say to me
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
And I'm about to break

Everything you say to me
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
And I'm about to

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to...
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That night before I went to sleep I kept looking at the letter that he had written me. Why didn't you even say that you loved me Kirill?You didn't even tell me that you were leaving me.

Are you afraid to tell me that you actually love me?Were we just playing games?Well I'm tired of playing games.I want someone to really love me. You hurt me Kirill. You really hurt me...