Chapter 13
It was nice getting out of the house. But this was something more important than taking a vacation. I was going to look for the love of my life now. And I was scared to death. I didn't know what was going to happen now.
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I can't remember what time I got to India,but I can remember that it was dark so it must have been close to midnight. But that didn't matter. I knew why I was here and I needed to find him.
The first thing I had to do was figure out where I was going to stay. I decided to book a hotel close to the airport since I didn't have a lot of money(plus it was cheaper). I wanted to go down by the shore and walk across the water. But I had to find out more about Jason Bourne.
What I had already found out wasn't helping me at all. And plus there wasn't anything about the Russians trying to kill him or anything. That's probably because no one knew or cared about it. Everyone was trying to live normal,peaceful lives. Well,peace wasn't going to be happening for long.
I went outside and looked out from the balcony. This was a very pretty city. I would have loved to live here. But my home was in New York and I would have to go back soon once I found Kirill and we could go home together.
But we would tell me that…that would never be his home. He would tell me that nowhere would be his home because he never had a home. Well,I never really had a place to call home either. I looked down at saw someone walking. I couldn't tell who it was at first…but then I recognized him…it was Kirill.
I wanted to go down there and talk to him…but then he looked up,and I knew at that moment that he had seen me. Oh god,I thought. What am I going to do now? I can't let him know that I'm here. I went back into the room and started to hesitate.
The door then opened..and there he was.
"I told you not to follow me,"he said as he walked closer to me.
"Kirill…"
"Is anyone with you?"
"No…I came alone."
"Why did you come?"
"Why do you think? I want you to come back. You know this is stupid."
"I don't have a choice."
"Yes you do! You can stop this now…you know that…"
"We already talked about this…"
I sat on the bed…god I just felt like I wanted to cry so badly… "You didn't even say goodbye… Don't you know how much you hurt me?"
"You came all this way for nothing."
"I came all this way to tell you that I love you…because I care about you."
He stopped and looked at me.
"I thought that you had feelings for me…and you even said that you cared about me."
"I can't leave them now,but I promised you I would come back."
"And what if you didn't? How am I supposed to deal with that? So…so am I guess all of that was a joke?" I started to leave,but he grabbed my arm and pulled me closer to him.
"I'm…I'm sorry…"
I put my head on his chest and smiled. "You won't stop until you kill him will you?"
"I don't have a choice now Nicole…But I want you to go home."
"How long do you have until you have to kill this guy?"
"Two days."
"Then stay with me…and when you leave…promise me you'll say goodbye."
He kissed me. "All right."
