Hi. I'm trying to update this stpry by using app because some reason my ipad 2 and computer won't allow me log in and show 503 error. Everything worked yesterdayIf anyone has any tips or something what's going, please tell meEnjoy. In the mean time those who want to read this, go my AO3 profile. I'm going to put warnings for those who don't want to read the bad parts but at least I can use my computer and update there.I'm KittyCat98 there.Enjoy and hopefully I can log in my ff account by computer and laptop very soon.

Chapter 4: First Day, Ren And Post

Kai had tried to calm Kiara down over an hour but without success. In fact she was crying harder than an hour ago. Kai felt stressed since he didn't know what to do. Their stuff had been brought here ten minutes ago like Ria promised.

'Do you want something?' Kai asked Kiara and she only threw her arms around and threw stuffed bird down.

'I can't help you if you don't tell me what you want?' Kai tried again but nothing.

'What do I do Dranzer?'Kai thought. His arms were tired from swaying over an hour but he didn't stop. He had tried to put Kiara down couple of times but it made crying two times worse.

'Can't you shut her up?!' someone yelled from the door. Kai saw a boy with dark hair, black clothes and angry look. There was hidden smug behind his eyes.

'I'm fucking trying. I don't need your input,' Kai growled. Boy sighed and stepped forward.

'I will let that slide since you are new here but remember this girl, I'm in charge here,' boy stated.

'I don't care and last time I checked, I'm not a girl,' Kai grunted and dodged Kiara's trashing hands.

'Not what I heard,' boy smirked, 'I heard Hanna call you a girl and even you said it that she did.'

Boy leaned closer, 'Also, you talked with Ria about it. You're transgender, aren't you?' Kai stepped backwards and walked past him, at least he tried to. Boy stepped in front of him.

'I hate it when someone ignores me. Answer the question,' he ordered.

'What are you going to do about it? It's none of your business how I see myself. Get lost,' Kai growled. He saw boy's eyes sharpen and he was about to say something when they were interrupted.

'What's going on here?' it was Hanna.

'Nothing. I'm trying to calm Kiara down when he showed up,' Kai said.

'Quiet your kid down soon. It's disturbing everyone,' Hanna said. Kai saw boy smirk.

'She's your daughter? I thought you looked like a whore,' boy laughed.

'Fuck off you bastard!' Kai shouted. He would have punched him if he didn't have Kiara in her hands.

'HEY!!' Hanna yelled sharply and with lot of authority in her voice. They quietened down and only Kiara's crying was heard.

'Ren, I don't want to hear you call her or anyone with bad names. You could help your friends with the dinner,' Hanna said. Ren glanced at Kai with a wide smirk before leaving. He walked past Hanna and headed towards the kitchen.

'I'm not a girl,' Kai said after they were left alone.

'Whatever you say. Try to calm her down. You're her mother after all,' Hanna said. Kai couldn't believe what he was hearing.

'Are you deaf or blind? I'm NOT a girl,' Kai frowned.

'No, I'm not. In your papers what I got from Ria it says you're a girl who has a daughter and pregnant with a baby. For some reason you thought you were really a boy and decided to go against our god, and decided you have a kid in your age. If you ask me, teenagers are never ready to have kids and should be taken away,' Hanna spoke. Entire speech Kai was gritting his teeth and had a death-glare.

'You can believe whatever you want but you could show respect for people,' Kai stated.

'For people like you? I'm just going to do my job and that's it. I'm going to call you a girl because you were born as one. Nothing will change that, 'Hanna gazed at Kiara, 'Try to give her a snack or milk.'

'You fucker,' Kai grunted behind his throat after she had left. He went to the smallest box and opened it. There were some snacks from his cabinet. He didn't have to look for long and took strawberries out. Sitting down on the table he opened the plastic box and took a strawberry.

'Want one?' he showed it to Kiara. She quietened down and leaned forward taking a bite.

'At least she was right on something,'Kai thought and gave Kiara a second one. He did think leaving as soon as possible but it would only make things more difficult than they needed to be.

'It's only three years before I'm eighteen. I can hold on until I'm allowed live on my own,'Kai decided. Running away with two kids would be difficult as hell and they would be safe here.

'And maybe Mark stays away too,'Kai hadn't forgotten him. There was Charlie too. After tenth strawberry Kiara was happy again. Kai put her down and watched her crawl to the toy. Next he took his school bag and started to do his homework on the desk.

At seven pm there was an announcement,'Dinner is ready.'Kai closed his books. Luckily there wasn't too much homework and he had just finished. Kai took Kiara and baby food she liked the most and walked out of his room. He closed the door and followed couple kids and found the dining room. There were maybe over fifty tables but they were so close to each other. Kai stood next to the door with Kiara and got strange looks. Then he noticed Ren watching him with a wide grin. Others sitting next to him had the same expressions too.

'Go get your plate,' woman with cook's clothes smiled. She had a name card on her chest, Emma Lindsay. Kai turned back to the room and looked around. There were very young kids too and they were helped to eat. Couple people were holding a toddler in their laps.

'Is it possible to warm this?' Kai showed baby bottle, 'It's her favourite.' Emma smiled and took it.

'Of course. Go get food and I'll bring you this,' Emma said and stepped through an open door. Kai joined other kids and took a plate.

'System where food is already on the plate? At least no one is left out,'Kai thought and looked for an empty seat and table. He walked past few seat when he heard a call.

'Come here!' he saw a girl with short and blond hair.

'What?' Kai asked.

'Sit here with us,' she pointed the seat in front of her. There were two other girls two.

'I'm Martha. They are Isabel and Veronica,' Martha introduced, 'Sit down.' Kai place his plate down and sat next to Isabel. Next minute Emma came and gave him Kiara's food. She brought a spoon too.

'Here you. I hope it's not too hot,' Emma said smiling and left them be.

'What's your daughter's name?' Martha asked. Kai snapped and glared at her.

'It's Kiara and does everyone know that?' he asked.

'Basically because Ren told his friends and they told their friends and so on. He's always like that,' Isabel answered.

'Great,' Kai sighed. He wondered what else everyone knew.

'So, what he said about me?' Kai asked.

'Nicely said… You're transgender and have a daughter,' Veronica said.

'Badly?' Kai narrowed his eyes.

'That you are transgender bitch, who whored herself and got a kid,' Veronica replied. Kai saw sadness in her eyes.

'We just go with it and let he does what he wants. If someone goes against his words, he takes them as eyesore,' Martha said. Kai continued to feed Kiara and listened to her the same time. He could guess he was an eyesore for Ren but it didn't matter to him. He just would concentrate on himself and get the three years over quickly.

'May I ask you something?' Isabel asked.

'What is it?' Kai nodded.

'Who's your partner? Like Kiara's father's name?' Isabel said.

'His name is Ray,' Kai said and wiped Kiara's mouth clean.

'How long have you been together?' Veronica asked.

'A year,' Kai answered.

'Seriously?' Martha asked little shocked and glanced at Kiara, 'Was she… I mean… um… You weren't planning having a baby?' Kai watched her a second before turning back to his meal.

'You don't have to tell me. It's not my business anyway,' Martha added. Kai gave Kiara the last spoonful of food and concentrated to eat himself.

'I'm sorry,' Martha apologized.

'There's no need. You are just curious. It doesn't even matter if I didn't want her back then. I love her and that's it,' Kai said.

'That's very true,' Isabel agreed. They talked about what they and what Kai liked. They even called him a girl one time and Kai told them not to. They respected it and didn't saysheorheranymore.

'Did you tell Ray about that?' Martha wondered.

'Well… he found out by accident but he took it very well if you wonder about that too,' Kai said.

'That's awesome. There should be people like him more,' Isabel complimented. Kai smiled. Ray should be appreciated anyway. They had their problems but Ray never gave up on him and gave his support. Kai stood up and took his plate.

'You can sit with us every time by the way and talk to us here,' Martha promised.

'Thanks,' Kai nodded.

Kai returned to his room and saw a crib.

'Look where you sleep,' Kai put Kiara down next to the crib. She touched it interested. Time was over 8 pm. That meant he had to prepare Kiara for sleep. He checked the boxes and found her night clothes and toothbrush. Kiara crawled quickly under the bed. Kai chuckled.

'I know you don't want to go to sleep but you can play tomorrow again,' Kai kneeled down and glanced under the bed.

'When I come back from school, let's go visit daddy tomorrow. Okay?' Kai tried to lure her and it worked. Every time he mentioned Ray and promised to go see him Kiara did what she was told. Kai didn't know why but he was happy about it.

After taking her into his arm he headed towards the washroom and went to the sink.

'Open up,' Kai said and started to clean Kiara's teeth. He washed his own teeth as well and went back to his room.

'Sleep tight,' Kai kissed Kiara on the head and put her into the crib after changing her clothes. He put bird stuffed toy next to her head. Quietly as possible he unpacked the boxes and put his school uniform next to his bed.

'Oh right. Who watches over her tomorrow?'Kai wondered. He didn't want to ask Hanna how it happens but there was no one else. Kai went out and closed the door and headed towards the desk downstairs. He saw Hanna behind the computer and walked slowly towards her.

'How can I help you?' Hanna asked when she noticed Kai. Her tone made Kai cringe. She acted professional but her real personal thoughts annoyed Kai.

'I was wondering who is going to watch over Kiara tomorrow when I'm in school,' Kai said.

'We are. There are a lot of small children here along with her. You don't have to worry about anything. Just concentrate on school like you should,' Hanna said. Kai heard a hidden annoyance. If her words would be changed, she would have said this instead.You should study and not make childrenor something like that.

'Right,' Kai said and left quickly. He saw other kids go to their rooms and noticed Ren with his buddies. He didn't pay attention to them and tried to walk past them without a disturbance but they weren't having it. Ren jumped in front of him.

'Is there something you want?' Kai grunted.

'We were disturbed previously but I'm glad Hanna did it, because I learned something interesting. Kiara's not your only kid,' Ren moved his eyes on Kai's stomach and it was clear how he knew this.

'Eavesdropping? Classic,' Kai sighed shaking his head.

'Whatever. That only confirms that you are whore,' Ren smirked.

'Last time I checked whore is a person who has sex with more than one man or woman and I have onlyonepartner. You need to check your words more carefully,' Kai said. Ren's expression changed and he growled.

'Uuu! Bitch has fight in him,' one of Ren's friends laughed.

'Shut it Baxter,' Ren ordered.

'If there wasn't anything else, I'm going,' Kai sighed and walked past them. He didn't expect Ren grab his arm and twist it behind his back.

'Let go!' Kai shouted as Baxter took his other arm. Ren leaned closer to his ear.

'Watch your back bitch! You won't get away with that mouth of yours for long,' Ren hissed. Kai saw a smirk appear on his face.

'And remember to keep an eye out for your girl. Who knows what happens to her when you're not here,' Ren chuckled evilly and they pushed Kai forward and left. Kai leaned against the wall before jogging back to his room. He saw Kiara had fallen asleep. Kai sat on the bed and watched the crib.

He wasn't sure that he could leave Kiara here. His gut told him that something was going to happen. Checking the clock time was almost 9pm. He quickly stood up and went to look for Martha's or one of her friends rooms. He found it and saw that all three of them were sleeping in the same room. Kai knocked on the door and it was quickly opened.

'Kai? What is it?' Martha asked yawning.

'Are anyone of you going to be here tomorrow?'

'Well yeah. At least I am. I do my school work here. Why?' Martha said.

'Could you watch Kiara until I come back?' Kai asked.

'Sure. Just for tomorrow or every time you are away?' Martha questioned.

'If it's possible, every time I'm school. I don't feel like trusting any other than Ray but he's not here and goes school as well,' Kai explained.

'It's okay. I love kids anyway,' Martha said. Kai thanked her quietly and let her go to sleep. He returned to his own room, changed his clothes and layed down. Getting sleep was going to be hard.

-Two Months Later-

'It had been a struggle but Kai had gotten used to living along with others, expect Ren and his friends but others were nice. Martha had watched over Kiara every day when Kai was in school and Kai was very grateful for it. But things in school had gotten harder. Just like Ray and Ria had suspected, everyone learned that Kai was pregnant and now he was known as a girl who was transgender. And why?

Because of his stomach. He was three months pregnant and it clearly showed. Kai had turned to use bigger shirts and pants. After couple of months he would learn baby's gender. First x-rays were strange since Master Tao had looked over his stomach last time.

Since Martha and her friends had asked for day to play with Kiara, Kai saw this as opportunity to spend time with Ray. They were walking in the park and Ray was holding his hand.

'Let's sit down. You look stressed,' Ray suggested and didn't wait for Kai's answer and pushed him down on the nearby bench.

'Wouldn't you be? All the magazines are writing about this and didn't leave me alone,' Kai snorted.

'That has calmed down, hasn't it?'

'Yeah… Also…'

'What is it?'

'How long do you think Mark will stay away? I bet he appears behind me in the future.'

'I don't know but Lee and others are watching them. They haven't found a way yet to break the bond between you two but they will. I promise.'

'This is getting so annoying!' Kai abruptly stood up, 'I had to telleveryonethat baby yours when in fact it's Mark's!' Ray stood up and took Kai into a hug. Hormones and things were clearly adding up. Kai was crying.

'Why couldn't just live alone?! Everything else was fine!'

'Shh… I'm here for you,' Ray rubbed Kai's back. For Kai's unluckiness they didn't see Ren behind the tree. He had followed Kai for a few minutes.

'So, baby is not his boyfriend's. Interesting,'Ren smirked and took his phone. He took a picture of Kai and Ray before posting it to internet. Everyone in the orphanage would see it and entire world.

'BIG NEWS! Kai Hiwatari not only transgender girl with a daughter but also pregnant with a baby! BABY IS NOT RAY KON'S!'

'That's pretty accurate,'Ren chuckled and pressed post. Kai would definitely deny this but luckily Ren had decided to record their conversation.

-With Kai-

Talking to Ray made Kai feel… easier but his calmness but interrupted when he came back to the orphanage.

'Is it true?!' everyone asked.

'True what?' Kai was totally lost.

'This!' one of the girls showed her phone screen to him and made Kai's eyes widen. He read the post Ren had made three times and he still couldn't believe it. Not only they but entire planet new about this and thinking it was true.

'Well? Is it true?!' girl asked again.

'Of course not! Why would you believe that?!' Kai said but then he saw Ren, Albert and Baxter.

'Because I heard everything and I can prove you're lying,' Ren took his phone out and threw it up and down.

'You didn't…' Kai's hands began to shake from anger and slight shock.

'Yep. I recorded everything you and Ray talked about and I everyone here has listened to it,' Ren smiled mockingly.

'What are you going to about it then?! My life isn't your business!' Kai yelled back.

'If your boyfriend hadn't known about this already, I would have sent him the recording. Instead I wanted to reveal everyone what kind of whore you really are and now entire planet knows it,' Ren laughed.

'It's not like that! You don't know anything!' Kai dashed forward and punched Ren on the face, hard. He wanted to beat him more and he was about to do it but wanted to be smarter. He grabbed Kiara from Martha and ran to his room.

'That fucking bitch just hit me!' Ren growled after standing up. He had a bright red bruise forming on his cheek.

'I say you deserved it. You infiltrated his privacy big time,' Veronica said. She wasn't lost for words.

'You fucking morons clearly don't see that she's a girl! And I'm right! She had child with someone else than her boyfriend!' Ren argued back. He wasn't in playing mood.

'Then tell us when, how and why he had sex with someone else. It's clear Ray knows it and if Kai was cheating on him, I don't think Ray wouldn't be with him,' Veronica ignored Ren's opinion about Kai's gender.

'Both of them are whores! Clear as day! Everyone can say whatever they want but they are whores,' Ren stated. Hanna would have stopped this if she was here. Ren left frustrated with others and big group split up. Martha could hear whispering among kids.

'Ren is right.'

'We have a whore here. Can't believe that.'

Martha growled,'What is wrong with everybody? They can't be so blinded, can they?'

'Let's check on Kai,' Isabel tapped Martha on the shoulder.

'Okay,' she nodded.

-With Kai-

'Fucking brick!' Kai was sitting down and that way preventing someone opening the door. Kiara was trying to get his attention but Kai brushed it off by telling her to go play. After quiet two minutes there was a knock on the door.

'Kai? It's us. Is everything alright?' Martha called out.

'What do you think?' Veronica stated behind the door next.

'I'm fine. I just want to be left alone,' Kai said.

'Okay. Just to let you know that we think you're not a whore or anything. Everyone else is stupid. They even don't know what happened in your life before you came here,' Martha said.

'Thanks,' Kai replied. He leaned against his knees as girls left. His phone started to ring.

'Hi,' Kai answered without looking who called.

'Kai? What's going on there? Did someone follow us?'Ray sounded distressed.

'Yeah. That brick Ren I told you about. At least he didn't write whose baby it really is but that might change too.'

'Have you seen the news?'Tyson yelled from the line next.

'No… Reporters making a story about it already?' Kai guessed.

'Exactly. They are showing the post and talking nonsense like:Is Kai Hiwatari unfaithful?OrWhat else Kai Hiwatari is lying?'Tyson said. Kai kept quiet.

'Kai. We can get through this. Okay?'Ray was back and was clearly worried.

'I don't know how I can live here for three years. Ren has ruined everything.'

'You can handle him like everyone else. You're a tough dude.'

'I heard everyone call you are whore now too. I just want to punch them.'

'As long as we know that's lie everything is okay. It's the important part and don't let them provoke you.'

'You're right. Thanks Ray.'

'Any time. Love you.'

'Love you too,' Kai hanged up smiling. He would start continue like nothing has happened. It might take a while to news reporters to calm down if they do calm down that is.

Kai turned to Kiara thinking,'I have to make sure nothing else is revealed.'Everything would turn into hell if public knew that Kiara was a result of… a rape along with new one. Police would arrest Ray in the spot.

'I just have to keep my mouth shut on public and every time Ren or his friends are around. That shouldn't be too difficult. Right Kiara?' Kai touched Kiara's hair.

-Right Behind The Door-

'Well, well. That sounds interesting,' Ren grinned. After bitches had left he had walked to the door and pressed his ear against it. Albert and Baxter did the same.

'She's hiding something and sounds like it could be a real scandal. What do you want to do Ren?' Baxter asked.

'Find out what he's hiding and tell it to the world. That's what you get being famous beyblader,' Ren said.

'We're with you,' Albert agreed. They returned to their room they shared and started to plot their attack plan.

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