Remind him, that I love him

Disclaimer: I dont own Will&Grace nor do I own the song I have used, the song was written by Victoria Wood for 'Acorn Antiques the musical', for Miss Berta to sing.

Setting: It's just after the episode I have seen in the UK, series 8. The episode when Stanley gives Karen to Malcolm without a fight, it's after Malcolm tells Karen but before Karen goes to see Stan in the Health & Fattness club (hehe)

OneShot.

"Close the window, dim the lamp

the evening sun is fading

send my love a star to shine above him

Let him see who I can be

behind the masquerading

let that star remind him, that I love him"

How could he just give up like that? Without a fight? Did I mean that little to him that he could just give me away like that? I gave Stanley Walker the best years of my life. Damn it, why wouldn't he fight for me?

"Send a flare high in the air

a message in a rocket

colours that will light the sky behind him

Take the past and tie it fast

and put it in his pocket

add a bit of life just to remind him"

I know I'm with Malcolm now, and I know Stanley knows I'm with Malcolm, but did he really think Malcolm could replace a husband like him. Stanley cheated on me, fine; I cheated on him, but I needed him. I still need him, not Malcolm - my Stanley. Has he forgotten what we had?

"Once we were together

and I didn't see and end

Didn't see what changes could arrive

Now he's not a stranger

But you couldn't call him friend

Still my dreams survive"

I wish things could go back to how they were, before things got complicated. But they are complicated. I'm with Malcolm and I love him. Stanley cheated on me, faked his own death and didn't speak to me for 2 years for Gods sake. But why don't I care, how am I so willing to forgive him?

"Fold a note and make a boat

and let it float downriver

let it travel safely, let it find him

Let him read and let him heed

the message I deliver

That miracles occur

That memory could stir

A glimpse of who we were

that could remind him"

Damn it Stanley, why didn't you fight for me!