AN: Still nothing.
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Knowing Pain
"I
wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then.
I wish I could
start this whole thing over again.
I'm not sayin' that you could
ever be true
I just don't wanna know how it ends,"
-Toby
Keith, I Wish I Didn't Know Now
He sits, sprawls, floats in the darkness, and tries to forget everything he fought so hard to learn. It's not fair. Every promise anyone ever made him has been broken, one after another. He's not special and he's not heartless. He's not Sora, he's not anyone's lover or anyone's friend.
Really, it wasn't fair. Sora had everything he loved orbiting around him, while Roxas had everything he ever loved stripped away. He remembers it all now: Sora, the keyblade, his strange and painful birth.
And he remembers that Demyx never liked to fight. And he remembers Xigbar, who was always something of a jackass. And he remembers the both of them, calling his name while Sora attacked them, tore them apart, killed them.
He remembers Axel, looking for him in Sora's face, while his body fell to pieces.
Roxas sits in the darkness and wrenches Sora's heart with dry sobs.
This is not the next life, this is hell.
