Chapter 7
I tried not to be scared anymore. But how could I not be? I kept having those dreams that Jason was coming to either take away my daughter or try to kill Kirill again. I hated it so much. I tried not to tell Kirill that I was having these dreams. But I knew that he was going to find out soon.
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One step closer
By: Linkin Park
I'm about
to break
I need a little room to breathe
'Cause I'm one
step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I'm
about to break
This room to breathe
This room to breathe
This room to breathe
I cannot take this anymore
Saying
everything I've said before
All these words, they make no sence
I found bliss in ignorance
Less I hear, the less you say
You'll find that out anyway
I find the answers aren't so
clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these
thoughts, they make no since
I found bliss in ignorance
Nothing
seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before
Everything you say to me
And I'm about to break
I
need a little room to breathe
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
And I'm about to break
I
need a little room to breathe
And I'm about to break
These
are the places where I can feel torn from my body
My flesh, it
peels during this ride we can cut upwhat we like
I'm about to
break
Waiting alone, I cannot resist
Feeling this hate, I
have never missed
Please, someone, give me a reason to rip off my
face
Blood is a pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And
pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And pouring
And
pouring
And pouring
And pouring
Shut up when I'm
talking to you
Shut up
Blood is pouring
Shut up
Blood
is pouring
Shut up
Blood is pouring
Shut up when I'm
talking to you
Shut up
Blood is pouring
Shut up
Blood
is pouring
Shut up
Blood is pouring
Shut up
I'm
about to break
Everything you say to me
And I'm about
to break
I need a little room to breathe
And I'm about to
break
Everything you say to me
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
And I'm about to
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the
edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to
break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer
to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to
breathe
'Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm
about to
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I woke up that next morning with Kirill trying to wake me up.
"Nicole!"he asked. "Are you ok?"
"Wha-what happened?"
"You were having another nightmare."
I rolled my eyes. "God. Not again."
"Are you all right?"
I nodded. "Yeah. I'm fine."
"What happened?"
I shook my head. "It was nothing."
"Nicole…"
"He tried to kill you…"
"Oh god."
"It's nothing Kirill. It was just a silly dream." My head was sweating. Kirill put his hand on my forehead.
"You're getting sick."
"It's probably nothing."
"You're staying in bed."
"Kirill I'm fine."
"I'm glad I'm not Russia or you would have probably have come after me again."
"Can we please not talk about that?"
"I'm just glad that nothing happened to you."
"I know what you're going to say: that I shouldn't have been there."
"You could have died."
"But I didn't."
"You were lucky."
"Can we please not talk about that Kirill. You know it brings back bad memories."
"Are you going to tell her?"
"What?"
"Are you going to tell our daughter what happened?"
"When she's older of course. She doesn't need to now Kirill. She's not even two yet."
He sighed. "I know. It's just…it's just that I've never been through this before. And I'm scared that something might happen too."
"You always tell me that everything's going to be ok Kirill."
"And I'm always wrong."
"No you're not."
"You're only saying that because you got by two years without me."
"And now you're here. And I believe that everything's going to be ok." I took his hand and put it on my stomach. "And if it wasn't for you I wouldn't be having another beautiful child Kirill."
He smiled and kissed me. "Then I believe that everything will be ok too."
"That's what I want to hear."
"When do you think we should get married?"
"I think May would be the perfect time."
"So do I."
