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Warning : Angst, confusion and erm angst? Oh yeah ooc too
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Well here's the update.
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Eyes Can't See Everything
Chapter 12: Does it alway have to hurt?
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Normal Pov
Aqua-like eyes met those golden orbs of Ray's. The wind rushed past them. The birds, the crickets were silenced.
"Do you hate me Max?" Ray repeated his previous question.
How am I suppose to answer that? I don't hate him. But..he doesn't deserve me..No he doesn't deserve a person from a broken family...
Max looked at Ray's anxious golden orbs and he wanted so much to just melt into them. I'm falling for him...Falling for him hard..
That uncertainty in Max's eyes left Ray bewildered. His heart sank even lower than it did before. What did I do to deserve this? This..Heartbreak..
"Do you want me too?" Their eyes broke away. Neither really wanted to say how they really felt.
I don't know...
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Normal Pov
Kei..
"Who's that...?" Kai thought. His face visibly cringed. It sounds like.. like it's his..Argh I can't even bring myself to say it.
Takao's soft snoring sound was lulling Kai to sleep. "No, I should wake him up, it's night already."
Kai nudged Takao softly " Hey wake up." Takao groggily woke up.
"My, my aren't you the usual sleepy head?"
Takao pouted cutely as he searched everywhere.
"Nighttime, right?" Kai grunted.
"How'd you know?"
"The air around us has changed. And there are crickets sound." Kai smiled at the way Takao handled himself.
"Such a short day. Guess I shouldn't have slept,huh?" Takao had an upturned smile on his face. "I'm sorry.."
"No, it's okay." Kai was abit disappointed it didn't seem much but this was his first real date anyway.
"So should we be getting back?" Takao sent a smile over to Kai and nodded.
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Normal Pov
Two figures stood there away from reality. One not knowing what to do. While the other just didn't know what to say.
"Ray...I.." He was stopped in mid sentence. "Max, Ray get your butt here."
Max smiled sadly and chuckled but Ray did not look at him instead walked back. Max sighed sadly as a tear threatened to fall down from his eyes. He hid it back and started to pack the picnic basket and blanket.
He walked to the car as he saw Takao and Kai standing there, while Ray was already inside. He looked up sadly at the stars.
"I can't shine like you do, can I?" He pulled his eyes away from them.
And it's not fair...
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Normal Pov
During the whole ride, nobody spoke. The blonde was looking at the stars, wishing. The cat-like boy was just trying to close his eyes to look away from it all. The midnight haired boy was now sleeping, emitting soft snoring sounds. While the driver, well let's say he just doesn't talk.
First they went to Ray's house which was right next to Kai's. Ray opened the door and slammed it tight. Kai growled and grumbled while Takao slept away. Max on the other hand merely closed his eyes in an attempt to stop the tears. The cold-hearted teen sitting out front saw this and sighed. This just had to happened... While somehow Takao unconsciously took Max hand on his own,gripping it firmly. Sapphire blue eyes widened in shock as he stared at the hand but he calmed down knowing this was not the first time.
Flashback (Dojo) (No Tymax)
Sniffling sound and small sobs were heard around the room.
"Max? You there?" Takao was searching for his blond friend, his hands in front of him. "Max.."
"Takao..." Max wiped his tears dry. And walked up to Takao.
"Aren't you suppose to be sleeping?" Takao held out his hand as Max took it.
"Shouldn't you be too?" Takao answering Max's question with a question.
"I guess.." Takao rubbed Max's hand and gave a sad smile.
"You were crying..." "No...No I wasn't.."
"You don't need to be afraid." Takao gave Max's hand a comforting rub. Max sighed and shook his head.
"Takao..I told you..It's..It's nothing.." Takao tugged on Max hand hard as Max fell on him. He wrapped his arms around Max and whispered slowly.
"I'm here, Max..." Max nodded as he sobbed onto Takao's shirt. The wetness seeping through the cloth as Takao patted Max's head whispering, comforting words which could not help the weeping blonde. But his presence was the only thing comforting the aqua-eyed teen.
End of Flashback.
"Max, you're house." Max nodded a small gratitude before telling Kai to take care of Takao. When the car finally moved to the corner, he ran to his empty house and to his room, looking at the phone before picking it up.
Call him..or don't?
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Normal Pov (Kai's car)
"Takao, wake up." The said boy stirred but did not move. Kai sighed and put his hands under Takao's knees and the other under the neck, carrying Takao bridal style. Carrying Takao was hard enough but what about opening the house door?
Kai kicked the door a dozen times but no one answered instead a dog came out. Kei. Kai sighed. "Where's Mr Kinomiya, boy?"
The dog barked at Kai wagging his tail excitedly. God, I'm talking to a dog. He shook his head. and walked to Kei. Kei barked and turned his back as though asking Kai to follow. The dog led him to the back door where there was a note.
Kai,
Thank you for taking care of Takao. I'm currently..ahem..playing with some friends. So please bring T-man inside and put him to bed. Kei will show you where. Oh, the key's below the door matt.
From,
The Dude.
Kai shook his head and mentally cringed. Why can't the gramps talk normal for once. It was already a surprise to hear Takao's gramps talking in a funny way when they first met but put it into writing? That'll be the death of him. He opened the door and Kei barked for Kai to follow. The crimson eyed teen looked around. It was a normal place with nothing much to see. He got up to the second floor and saw Kei circling in front of a door. Shaking his head he walked up to the door. By now Takao was over his shoulder facing the floor as he turned the knob slowly. It was a very nice room not traditional like the one downstairs but just personal. The whole room was red. Even the bed where he laid Takao in.
He shook his head as Takao tossed and turned, he tried to hold the boy down. Soon, Takao was calm again, Kai took the pillow and tried to fluff it but hidden below the pillow was a piece of paper. A gasp escaped his lips as tears were forming in his eyes. Slowly he put the picture down and without looking back he ran out of the house. He bit his lips to make sure the tears won't fall.
But heaven seemed to detest him somehow and the tears cascaded down his face. Banging his head on the car window wasn't helping much. His hands was itching to tear that picture into a million pieces..
Why do I have to fall in love with you?..
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Sorry the update was a long wait. Blame it on evil teachers, with tortures like homework and test. Sigh, I'm so so sorry. The update will be sooner I promise.
