...:Chapter 6: I need real food:...

The next day….

"OK, Miss. Gilmore, you may go home after you fill out these forms" the nurse said while handing Rory the forms.

"OK" Rory took 5 minutes to fill out the forms. "ok, I'm done" she said.

"Have a nice day Miss. Gilmore"

"You to" Rory said as the nurse left. Rory got changed and sat on the hospital bed thinking. 'how do I get home? I could call jess but then he would need to find someone to watch his class and I don't want to cause any troubles. I could take a cab, no they cost to much, I could walk, but how do I get home?...Cab it is' she thought. She called the cab then went home.

When she entered her apartment she looked at the clock and it red 3:15. 'Jess would be home in a half hour, o shoot I forgot to tell him I was coming home, I'll just wait outside his door and….read, yea I'll read' Rory thought. She got her book and sat in front of Jess's apartment.


30 minutes later Jess emerged from the elevator. Rory didn't notice because she was so caught up in her book. Jess stood right in front of her.

"Hey" he said. She jumped

"Geez" she said looking up

"sorry I didn't mean to scare you" he smirked.

"I wasn't scared" she lied. She stood up and there faces were inches apart. Jess took the opportunity and kissed her. She kissed back for a minute but then pulled away and ran into her apartment. The last words she heard him say was 'shit'. She picked up her phone and dialled a number that she dials everyday.

"Hello?" Lorelai asked

" Mom he kissed me and I ran" Rory said shocked.

"what who kissed you?"

"Jess kissed me and I ran…again"

"What happened?" Lor asked

"Well I got back from the hospital and realized that jess was going straight to the hospital after he got something from his apartment, so I decided to wait at his apartment door. He came and we talked for a minute but then I stood up and the next thing I knew we were kissing, then I ran" Rory said trying to calm down.

"uh-oh"

"Mom what do I do?"

"Well you have to talk to him, he's probley worried, worried that he did the wrong thing….Rory did he do the wrong thing?" Lor asked curiously

"No, Yes…No I don't know, I'm so confused I want to be with him, but I don't know if I'm ready for a relationship" Rory confessed

"Why wouldn't you be ready?" Rory stayed silent "Do you think he's going to leave you like Logan?" Lor asked. Rory still remained silent. "Rory?"

"Yes, I'm afraid that he will leave me like Logan. I'm afraid to be with him or even around him" Rory confessed

"Rory I think you should go talk to him"

"Yea I guess"

"NOW!" Lorelai demanded

"I'm going now bye" Rory hung up the phone before her mother could say bye.

She went to Jess's apartment and knocked on the door. He answered

"Jess can we talk?" Rory asked nervously. Jess nodded and let her in. They stood at the counter and Rory broke the silence.

"I kind of have history with kissing guys for the first time, I always run away." Rory confessed. Jess stayed silent so Rory continued.

"I don't know why I just do" Jess remained silent.

"Will you please say something?" Rory asked beggingly. He didn't know what to say so he remained his silent self. Rory grew more frustrated.

"I like you Jess ok and this was hard enough, your just standing there all silent and cute but from the looks of it you don't care, so good bye" With that Rory turned on her heel and started walking away until Jess grabbed her arm and pulled her close. He wrapped his arms around her waist.

"I'm not good at this whole relationship thing, I've never been good at it, I never know what to do. Like you I always run, if I have a fight with the girl I run away, I don't know how to deal with things like that" Jess stopped. Rory stood up a little bit and kissed his. "I like you Rory, if I do something wrong you have to tell me and if I'm about to run lock me in a room or chain me up to a wall" Jess finished.

"got it now shh…" She said before kissing him again. There kiss was interrupted by her cell phone

"I swear I hate that thing" Rory said pulling away. She picked up the phone.

"who ever you are I'm going to kill you" Rory stated

"Now that's no way to talk to your boyfriend" The man said. Rory immediately hung up the phone.

"Who was it?" Jess asked

"The Satan himself, he runs hell and got me knocked up" Rory said

"O" Jess said

"Ok new subject"

"ok"

Jess wrapped his arms around Rory's waist.

"So Friday" he said. She rested her hands on his chest

"What about Friday?" she asked

"How about me, you dinner 7 o'clock?" he leaned down and kissed her repeatedly.

"I can't I'm going to starhollow this weekend to get the rest of my stuff and visit my crazy mother" Rory said. Jess stopped kissing her. "Sorry maybe next Friday, or when I get home we can watch movies and order pizza" She said excited at the last part.

"Can't you stay home this weekend and go next weekend?" he asked sadly. She rested her forehead on his shoulder and placed a hand on each of his shoulders. She gently stroked his shoulders.

"I can't, but I promise I will make it up to you" she said into his shoulder. She turned her head and started to place butterfly kisses on his neck.

"I will hold you to that" he said while thinking of some ways. She continued kissing his neck but soon worked her way up to his lips.

"I have" kiss "to" kiss "go" Rory said in between kisses.

"No stay here" Jess kissed Rory, but she pulled away.

"I have to go eat, I haven't eaten all day" Rory complained

"So your leaving me for food?"

"Yea" she said with a smile

"Well don't I feel loved" he said sarcastically. She smiled and kissed him quickly

"Come over we can eat pizza and 'watch movies'"

"is this out of pity?"

"shoot how did you find out my plan" she joked

"I'm smart"

"Your not that smart" she stated

"yes I am"

"do you understand what I mean when I say 'watch a movie?'" she asked. He looked at her confused.

"OMg" she said shocked/

"What?" he asked

"When I say lets watch a movie, it means let the movie play in the background while we do other things" Rory hinted

"o…I see, lets go" he finally understood.

She pulled him to her apartment and she ordered the pizza and 'watched' the movie.


A/N: Ok here is the next chapter. I wont behavle to update this week 'cause i'm going away...sorry! i'll update as soon as i get back.

love Bugsy