A/N: Ok I just want to let you know that the last script was the only time they broke up. Thanks guys for all your reviews, and don't worry you wont be disappointed.


Chapter 12: I Hate You!

Lorelai didn't know what to do. She heard Rory in her room crying and throwing things against her wall. She tried getting into her room a couple of times but Rory locked the door. Lorelai had never seen her daughter this upset over a boy. So Lor got on her shoes and went into the direction of Lukes. She banged on the door constantly. She saw Luke coming from upstairs. He opened the door.

"Where the hell is Jess?" she asked angry

"I don't know he hasn't come home" Luke said confused.

"That little ass" she muttered. "I'll see you tomorrow" she said then walked around the town. She soon found Jess sitting on the Bridge with his head in his hands with tears going down his face. Her anger soon turned into concern.

"Jess" Lor asked.

He looked up at her and wiped away his tears.

"What happened?" she asked.

"were over and she's gone" he sniffled.

"why did you guys break up?"

"I said some stupid stuff and yelled at her"

"what type of stuff?"

"I told her that I hated how she ran from every situation and never talked to me. But once I heard her side of it, I felt so stupid"

"what did she say?"

"she said she had never been so scared in her life to be with someone when she is with me and that she cant control herself when she's around me and she doesn't know what to do so she resorts to running"

"oh" Lor said.

"I got to go" Jess said then stood up and walked away. Lor stood up and started walking in the direction of her house. She found Jess outside Rory's window staring at her as she cried and occasionally threw a book or something at the wall.

"I hate that I did this to her. I hate that I hurt her. I hate myself for doing this. I just wish I could go back in time and be calm about it instead of yelling" Jess said. Jess started to get a new batch of tears as he spoke. He wiped them away and Lor started to tear up. She saw her daughter in her room crying as hard as possible and it killed her. She saw her daughters ex boyfriend crying over her and it also killed her.

"Do you think I can maybe go in there and try to talk to her?" Jess asked

"yea that's fine" Lor sniffled.

Jess went into the house and went to her room. He knocked on the door and called her name. She came to the door and unlocked it and opened it.

"What the hell do you want?" she cried. Rory could see through her tears that Jess had and now was tearing up.

"Rory I'm sorry. I didn't mean to yell at you or say that stuff. I'm sorry" he said

"I don't care Jess! I hate you!" she cried.

"Rory don't say that you know you don't mean it" he said trying to calm down.

"Yes I do Jess! I hate you so much! I don't know why I ever laid eyes on you, I never want to see you again" she yelled

"Rory stop, stop, stop, stop! You don't mean…." He trailed off as his world turned black and he fell straight to the ground.

"Oh don't you dare pull that trick" Rory said through her tears. When he didn't move she bent down beside him. "Jess?" she shook him lightly and nothing. "jess, wake up…"

Rory quickly ran to the bathroom and grabbed a cloth and wet it. She brought it out and placed it on his forehead.

"MOM!" she yelled through her tears. Lorelai came running from outside.

"What?" Lor asked.

Rory pointed to Jess.

"We were fighting and the next thing I know he's on the ground. I thought.."

"Rory honey explain later. Right now we have to get him to the hospital" Lor said cutting Rory off. Rory nodded and called an ambulance. Lorelai tried everything to try and get him up, but he wouldn't budge.

"there on there way" Rory announced. She wiped away her tears and went to Jess's side.

"So what happened?" Lor asked

"Well like I was saying. Me and Jess were fighting and the next thing I know he's on the ground. I thought he was pulling that whole fake faint thing but he wouldn't wake up or move"

"do you know what he collapsed from?"

"no… Oh Good there's the ambulance" Rory said looking out the window. Lorelai got up and went to the door and opened it.

"You need an ambulance?" One of the guys asked.

"yea he's in there" Lorelai pointed around the corner.

The guys brought the stretcher over to Rory and Jess. Rory got out of the way and they placed him on the stretcher. They carried him out to the ambulance.

"We have room for one person, if any of you two would like to go" the guy said. Lorelai pushed Rory into the ambulance.

"She would" Lor said. They closed the doors and were off to the hospital. Lorelai got into the Jeep, picked up Luke and they went to the hospital. Lorelai explained to Luke on the way.


When Luke and Lorelai got to the hospital, they found Rory sitting in the waiting room staring blankly at the wall. They both sat on either sides of Rory.

"Rory" Lor asked.

Rory clicked out of her trance and stared at her mother.

"He collapsed from stress. Right now he unconscious" Rory started to cry.

"Rory honey that's good news. He's not badly hurt" Lor said.

"No, Mom you don't get it, I'm the one who caused him to collapse. I'm the reason why he's in the hospital"

"No your not" Lorelai said

"you guys can go see him if you want?" Rory said.

"Have you seen him yet?"

"I will later, I just can't see him right now"

"ok" Lorelai said. Luke and Lorelai got up and went into the room. Rory sat in the waiting room, and felt her tears fall, but had no intention of wiping them away.

Lorelai and Luke came out from the room 20minutes later. They found Rory in the same position as earlier. They stood in front of her.

"Rory were going to go" Lorelai said.

Rory nodded and stood up to hug her mother. Rory held her tight.

"Rory he's going to be ok" Lor whispered.

Rory nodded again and her mother and Luke left. Rory slowly made her way to Jess's room. She opened the door and shut it quietly. She looked at him then sat down.

"You know it wasn't suppost to be like this. I'm suppost to hate you right now. I'm suppost to be crying myself to sleep. Right now I should be cutting up your picture and wishing that I never met you or fell in love with you. But then tomorrow your suppost to tell me how sorry you are, and how stupid you were. I would act as my stubborn self first, but then realize how stupid I am for fighting with you. This right here isn't suppost to be happening, but for some reason it is. Did I do something? What did I do to deserve this pain?" she cried. She took a deep breath and continued. "I know I said I hated you, but the truth is I don't. I wanted you to know how it feels. I may say I hate you, but I love you 10 times more. Do you even know how it feels to love somebody so much that you think your crazy? I never thought that I would experience that until you came into my life. I never thought I could love somebody with so much passion until you. You are my world, my everything." She climbed up on the bed and cuddled next to him. She buried her head in his chest and sobbed. She felt strong hands wrap around her body, and she felt a kiss on the top of her head. She looked up with blurry eyes and noticed jess staring down at her.

"Your awake" she said while sitting up and wiping away her tears.

"Well your speech kind of woke me up" he said.

"you heard that?"

"only little snippets"

"so all of it?"

"I never knew you loved me so much. You said earlier that you hated me"

She wiped away her remaining tears

"I do love you. I told you I was mad. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry" She cried more tears.

He pulled her into him.

"shhhh…it's its ok" he soothed.

"no it's not ok. I'm such a bad girlfriend. I told you I didn't love you or care for you. I don't deserve you" She sat up and wiped away her new batch of tears. She started to get up but Jess pulled her back down.

"Don't say that. You are the best girlfriend a guy could have. I love you so much and I'm so lucky to be with you" He looked down at her. She had her head in her hands.

"Hey look at me" He demanded quietly. She didn't look at him to he placed his two fingers under her chin and forced her to look at him.

"I love you and nothing is going to change that" he kissed her lightly.

"I love you to" she said.

He brought his hand up and cupped her face and wiped away the tears.

"Jess what's happening to us? Why are we always fighting?" Rory asked.

"I don't know but I don't like it" Jess confessed.

"Then why do we do it?"

"Rory I cant answer these question. This is something we have to figure out"

"Jess?"

"yea?"

"I'm sorry for never talking to you. From now on I'm going to talk to you about everything" Rory said.

She took her hand and interlocked it with his. He rubber her hand with his thumbs.

"Promise?" He asked.

She smiled. "pinkie swear".

She held out her pinkie and interlocked her pinkie with his.

"I'm going to hold you to that" he smirked.

She sat up. "ok I have to go"

"why?"

"I have a wedding to be in tomorrow. I have to get some sleep"

"sleep here. I don't want to be alone" he pouted

"jess"

"Rory" he pleaded. She gave in.

"Fine but if I get in trouble by my mom, I blame you" she said.

He smirked and pulled her down next to him. She rested her head on the crook of his neck and placed her hand across his stomach, while he wrapped his arms around her upper body.

"I love you Rory" he said tiredly.

"I love you to Jess" she said equally tired.

He kissed the top of her head and they fell asleep.

A/N 2: Ok so there it was. I hope you guys aren't disappointed in me cause then I would be sad.