A/N: Thanks guys for the reviews! sorry i didnt update, my computer was at some store being fixed all weekend! so i hope you enjoy
CHAPTER 19: The Big Decision!

It was exactly 12:23 when he got the news. In that minute he was feeling every emotion. Happy, Sad, Excited, Thrilled, Surprised. You name it, that was him. He didn't know exactly what to think of this. It was good but it was also bad. He was confused as hell. He had to make a decision and he had to make it fast.

Jess walked into his apartment and threw his keys on the table next to the door. He took off his jacket and sat on the couch. He rubbed his head and tried to get all the words that seem to be floating in his head out. A loud knock echoed through the apartment and he slowly got up and went to the door. When he opened the door, there stood a beautiful blue eyed brunette who happened to be his world.

"Hey" She said as she leaned in for a kiss.

"Hey" he returned once they pulled away.

She walked into the apartment and sat on the couch. He shut the door and joined her.

"So I heard the principal called you down today" Rory said

"Yeahe did"

"Ooo what was it about?"
"Harvard"

"Why would they talk to you about Harvard?"

"because one of the teachers there got fired and they were wondering if I would go teach there"

"Oh" she said speechless.

"I don't think I'm going to go"

"why not?"

"because I like where I am in life"

"Jess this is a really good opportunity, I think you should take it. I mean nothing is really holding you back"

"Rory I have everything here. I have you, Luke, Lorelai and my job. I have everything I could ever want"

"Yea but, this is a really great job offer. You get paid more and you have a chance to meet new people and see the world a bit"

"I like where I am…..why does it seem like your pushing me to go?" Jess asked sadly.

"Because it's a once in a lifetime chance. And because I remember when I first met you, you said and I quote 'It would be my dream to teach at Harvard' I know you want to go and I'm not going to stop you from your dream"

Jess didn't say anything. She was right. A part of him really wanted to go, but a bigger part of him wanted to stay with his everything. His world. His beautiful blue-eyed-babe.

He stepped closer to her and wiped away the tears that escaped her eyes.

"Rory if you don't want me to go, then say so" Jess stated.

Rory stepped away from him.

"Jess" she nearly screamed. Jess jumped slightly and looked at her. "Stop trying to change my mind. I do want you to stay, but I cant do that you. I have to let you go"

"No you don't. If you don't want me to go then just say so. Don't be so afraid to speak your mind" Jess said frustrated.

"Oh don't you dare get angry with me" Rory said equally frustrated.

"Well it's not my fault that your making this situation harder than it already is"

"I am not making this hard. Your just being your stupid self. You know that you want to go. You don't have anything holding you back"

"Rory now your being stupid! But it doesn't matter. I'm going, are you happy?" With that Jess walked out of his own apartment and down the stairs. Rory walked out of his apartment and into hers.


1 week later…..

Rory P.O.V

Today is the day he leaves. He packed up and he is going to leave. We haven't talked since…..well since the blow up in his apartment. This is by far the worst fight ever and it might be the last. He will be in Boston while I'm here. I see a break up in the future.

Normal P.O.V

Rory walked out of her apartment and noticed Jess standing and waiting for the elevator. He turns and sees her. They both catch each others eyes and hold contact. Rory let a tear slip out of her eye but she quickly wiped it away hoping that Jess didn't see her. Jess noticed her tear and heard the elevator beep; signalling that it was there, before he could say anything. The elevator doors open and Jess catches her eyes one last time. He went into the elevator and the doors closed. Rory continued staring at the place where he once stood. A few more tears slipped and she ran into her apartment. She closed the door and slid down on her butt. She put her head in her hands and cried with all her might.

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Sorry this is short, but this is also the last chapter! There is going to be a sequel called

'Crazy/Beautiful' I hope you enjoyed this! I look forward to your replies on this story and the next!