After recording her song Jude went back to her rehearsal space. She was so frustrated that she had nobody to tell her secrets to. She had so much bottled up inside her she was about to explode. She sat on her couch and looked at a journal that she had gotten for her 6th birthday, but hadn't used it since last year. There was one entry, and it was from her 16th birthday last year. It was after her birthday party so it was long. The entry said-

Tommy kissed me, Tommy kissed me, Tommy kissed me, I just can't stop saying it, or believe it. You would be happy if you were in my place and an old boy band dropout from the nineties kissed you, but right now, I would say I'm really upset. Tommy told me that the kiss "didn't happen," and "it didn't mean anything," but it does mean something. I just wish that he would except "it" for what it is, but he won't.

Shay broke up with me at my party, but that wasn't the worst part. He broke up with me for Eden. He said that I make him a better person but she excepts him the way he is. I really dont know what he see's in Eden. She is some stupid popstar who isnt even good at singing but was the only other okay singer to try out for Instant Star, and they had to give her a recording contract. Now the break up is all over the news and tabloids and it wont stop!

This was the WORST birthday ever, and I don't think that I will ever forget it.

Who ever said sweet 16's were suppose to be sweet?

-Jude

That was the only entry in it. She flipped the page and started jotting down all she had to get out on the paper at once. In a minute she had filled up the whole page; every line filled. She had little side notes on it and crossed out a couple of words. You couldn't fit anything else on the page.

Tommy popped his head in the door of the rehearsal space. "Found it," said Tommy looking around. When Tommy said that Jude jumped. She hadn't heard him come it and was spooked. She hid the journal behind her back under a seat cushion. She stood up and fixed her hair and straightened her shirt out.

"Um… found what," Jude replied hesitantly.

"The apartment. I found the right one, for once," said Tommy laughing.

"No this isn't my apartment this is the neighbors, I'm just sitting here," said Jude sarcastically. "So, what are you doing here?"

"Well I went to your house but you weren't there, and Sadie told me that you were here. Yup I ran into Sadie, and she didn't seem to happy to see me. Actually she seemed disgusted but um.. I came to give you a copy of today's song you recorded." He handed Jude a c.d. "I like it but I want you to check it first to make sure that its perfect."

"Thanks. Do you want to take a seat and we could talk for a while?" she asked.

"I would but I'm gonna have to take a rain check. I gotta get back to G-major. I just want you to listen to this. You can keep this one." Tommy said walking out. "Oh hey, can you talk to Sadie for me. I really want her to forgive me for what I did or didn't do.

"Okay, sure," said Jude walking Tommy out.

"See ya soon Jude."

"Sure," she said looking down at the c.d. Tommy had handed her earlier. "See ya."