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PS ('means someone is thinking' -means the little voice in the back of his/her head-

Now or Never

Ginny was running through the darkest mist, the forest around her was all but gone. Even though Ginnys heart started to pound it was so peaceful. Better than the emptiness she had been felling. Lost in her thoughts she almost didn't hear the twig break behind her. She turned her head just enough to see the black robe and white mask, she ran ahead faster than she ever knew was possible. The fog began to clear and she heard a voice she recognized ahead. "HARRY" She ran faster and faster until she reached a clearing.

Harry was lying in the middle of the clear. Ginny heard her pursuer getting closer and closer. She rushed to Harry, "Harry, HARRY. Wake up we have to get out of here." Just then Ginny saw the silver fog return. Ginny held Harry close and let the fog hide them.

"Now Ginny this is no fun. Come out come out were ever you are." That voice slick, and almost calm. "I have killed before…this will be no different, I'm so sad to see that you will not come quietly. Oh well more fun for me" Lilly cleared her thought; she imagined the complete nothings she now knew to well. "MISS. WEASLY, YOU WOULD MAKE THIS A LOT EASYER IF YOU CAME OUT."

Lilly shoot up out of her resting place, in a cold sweat. She was in the hospital wing. The stark white curtains around her brought the whole memory back. 'Not again!' She had been having that same dream for a month now, but this was different. This was too real. A migraine built up in her head as she rested again.

"Gin'" She turned over to see the deepest green emerald eyes.

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"Gin', you had a nightmare." Harry saw her eyes and his heart skipped a beat. She'd been out of it for three hours. 'I've missed those eyes. "There's a little blue in her eyes if you look REALY hard"

"Harry are you ok?"

"I should be asking you that" 'why did I say that out load!'

-Because it's true-

'Even if it was there's no point.'

-do I have to spell it out for you again...-

'Well why don't yo...'

"What happened? All I remember is Hermione yelling at me and I went to leave." Ginny was talking at a whisper, like if she spoke any loader she wouldn't be able to say I at all. "An…and I fell."

"Well from what Fred tells me you landed on top of me and we both kind-off got knocked out."

"Mr. Potter if you would so kindly remove your self for a moment, I have to tend to Miss. Weasleys arm." Madam Pomfrey had crept up behind them.

"I'll be back." I went to leave but an arm came and pulled me back.

"Miss. Weasleys, you will make this a lot easier if you allow him t-"

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I had never wanted something so much before that moment. It felt like if Harry left I may never see him again. I don't know what possessed me to grab his arm but when we touched it sent shivers through my arm. It just felt right. "Please, I…I just need…a friend right now." 'So I won't feel so alone.'

I had been having odd conversations with myself ever since my little…dip in the lake shall we say. It was very odd like I was trying to convince myself of something.

-that hole's not going to fill itself you know.-

'Not now you! Be quite for a minuet will you.'

-Fine but if you ask m…- Thank god that little arse was cut short by Madam Pomfreys glare.

"Alright, though I doubt it will help anything." She then scurried off to her office and retrieved one of her less repulsive potions. Even if it did look somewhat like the slime in the girls bathroom on the 3rd floor. "Drink this and get some rest, BOTH of you. Mr. Potter I know you would like to stay but I must insist you leave before breakfast. I need some sleep to." With that she disappeared into her office once again.

We sat there in silence for what seemed to be an hour till I spoke up. "I miss you." I was trying (and failing) to keep my voice from creaking.

"I miss you to." Harrys eyes no longer had the spark of courage and mischief I so adored. Now they held something that I had been trying (and failing yet again) to do, hide the pain. "You better drink that"

"Do I really have to?"

"Yes, sadly you do."

So that's what I did, downing that was a lot worse than ANY amount of a hangover though. After a long silence I finally spoke my mind. "Harry, you're not helping me by doing this you know." I had my eyes fixed on the floor. 'And that's were they're staying!' Looking bake at those eyes would make it to hard not to cry.

"What are you -?"

"Harry, right now I need to tell you something. If you stop me again I don't think it will ever come out. I need to tell you that…that I love you. Look even if I didn't do you REALY think I'd be any safer. My family is like YOUR family and if that doesn't put all of us at the TOP of v-voldimorts list that I don't know what does. You said you did it for us but even I can see the red lines in your eyes." It was getting harder and harder for me to hold back the tears. It also wasn't helping that I had a certain voice in the back of my head. You know you want to. Just kiss him already, it's not like he's not thinking the same thing. 'Note to self kill that damn voice.' "You breath smells like you've been sneaking into the boars head more than I have!" With that Harrys checks grew a darker shade of red. "Your trying to be s night in shining armor, you've been like that forever, but Harry not all of your decisions are right. I love you, I don't know how or when and frankly I don't give a rats arse." I couldn't do it any more I brought him into the tightest hug ever given.

We stated there for at least 20 minuets. Just holding each other, hoping we could be here forever.

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Ginny feel asleep in my arms. I placed once again on the sheets. I kissed her forehead and whispered the words that my hearts knew were true. "I love you to." With that I left the hospital wing to find Ron and Hermione. Considering it was 5 am there was very little foot traffic.

'I shouldn't have done that.'

-yes you should have and you did so there! I win yet again I might add!-

'Note to self KILL BLASTED VOICE IN HEAD'

-now you wouldn't do that now would you Harry…-

-..Harry….Harry?…ohm did I strike a nerve..-

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When I woke up my arm was no longer broken and I was released from the hospital wing by lunch. I didn't want to face anyone so I just let my feet do the walking. I soon found myself by the lake again. 'At least I can arrange my thoughts here'

-Don't you mean WE-

'Not you again. I was hoping you'd left for good after…'

-last night NO. Even after a bottle of fire whiskey I'm not leaving.-

'Why the BLOODY HELL NOT'

-Well that's easy. I'm here to stay. Muhahahahaha!-

'Just great now I have little voices in the back of my head! Who might I add has the WORST evil laugh I have ever heard..'

-Oh go jump in the lake!-

'FINE I WILL'

-OK OK I'll shut up so you can order you damn thoughts. Boy we are testy today...-

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YEA new chapter! Pleas R&R. thank you to all my readers! Hope you like it!

TIA