Ummm hmmm…. Trying to think here spring break is over I really wish it was longer but then again its nice to be back in school again. I can't believe I just said that oh well I was bored and kinda wrote this still trying to figure out what format I'm gonna write this in so I'm gonna switch around a lot but ever other chapter will be the same character the odd #ed chapters will be Gaara and the even #ed will be Lee so this is kinda gonna be a journal entry/poem format for these next two chapters and then I might change back to just poems I'm still deciding between those 2 formats just to give you readers a heads up and to clear things up so you won't be confuzzeled. And by the way I don't own anything .33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

I think Temari and Kankuro are realizing my new found emotions they're starting to scare me, they suddenly want to 'talk' and be around me I just want them to leave me alone like they always do that would be nice. When I am like this, being not my normal self they should know to leave me the hell alone. I'm glad I finally found a quiet place away from them so I can figure out what the hell is wrong with me the last thing I need is help from the likes of them. I just want to go back to being my scary self again Lee is screwing me up. I should have never let him live after I fought him in the chunnin exam, if only that foolish teacher of his hadn't got in the way I would be fine and not having to hide from my siblings who used to hide from me there is something seriously wrong with this situation.

Damnit this spot is not safe after all, well it is safe from my crazed siblings but not from the damned Lee I am in the perfect view to see him training….I am not in quite the dilemma either run from my hiding place and risk both my siblings and Lee seeing me or stay here and give in to these feelings I'm having….. this is not good the feelings won now I'm stuck here till who knows when having my face feel hotter then it ever did in the desert and trying to block out the sick fantasies my mind has suddenly gained the creativity and pervyness to concoct this is gonna be a long day.

I escaped without being detected, that was close I could have sworn one of them saw mw though it would be just my luck if one of them did. I haven't always had the best luck in the world with the demon being sealed inside me and the whole my family has tried to kill me thing. But it seems I may have gotten a break. Whoot! …wait did I actually just write that? Ok then…. I must find a new hiding spot this place isn't safe even though no one would expect me to be in my room since I don't sleep…..

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Okies that was really out of character I think but oh well Gaara really doesn't fit into a relationship well without being out of character even if it is just a little ok please review