Far Away
(Ummm I don't know any other languages unless I make up my own… and I currently don't feel like making up my own language. So I don't think I will… OKAY then) Chapter 2
She hates me, why am I even bothering to ask her. I was an ass to her for two fucking years. How could anyone like someone after that person was an ass to them, especially, someone who, betrayed there friend. HELL I even hate myself. I a stupid half demon. I don't deserve her. Or her friend ship. Inuyasha thought in the moment's silence that followed his question.
Kagome and Inuyasha stared at each other each new the answer to the question Inuyasha just asked even if the answers were different. "Kagome, do you still love me?" Inuyasha repeated, not because he was impatient… well maybe that is part of it, but he needed to hear the words that he knew were bond to come form her mouth.
"Inuyasha, I…" Kagome started but then stopped and looked away from Inuyasha, "Inuyasha, I… I…" Why can't I just say it? Why can't I just say that I don't love you. That I shouldn't love you, but I do. And a part of me doesn't want to. But then there is the other part that screams for you touch and screams for you and you alone. Kagome thought and looked back up at Inuyasha, "Inuyasha I know that you don't love me and that you never have," Kagome started with her new found courage, "but if you must know then, I wont lie. Inuyasha, I…" And there it goes, her courage just flew out the window.
"Kagome," Inuyasha said taking a step towards her, "You can tell me. I need to hear you say it. Once I hear it, I'll leave you alone… like you probably want me too."
Kagome started at Inuyasha, He knows that I love him; I didn't know that I was that obvious. Most of the time I would just stare from afar or look at pictures that we took together, while I cried. I have to tell him… "InuyashaIloveyou." Kagome said too fast for Inuyasha to comprehend. Seeing his confused face Kagome sigh as said, "I said, I love you, and I don't want you to go. I want you to stay. I've missed you, Inuyasha. But I…Kikyou, you love Kikyou so I know you don't love me and I'm…" Kagome was cut off when Inuyasha's lips crashed into her's. Leaving her breathless and in a state of shock. She slowly closed her eyes and kissed him back, with all the love and passion she could. She wanted him to feel how much she had missed him, she felt him return everything that she gave him, if not more. Kagome slid her arms up his chest and around his neck, and she felt his around her waist, one hand holding her and the other tracing small circles on her back.
The two parted when their breath came short, and stared into each other's eyes as they panted for breath.
"Inuyasha…" Kagome started, but Inuyasha silenced her with his finger.
"Kagome, me being with Kikyou was a mistake. Kagome, I was afraid that you wouldn't love me. When I met Kikyou, she looked like you and well, I thought if I couldn't have you then I might as well have the next best thing. Kagome I am so sorry. I should have never gotten with Kikyou. In doing so I let her control my life, which I swore that I would let any one do. Kagome what I'm trying to say is that I love you and only you." Inuyasha said and went to kiss Kagome again, but felt her move away. He opened his eyes to see her staring at him, her eyes dancing with joy, but, there was some confusion. He knew what she was going to ask, she was going to ask about him proposing to Kikyou.
"Inuyasha, if everything you say is true then why did you ask…" Kagome started but was cut off by Inuyasha.
"Ask Kikyou to marry me, I don't know Kagome." Inuyasha said as he moved away from Kagome and over to an empty bench, "I guess my head thought I loved her, but my heart… never did, Kagome you stole my heart. Not Kikyou, I'm with you now, not Kikyou. I should have always been with you, and now that I have you I never want to let you go Kagome. I will never let you go. You are mine and mine alone." Inuyasha said as he stood back up and approached Kagome with a look of want and need, and hunger. When he reached her he went to pull her into an embrace but she moved out of the way, and turned her back to him.
"Who says I want to be yours and yours alone Inuyasha. And who said that I am yours, you hurt me like no one else, and it will take more the a simple kiss and you saying that you love me and saying sweet words that I have longed for you to say to me, for me to forgive you. If I ever do forgive you Inuyasha." Kagome said not seeing the look of lust and hunger that Inuyasha gave her as he quietly approached her, and wrapped his arms around her, and whispered into her ear, "Don't say such thing Kagome, you know that you want to be mine."
"Want doesn't have anything to do with this. I want a lot of things," Kagome started as she disentangled herself from Inuyasha and turned around to face him, "What does matter is that you hurt me. And that I'm not ready to forgive you for that. Maybe I will be someday, but not today. Goodnight Inuyasha." Kagome said and turn and headed for the door but she felt a hand stop her.
"Kagome, what can I do to make you change you mind?" Inuyasha asked, in an almost pleading voice, but his hunger and need was still in his pleading eyes.
Kagome turned around, "You can prove your love to me. Again, goodnight Inuyasha." With that said Inuyasha let Kagome go and watched her entered the building, and walked up to her dorm. When she entered her phone started ringing. Kagome sigh and walked over to it.
"How might I prove my love to you Kagome?" The voice asked, "When I need you so bad."
"Inuyasha," Kagome said and walked over to her window and looked down to see Inuyasha staring up at her window with his cell phone in hand, "I am not going to tell you what to do. You are not my slave, and you never will be."
"Kagome, but I don't know what to do, I don't know how to prove myself to you. Kagome, please come back down and tell me what to do. You know I'm bad at guessing games." Inuyasha said in an almost angry but yet pleading voice.
"Inuyasha, this is not a guessing game, you have to find the answer yourself. By knowing what you know about me. We have been friends forever, minus these past two years. You know me better then anyone else. You've seen my heart with past boyfriends." Kagome stopped when she heard a low rumbling on the other line, Was he growling? Kagome thought and decided to see if he was really growling, "You remember Hojo, and how he brought me all those gifts that I didn't need, or Kouga," At this name the rumble got louder, Yep definitely growling. "And his possessiveness, and Hiten and even though he was a charmer like Miroku except not as bad, he stuck to one lady. They all had one thing in common, Inuyasha, all the guys I have ever dated all had something, and each thing was different. You want to know what that was Inuyasha; they all had a certain quality that reminded me of you. From Hojo loyalty to Kouga's possessiveness."
"Kagome, I'm nothing like that wimpy, scrawny wolf, who happened to still hang around even though you broke up with him, who still calls you his woman, and he still clings to you even though he is promised to that Ayame chick." Inuyasha said with as much jealousy and anger that he could.
Inuyasha heard Kagome giggle at that and he couldn't help but to feel angry towards her. She was laughing at him, and all he ever did was care. And love, but I guess caring would fall under the category of loving.
"Kagome." Inuyasha said in a stern voice to get her to stop laughing.
Which she did but as she spoke Inuyasha could hear the laughter in her voice, "Yes Inuyasha."
"Tell me now what I need to do, to make you forgive me." Inuyasha ordered.
"I already did." And with that Kagome hung up the phone and unplugged the phone line so that he could call her again. Then her cell phone started ringing, Kagome sigh and walked over to her cell and picked it up, seeing that the number had no name with it she figured that Inuyasha was still trying to call her. She walked over to her window looked down at were Inuyasha was standing but to see that he wasn't there. Where could he have gone? She looked down the side walk and across the street, but there was no sign of the hanyou. Her phone stopped ringing and she turned it off and placed it back on its charger, and walked over to her dresser and took out her pajamas; a pair of boxers that said in pink and white letters 'Once upon a time, I met a boy and I kicked his butt.' and a black tank top that said 'So you better watch out' in the same style as the shorts.
Once dressed Kagome went to turn on the TV but a knock on her door stopped her. Sango probably forgot her key again. Kagome thought as she walked over to the door, not even bothering to look thought the peep whole to see who it was. When she opened the door instead of seeing Sango, she was greeted by Inuyasha leaning on the wall opposite of her door. She noticed him looking up and down her body and it pissed her off. Who was he to eye her like that! Kagome cleared her throat and Inuyasha stopped eye balling Kagome's body and looked at her.
"I thought we were done talking Inuyasha." Kagome said and leaned against the door frame.
"You were I wasn't." Inuyasha said walking towards Kagome.
"Okay then talk." Kagome said backing away from Inuyasha. Every step she took backwards he took one towards her. He kicked the door shut and continued to advance towards Kagome, until he had her pinned up against the wall next to her bed.
Inuyasha let out a whine when he smelt Kagome, knowing that he can't have her annoyed him. "Kagome…" Inuyasha started, but paused as he started to blush.
"What Inuyasha?" Kagome said trying hard not to want him.
"Kagome I want you to know that I will never ever go out with Kikyou again, and, that from now on if you allow me to I want… to… um… I want you to um…"
Oh just spit it out. So you can get out of my room and I can stop wanting you. Kagome's mind was saying… well actually it was more like screaming. They just made up, she didn't want to have sex. He also just broke up with Kikyou… wait actually she broke up with him.
"You ass." Kagome whispered and Inuyasha stopped talking and looked at Kagome shocked, "You come in here, uninvited and telling me that you will never go back to Kikyou and you will never break my heart again. SHE JUST BROKE UP WITH YOU! Not you are breaking up with her. Face Inuyasha I am just second best when it comes to her. I am so stupid for not seeing it earlier. Letting you kiss me when you didn't even mean it. Remember the first time you saw Kikyou you said she looked like me. So, how do I know that, that is not the reason that you want to be my friend again Inuyasha. How do I know that everything you told me wasn't just a…." Kagome didn't have time because Inuyasha interrupted her.
"Because I want you to be my mate!" Inuyasha yelled back at Kagome and hit his head on the wall next to her head.
"What?" Kagome asked not sure that she heard right.
"You have it all wrong Kagome," Inuyasha started aggressively as he made eye contact with Kagome. Taking a deep breath Inuyasha continued" I do love you and only you, not Kikyou, but your right I dated Kikyou like I said earlier I dated Kikyou because she looked like you. It will never be the other way around Kagome. I want you as my mate, I want you to be with me and only me. For the rest of our lives. Damn it Kagome, when I was with Kikyou I wasn't truly happy, because I didn't have you. But I felt that if I were to dump Kikyou that I would lose the fake happiness that I had. But now that Kikyou is gone, I felt I could come back to you and you would forgive me for being an ass. Kagome, please forgive. I need you, I want you, and I love you and only you." Inuyasha finished his speech. For the third time that night Inuyasha has admitted his feelings towards Kagome. Kagome's heart knew it was true but her mind didn't want to get hurt again. "Kagome, would you be my mate?" Inuyasha asked, praying that she would say yes.
"Inuyasha, I would…" Kagome was cut off by Inuyasha again.
"You know that mating bounds are stronger then that of any human marriage. I just asked Kikyou to marry me… but I always wanted you as my mate Kagome. No other women could ever have that place in my heart." Make that four confessions.
"Inuyasha, I would…." Kagome started but yet again cut off by Inuyasha.
"Kagome, please, I wont take no for an answer." Inuyasha said
"God damn you Inuyasha shut up and let me finish." Kagome said getting annoyed.
"Sorry Kagome." Inuyasha said and looked away from Kagome's eyes.
"Inuyasha, as I was saying, I would love to be your mate. I would love nothing more." Kagome said looking at Inuyasha trying to meet his eyes.
Inuyasha's head jerked up at Kagome's words, "Really, Kagome? You mean it?"
Kagome just nodded, and smiled. Inuyasha smiled back and kissed Kagome slowly and softly. Pulling back and returning, to her lips, enjoying the feel of his lips on hers. Everything felt right for once in his life. Oh Kagome, Inuyasha thought, happily as he picked her up and placed her on her bed and crawled on top of her and continued to kiss her.
"Kagome" Inuyasha moaned, moving his lips down Kagome's neck. While his hands went under her shirt, his claws slowly skimming her stomach that sent shivers down her spine.
Kagome kept her eyes closed enjoying the feel of Inuyasha's touches which were sending all of her doubts away. Every time his lips touched her skin or her lips they sent a wave of love and pleasure. That she thought she could only dream of. Slowly she felt her shirt being taken off by Inuyasha and being thrown to the side. Kagome opened her eyes and looked up at Inuyasha, and he looked back down at her, as he took off her bra, and threw it over next to her shirt. As if by instinct Kagome moved her hands and took Inuyasha shirt off and threw it to join her shirt and bra on the floor.
Inuyasha looked down at Kagome letting his eyes wander to her breast, and her stomach which he kissed as he started to undo Kagome's jeans, and he kissed down her legs as he slid them off.
Kagome let out a moan as she felt Inuyasha lips move down her skin and back up her legs to her panties which he removed with his teeth. Sliding them gently with his teeth, so not to rip them with his fangs.
Once Kagome was completely undressed Inuyasha removed the rest of his clothes and her rest one of his claws on Kagome collar bone.
"Kagome, are you sure you want to be mate?" Inuyasha asked not wanting to do anything before he knew she was ready.
Kagome nodded, "Yes Inuyasha more then anything."
Inuyasha smiled and said, "Kagome, please forgive me." Kagome looked up at Inuyasha and the next thing she knew she felt the claw that was resting on her collar sink in to her skin and lightly cut its way down her body stopping right above her belly button. Kagome bit her lip and closed her watery eyes shut. When she opened them she looked at her body to see the bloody line, and then up at Inuyasha and watched as he cut his own body in the exact same way he did to her. His eyes never leaving her's as he did so.
Kagome watched as he lay back on top of her ((AN: he was sitting up)) pressing his cute against her's, while he licked her face, to try and rid her of her tears.
Kagome felt waves of power course through her body as their blood mixed together. Kagome lay there under Inuyasha, praying for the pain to go away.
"Kagome, I'm so sorry," She heard Inuyasha whisper in her ear, "But it's not over yet, when I bite you neck I need you to bite mine. I'm so sorry Kagome." Inuyasha kissed her lips trying his best not to move his chest away from Kagome's, and rest his fang where Kagome's neck and shoulder connected and felt her do the same to him. Inuyasha felt his wound finally heal it self and he positioned his penis at Kagome's entrance and slowly moved in and slowly started to bit down, and Kagome bit down when he did, in pain, and because he told her to.
Inuyasha reached her barrier and trusted hard up into her, causing Kagome to bit down as hard as she could. Inuyasha pulled back, and lick Kagome's tears away and continued to slowly move within Kagome. Letting a soft growl escape his throat, and he slowly started to quicken his pace.
"Inuyasha," Kagome moaned as she rolled her head back and arched her back, all the pain now replaced with the pleasure she was feeling.
Inuyasha planted a quickened kiss on the mark on her neck and quickened his pace even faster and harder. The sound of flesh hitting flesh and soft growls and moans filled the room.
Inuyasha couldn't take it anymore he wanted to slam into Kagome; he wanted to make her scream his name, not moan it softly. But he would have to save all that for any other time, he wanted Kagome's first time to be how she wanted it. Even if it was his first time as well.
He looked down at Kagome's face, and growled, and watched as her eyes opened and looked into his then how they closed, when he thrust into her. He smirked at put his head next to Kagome's ear and whispered, "You haven't seen or felt anything yet." Inuyasha moved his head away and started to slam into Kagome leaving her breathless.
"Oh God, Inuyasha." Kagome said, as she melted beneath him.
Inuyasha continued to slam into her. "What was that Kagome?" He said and did one big hard thrust into her.
"INUYASHA!" She screamed as she arched her back and cummed.
Inuyasha did one last thrust into her and he cummed as well, releasing his seeds into her. Inuyasha lay on top of Kagome and kissed the scar line that went down her body then kissed the bit mark he gave her. Kagome ran her hands threw Inuyasha's bangs and close her eyes trying to slow her breathing down. Inuyasha got off of her and laid down next to her and took her in his arms, and moaned, "Mine, all mine." Inuyasha closed his eyes enjoying the feel of Kagome next to him. Kagome feel asleep in his arms, and he kissed the tip of her nose then he too fell asleep.
A/N: YAY 2ND CHAPTER UP! FINALLY! Sorry it took so long I've been really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really busy. I got my braces off, I had my birthday, I have homework and I had sports and babysitting, and friends to hang out with, and I had to have some me time, to sing and dance in front of my mirror. Don't act like you don't do it. I know you do. LOL jk. If you do though that's cool, because there is no one to judge you unless your have siblings that enter your room without knocking. Stupid Little People.
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