Title: Lost Memories

Disclaimer: … Gravitation doesn't belong to me… isn't that obvious?

Summary: Yuki and Shuichi's life together is going just fine. Until one day, Shuichi got hit by a car and woke up with no memories of only Yuki. No matter how hard Yuki and the others try, Shuichi just wouldn't remember. Having Shuichi giving him the cold shoulder, Yuki finally got a taste of his own medicines. Yuki is willing to do anything to get Shuichi to love him again, even if it means that they have to start all over again. What will happen in the end? Will Shuichi ever remember his once Lover? Story is set after Track 13, after Yuki had returned home from New York.

Chapter 8 – Home Sweet Home

Shuichi look at the calendar and sighed. It's been four days since Yuki and him had officially 'started all over again'. Every since then, people had been sending in cards telling Shuichi to please remember Yuki soon.

Is not like Shuichi hates Yuki or anything, is okay if they are going to be friends but Shuichi just can't accept the fact that he was gay. And what made it worse was that everyone knows about it and he doesn't.

Suddenly, someone knocked on the door. Shuichi snapped back to reality, got up, and opened the door.

"Hi" Yuki said.

Shuichi's heart skipped a beat. "Can… can I help you?"

Yuki look over Shuichi's head. "I see you are having band practice right now. Sorry to intruded without a warning. I just need to ask you something. Today at 5, you get off right?"

Shuichi nodded.

"Wanna go somewhere with me?" Yuki asked

Shuichi started sweating. "I… I don't know. The medias might…"

"Just as friends?" Yuki gave a small smile.

Shuichi stare at the tall blonde and sigh. "Fine, where are gonna meet?"

"Oh, don't worry. There is only 15mins left. I will wait for you downstairs and we can go together." Yuki said sweetly.

"Shuichi you can go now." K suddenly said from behind Shuichi.

Shuichi jumped in surprise. "You scared the heck out of me K-san!"

"Oh sorry." K said playfully. "There's only 15mins left anyways so go ahead."

"But…" Shuichi said.

"Is ok, you are not doing anything. Fujisaki and Hiro are working on their instruments." K winks at Shuichi, before pushing him to Yuki and slammed the door shut behind him.

Shuichi sweatdropped. "Um…"

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So now they are in Yuki's car and of course Yuki was doing all the driving while Shuichi was just sitting beside him.

"Where are we going exactly?" Shuichi asked.

"We are going to eat dinner." Yuki said happily.

"But from what I know, the way you are going right now doesn't have any restaurants nearby…" Shuichi frowned.

"Oh, we are eating alright. Is just that not at a restaurant." Yuki grinned.

"Um… then are we going to eat on the street?" Shuichi asked nervously.

"No… we are going back to my apartment. I will cook dinner for us. I already went shopping today so I can promise you an unforgettable dinner." Yuki chuckled.

Shuichi's heart skipped a beat. "Your apartment? Why can't we just eat at some restaurant? I would pay if you don't have enough money!" Shuichi said

"Well, if someone invites you so politely, you should be happy and accept them!" Yuki said a bit forcefully, before stomping of the gas paddle and races down the road.

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Shuichi's mouth opened wide as he steps into the grand apartment.

'you… this apartment is even bigger then my parents' house!" Shuichi said in surprise.

"One washroom downstairs, one upstairs and one in the master bedroom. Five bedrooms in the whole house, three upstairs and two downstairs." Yuki said casually.

Shuichi's mouth only opened wider. "And you live here all by yourself!"

Yuki nodded.

"I know you are rich since you are a famous novelist but do you really need this much space living alone?" Shuichi asked.

"Well, at first I lived alone but then someone came into my life and they started living with me." Yuki said, while staring at the floor.

"Oh, so you are not living alone right now?" Shuichi asked.

"I am. Because that person recently kind of moved out of here and from my life." Yuki whispered the last part.

Shuichi stares at Yuki. "You seem to miss that person a lot."

Yuki nodded. "I do."

"Then why don't you go get them back? Is never too late to regret you know."

"I know." Yuki gave a small smile. "I never said I would just let that person go."

"So I guess I was not the only person you had called a lover." Shuichi whispered.

Yuki's head shot up. "Pardon me?"

Shuichi shook his head. "Oh, nothing. I was just wondering what we are going to have for dinner since I am really hungry."

Yuki chuckled. "Sure I will go prepare now. How about you sit down and watch some TV while I work in the kitchen?"

Shuichi nodded.

Yuki turned around to walk into the kitchen when Shuichi suddenly stopped him.

"Hey!" Shuichi half shouted.

"Yes?" Yuki stopped and called over his shoulder.

"Um… do you… would you mind if I take a tour around the house?" Shuichi asked nervously.

Yuki nodded. "Please, try to make yourself at home." With that, Yuki walk into the kitchen without a back glance.

Shuichi never realize until that moment that his heart was beating really really fast and some how after getting permission to take a tour, he felt… happy and relief.

Shuichi look around the house. Cold. It was the first word that came to his mind as he looks around. Even though the house is marvelous and it seems to have all the best furniture, but it has no 'life'.

"How can people live like that? It feels so lonely in here!" Shuichi whispered to himself.

Shuichi walked up stairs. All the doors were closed. Shuichi opens the first door down the hall. A king size bed, a bookshelf, a desk, a chair, another door connected to the washroom, and a large closet were what's inside.

"This must be his bedroom." Shuichi said to himself.

Shuichi walks out and close the door behind him. Afterwards Shuichi opened the two other doors but they were both empties. Shuichi walked back downstairs. Shuichi turn to look at the first door in the hallway. Shuichi slowly opens it. Inside the room was very plain. There was nothing but a couch, a desk, a chair, a bookshelf and a laptop.

"This must be his study." Shuichi said to himself.

Shuichi walks out and closes the door behind him. Shuichi turn to look at the second room.

"Should I even bother taking a look? I bet its going to be empty anyways. He really is a boring guy…" Shuichi thought with a sweatdropped.

Shuichi shook his head. "Oh what the heck."

Shuichi opens the door and his eyes widen in surprise. It was a pink room… that is filled with Nittle Grasper things! Nittle Grasper posters and pictures all over the wall. Nittle Grasper CDs and DVDs all over the floor. Bookshelves filled with magazines that Nittle Grasper had appeared in. Not to mention a TV at a corner of the room and a CD player in another. This is like the Nittle Grasper Heaven!

Shuichi walk further into the room when he suddenly stepped on something. He bends down to pick up that object.

"Hey, a piece of paper. Don't tell me on the other side of this paper would be… the signatures of all the Nittle Grasper members!" Shuichi said excitedly

Shuichi turn the paper around and gasped. "Lyrics… my handwritings…"

Silence filled the room as Shuichi continue to stare at the Lyrics.

"How… how did this get here… he doesn't seem like the kind of guy that would do something like making a Nittle Grasper worship room." Shuichi said

"Shuichi!" Yuki suddenly yelled from the kitchen." Shuichi said

"Shuichi!" Yuki suddenly yelled from the kitchen.

Shuichi jumped a little. "Yes?"

"Dinner is ready!" Yuki shouted.

Shuichi quickly put down the paper and walk out the room.

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When Shuichi got to the kitchen, everything was already set up.

"Don't just stand there like a baka. Come take a seat!" Yuki said as he put down a dish on the table.

"People who call other people baka are baka themselves!" Shuichi snapped.

Yuki chucked. "Ya… you told me that once."

Shuichi took a seat at one end of the table. "Should I be worried about your cooking?"

"I know I look thin but it doesn't mean that I don't know how to cook. Don't worry; I won't give you anything that is not eatable. I will only give you the best." Yuki said with a smile.

Shuichi look at the plate that is in front of him. A steak, mash potatoes and greens.

"Hey, English-style dinner." Shuichi said in surprise.

Yuki nodded. "Is this not to your taste?"

Shuichi shook his head. "No… I just thought that you were just going to make something like u-don."

"You prefer Japanese-style dinner?" Yuki asked.

"Oh… no. This is just fine. Cause I thought you were only going to make something very simple. It didn't even take you 30mins to make dinner." Shuichi said, while looking at the clock.

Yuki chuckled. "To tell you the truth, I started making dinner before I came to N-G to invite you."

Shuichi's eyes widen in surprise. "How would you know I will come?"

Yuki smile. "Just a feeling I guess. Beside, is just a dinner."

Shuichi stare at Yuki.

"What's wrong? Dig in! I promise I didn't pout any sleeping pills inside the food." Yuki said with a chuckle.

Shuichi hesitated for a moment before lifting his fork and knife and took a bite on the steak.

"Hey! This is pretty good." Shuichi said as he took his first bite.

"You used to say that all the time when I cooked. Cause it is really rare for me to cook." Yuki said. "But if you like, I am willing to cook for you every single day."

Shuichi almost choke on his mash potatoes. "Haha, you sure know how to joke."

Yuki just smile back and started on his own dish.

-Flash Back-

"Hey, a piece of paper." Shuichi said.

Shuichi turn the paper around and his eyes widen in surprise.

"Lyrics… my handwritings…"

-End of Flash Back-

-Flash Back-

"You used to say that all the time when I cooked. Cause it is really rare for me to cook." Yuki said. "But if you like, I am willing to cook for you every single day."

-End of Flash Back-

Shuichi's heart skipped a beat and dropped his fork.

"Something wrong again Shuichi?" Yuki asked in surprise.

Shuichi slowly shook his head.

"Then what's wrong? Too dry? Oh ya! I forgot to bring some juice for you!" Yuki was about to get up to get some drink when Shuichi suddenly stopped him.

"Yuki…" There was nervously in Shuichi's voice.

"Yes?" Yuki turn to look at the pink hair boy.

"Can you please answer my questions?" Shuichi said.

Yuki sat back down.

"Just who was the person that used to live with you?" Shuichi asked.

Yuki just sat there staring at Shuichi.

"I know I am being rude but I was taking a tour around you house and I found a pink room that is filled with Nittle Grasper things. At first I thought you were a Nittle Grasper fan but come to think of it, you don't seem like the kind that will listen to those kind of music. Then I found a piece of paper on the floor and they were lyrics… and the… the hand writings… looked really familiar." Shuichi said.

"Is it really important right now?" Yuki asked.

Shuichi nodded. "But what I found the most weird thing is that you said you used to live with someone right? There doesn't seem to be any things in the other rooms except your bedroom and that pink room."

Yuki stayed in silence.

"You said you have five bedrooms right? One is you study, one is your bedroom and the pink room. The other three rooms doesn't seem to have been used before." Shuichi continued.

Yuki stayed in silence.

"I know I am very rude right now but I got to know this… were you and that person sharing the same room and bed?" Shuichi asked nervously.

Yuki stood up and walk over to where Shuichi is. He took a deep breath, kneel down in front of Shuichi and use a hand to touch the vocalist's face.

"I already know what you are going to ask me in the first place. If you already know the answer yourself, why bother ask me?" Yuki sigh.

"So you and I…" Shuichi asked.

"We have so much fun every night." Yuki said, leaning up and captured Shuichi's lip. Shuichi's eyes widen in surprise.

'My… my virginity!' Shuichi thought

Shuichi pushes Yuki away. "What do you think you are ding? You bastard!"

With that, Shuichi ran out of Yuki's apartment. Yuki was left kneeling on the floor, alone, with his bangs covering his face.

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Shuichi ran like crazy down the street.

"That bastard took advantage of me! I am not gay! I do NOT sleep with man!" Shuichi shouted toward the sky, earning stares from people.

Shuichi was too busy thinking about other things that he didn't realize a girl was heading his way and before he could registered what was happening, he fell on to the floor.

"Ouch…" An innocent voice said.

"I am sorry. I wasn't looking." Shuichi quickly stood up and offer a hand to the person he bumped into. The person took Shuichi's hand and Shuichi slowly pulls her up.

"Sorry, I wasn't looking either." The girl said, while rubbing her head.

"Are you okay?" Shuichi asked with concern.

The girl nodded and looks up from the floor. The moment she saw Shuichi she gasped and her eyes widen in surprise.

"You are Shindou Shuichi!" The girl said.

Shuichi smile and nodded.

"My name is Karen and I am you biggest fan ever!" The girl said excitedly.

Shuichi nodded casually. "Well um… sorry but I have to go now."

Shuichi turn around to walk the other way when a hand suddenly grabbed his shirt sleeve. Shuichi turn back to look at the owner of the hand.

"Um… well… I know youmust have heard this many times before Shindou-san but… I really like you." The girl blushes as she said those words.


Author's Note: Lol, I guess Shuichi is finding out things little by little but by the look of it, he doesn't like it at all. But who is this Karen? And how will she affect Yuki & Shuichi in the future? Please stay tune for next chapter. Thank you for all the reviews in the last chapter! Please continue to support me! XD