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I Don't Remember!

Hope woke up the next morning remembering how she was going to finally tell Bradin the truth. Just if she remembered how she felt that moment that she kissed him, something that she's wanted for a while but hadn't had the courage. I guess when you drink you gain confidence she thought sighing.

Slowly she got dressed, pulling on her ripped jeans and a cute, red, really open, top. Walking to school in the morning she saw Bradin and wasn't sure what she was going to say just yet. She had a good idea and this confidence, but the moment she saw him it disappeared.

"Told me you wanted to tell me something" he said smiling. She shook her head and smiled. "Yeah but I told you after practice" he groaned.

"Aww come on Hope, don't make me wait until after school" the bell rang and it gave her an excuse to leave.

"Ok sorry, bell, have to go…see you after practice" he rolled his eyes and left.

For Hope, the day had never gone by slower in her life. She wanted to tell him but wasn't so sure it would work anymore. "Ok here we go" she took a deep breath and went to the stadium. After practice she met up with Bradin and finally decided she had to tell him.

"So you wanted to talk to me about Saturday or do you not remember much about it" Bradin asked looking at her. She avoided his eyes but slowly looked up. They walked to a wall and Hope leaned against it and he stood in front of her.

"About Saturday, umm…it doesn't matter that I kissed you right because not like it matters because I don't really remember it anyways right? So we pretend it didn't happen" she licked her lips.

He stood there for a minute but then smiled, getting what she was saying. "Oh really…so you don't remember what it was like…that's too bad" he said sounding sort of cocky. She smiled and looked sideways. He brushed the hair out of her face and she looked back up at him immediately.

"No I don't remember much about Saturday so I really can't say anything about it can I" he shook his head getting closer to her.

"You're right" the talking kept going on and she knew he was going to kiss her but it was taking forever.

"Bradin…why don't you show me what it was like" he leaned in and barely letting her finish, kissed her.

The kiss was something Hope hadn't even ever imagined in her wildest dreams. It felt amazing just having him close to her, hold her, and kiss her. She didn't ever want it to end. Unfortunately, he pulled away and looked at her.

"I'll see you around" he winked and sliding his finger down her nose he turned around and left. Hope couldn't move or talk. Her mouth opened but nothing came out. She wanted this one kiss to last forever but unfortunately it was over, and that was it.

"This isn't possible! I couldn't have fallen for Bradin…was that the reason I kissed him or is a physical attraction! Ugh I don't remember" she held her head trying to make herself think.

When she got home she dropped into her bed and closed her eyes. This was going to be the longest year if she had to go every day knowing Hope White fell for Bradin; Hope White was in love with someone.

This is ridiculous how this is possible, I've never fallen for anyone like this, I don't get crushes! She thought to herself and trying to figure it out nothing made any sense anymore. She wanted it all to end and wanted everything to go back to normal. She wanted to be the Hope everyone knew and wanted to be the tease she started out as.

Hope's parent's still weren't home and she wasn't sure she even cared or much less wanted them to come home anytime soon. But she did want to tell someone about her feelings, something new she's never felt before in her life.

Hope picked up the phone and dialed her friend's number. She didn't know what to tell her and she didn't know if Michelle would even believe her.

"Hey Hope" Michelle knew it was her friend so she smiled and waited for Hope to answer.

"Hey…umm I need to talk to you, Michelle you know the type of person I am, I mean I'm a tease I have fun and stuff right" Michelle nodded, but remembering she couldn't see her she responded.

"Yeah so what's wrong" she asked her waiting to see why her friend's voice sounded so frantic.

"I think I like someone" Michelle almost spat out the drink she was drinking. She started laughing making Hope get a little pissed.

"Yeah right Hope, are you sure" Hope was on the brink of crying not sure she should have told her anything.

"Yes I'm sure…" Michelle noticed that she was serious, so she wanted to help knowing Hope had always been there for her since they had first met in 3rd grade and Hope had told some guy to fuck off because he was messing with her, so they became friends.

"Ok…who" Michelle calmed her voice down now curious how her friend who never cared before, never bothered with guys except hookups, never bothered with relationships, who the lucky guy could have been that Hope had fell for.

"Bradin…" she responded whispering, barely even saying anything. Michelle didn't say anything; she didn't know what to say. Hope wasn't sure if she should have told her.

"Wow…umm didn't you guys like hook up at the party" She asked trying to make some sort of conversation while she figured out how to help.

"Yeah but I mean he kissed me again today after school and Chelle I don't know what to say anymore I've never felt like this before…he's amazing! I like him a lot and I want to tell him but he knows my reputation, he knows how I am he's not going to want to be with me, and I'm not going to ruin my reputation just to be with him…there's so many reasons this won't work…"

"STOP!" Michelle yelled stopping her incessant talking. "Name one" Hope was silent. Michelle was right.

"If you like him Hope, tell him, screw the reputation, if you have a chance for something great then take it! Don't let him get away…" Hope smiled.

"Thanks girl, listen I have to go I'll talk to you tomorrow ok" Michelle said bye and hung up.

Hope picked up the phone and called Bradin's number. She almost hung up but knew that she couldn't let this chance get away, Michelle was right.

Hey I'm not here at the moment but please leave me a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can! Thanks. Beeeeeeppp. Hope groaned at the answering machine but decided to leave a message.

"Bradin, about today um there's something I need to tell you and we really need to talk about it because I want you to know that…" she opened her mouth but it didn't come out.

"I know you don't know me for real and you know the Hope that everyone tells you about but …I'm not like that…and I mean I don't know what to make of this feeling but right now…I'm falling for you and bad…damn can't believe I just told you that…ok well please just let me know when you want to talk bye" she hung up, her voice calm and quiet.

As she got ready and headed for bed, there was lots she had completely missed as she hoped Bradin wouldn't even get the message.

Bradin stared at the phone in his hand. Pressing 1 he replayed the message. He had heard it right. A smile on his face, he went to sleep. Finally things were going right. He had fallen for Hope since he first met her and now she was finally telling him she liked him.

But hoping that it wasn't it, that Hope was different and he wouldn't be just another hook up to her. He hoped that the amazing girl he saw was the truth and not something behind what was in her blood.