Well, well, well, it looks as though school can't really stop me from writing. Ha ha, I will try to update Post War Relations A.S.A.P but for now here is a little song-fic based on one of my favourite songs at the moment.
Hope you enjoy it!
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Far Away – Nickleback
He had thought about her for so long, wondering if it was possible. But he had never tried to do anything to let her know. Let her know about his passion for her, his undying love.
This time, This place
Misused, mistakes
Love. A feeling so foreign to him sometimes he didn't know what it was, he only knew he wanted her to be with him every second of every day. Was that love? He supposed it was.
Too long, too late
Who was I to make you wait.
Little did he know, she wanted him just as badly. She knew there was no way they could be together. The war, their friends, their backgrounds…It would never work, but how could she stop the dreams? The dreams of her being happy with him, living all her days in his arms.
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
Fighting. That was all they knew during those hard years. Fighting, death, destruction and blood. Always the taste of blood not far, the scent of blood-lust in the air; it never ceased. The killing, the slaughtering of thousands of innocent lives.
But what did he know of innocent? Only her; she was the only thing innocent he had ever encountered. He feared he would die before being able to tell her how he felt, he wanted her to know; wanted her to see he still held on with a vice-grip to his sanity amongst all this desolation.
'Cause you know
You know, you know
That I love you
I've loved you all along
Their gazes met over the battle field and suddenly there was a light; there was hope. Unspoken words flew between them, words of comfort, apology and forgiveness.
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
A thousand thoughts rushed through his mind at that moment; the future he could have had. He wondered if it was possible for them to fight fate and be together; be where they felt safe.
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
She couldn't feel her breath, it lodged in her throat, threatening to suffocate her if she did not close the distance between them. The mistake was one she felt she could never live with; she ignored his call. She yearned for his touch, his embrace, his kiss, his comfort.
On my knees I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
He had been without her one moment too long, he could not stop himself from moving to her, ignoring the battle around them, they came together and stood close. She could feel his breath on her face. There was faith, there was hope; there always would be as long as they had this moment.
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
He reached out to her. When his hand found hers a shock resounded off every pore of his skin. She searched deep into his silver eyes, they were clouded with an emotion she had never seen in him before; something he had kept for this moment, their moment.
'cause you know
You know, you know
That I love you
I've loved you along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never let go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
Time meant nothing here. His hand held hers with such tenderness, she never wanted to forget it. She had seen so many expressions cross his face through out this war, anger, contempt, hatred, but they had been hiding his inner most feelings from her. Love.
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
She lifted her hand and caressed his face, the cheek that had once supported a smirk. It was so smooth, so untainted by the ravages the soul inside had experience.
"I love you." She whispered so quietly he would have questioned her but he knew what she meant, her eyes told him everything.
"I love you too." He murmured, leaning slightly closer, feeling the need to take comfort from her presence.
And I forgive you
For being far away for far too long
So keep breathing
'cause I'm not leaving you anymore
She had tears in her eyes, tears blinded her sight, but she had never seen more clearly.
They embraced. Holding on to the dream that had refused to leave when morning came each day.
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let go
Keep breathing 'cause I'm not leaving you anymore
He felt simultaneous urges to look at her face, into her eyes and hold on to her. He simply held her tighter, ignoring the cries which began to penetrate to fog of serenity around their forms.
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let go
Arms, hands grasping his; he resisted, tried to pull her closer, but they were pulling her too. She fought them, locking her eyes with his, pleading.
Their hands still grasped each others, refusing to release this moment, this hope.
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let go
When their hands were separated he felt sound return, but he felt whole. She was still with him, in his heart and he was in hers. They would always have this moment. He would always be holding on to this memory of her.
No matter what this meaningless war threw at them they had the knowledge that they had love. They had something no distance could destroy, they had that moment where all had been revealed; they had that instant.
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let go
"I will never let go." She whispered, letting a tear fall down her cheek. He saw it, fall and hit the ground, shattering into thousands of pieces. It was mingled with the spilt blood of the innocent, the guilty.
With one last glance they parted, engraving the memory of their hands into their brains. Where is would always remain and never be forgotten, until they could be united again; they would hold on, and never let go.
Did you like it? It was typed while doing my accounting internal but I've read over it and I really enjoyed this. I hope you guys like it as well!
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