Well, this is an unusual ditty. It is from Sirius' POV, so it's just a new thingy I thought of, bear with me. I don't own anyone, Simple Plan owns the song, and J. K. Rowling owns the characters. ENJOY! The theme is the same as the previous songfic. Italics are songs lyrics. bold is what is being said and what is going on.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
"Sirius Black! Get yourself down here! I mean now! I don't care what you're doing, pranking with that blood traitor or whatever!" screamed his mother.
"Hi ma!" said Sirius sliding down the staircase.
"Boy, why can't you be more like your brother. The Dark Lord has hand picked him, saying that he is one of the finest most loyal man in his troop. You can join too! You can bring honor to our name! But no, you have to go into Griffindor!" screeched his mother.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
"But Ma, I don't want to be dark, and evil and wrong! I want to be good! I want to be independent, be safe."
"Boy, that is all tosh! You either join The Great Slytherin, or you don't join our family." She said. "That's all there is to it boy. I want you out of here in the next thirty seconds. If not, I'll hex you bad!"
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Sirius sat in his room, scared out of his wits. He didn't know what to do. He should owl James for help. That's what! He sat down and wrote a long letter to James, asking on his opinion. He owled it, and sat on his bed to think.
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
He remembered all those times, "Hey Sirius, wanna join and lay torture the muggle?"
"No thanks."
"Sirius is a coward! Sirius is a soft hearted fool like Dumbledore!" the other Blacks taunted.
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
He wanted his family and his friends, but could he have them at the same time? His friends weren't a problem, it was just his parents. Why did they have to be so pure-blood-ish!
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
James wasn't able to understand. His parents understood Sirius' troubles, and had graciously offered home to Sirius, for as long as possible.
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
He was not poor, but he never got anything. His food was limited; his clothing was limited, because his parents were money hungry monsters. He had to earn money to get his dinner.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
When he had problems in school, or needed parental guidance, his parents always turned him down. They were too wrapped up in their little world of Voldemort. They never helped, only taunted him for being too weak to deal with it.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
He knew that he was unlucky. But, then, that was his life.
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