Well, this is a song James wrote and is singing infront of the school to apologise, after he is dating Lily. It's just his way of saying sorry. I don't own anyone, go away…
James stood up on his table, and all eyes were fixed to him. Including Peter's who looked as if James were a bomb about to explode. James, Remus and Sirius picked up their instruments, electric guitars and drums. James began with a humming on his guitar. Slowly, it rose into song.
I
watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you
might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the
specifics...
'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause
then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever
been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
Pre-Chorus
Stop right there. That's exactly where I
lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop
right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very
moment that
I wish that I could take back.
Chorus
I'm
sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for
me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way
again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who
I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to
myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
I
heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my
heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I
would watch me fall apart.
And I can't let that happen
again
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state
it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
Pre-Chorus x2
Chorus
Who I am hates who
I've been
and who I am won't take the second chance you gave
me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been
only ever made me...
So sorry for the person I became.
So
sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try
and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've
been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
He ended off and the school roared with tumultuous applause. He bowed and sat down beside Lily who was beaming. He grinned at her childish amusement and the love in her eyes. She held his hand in her warm hand and as soon as breakfast was over, she took him to the room of requirement. He looked as if he was anticipating the worst. She looked at him and suddenly, she pinned him to a wall. Lips almost touching, she whispered into his ear, "Apology accepted." And kissed him.
I know, it sucks. I hope not, but I think the ending was too abrupt… I dunno, tell me.
