Chapter Six: Troubled Feelings

(9 A.M. - NIK AND ALEX'S APARTMENT)

Behr sits up and yawns, he sneakily grabs his stuff and sneaks out the front door, hoping that they would not hear him leaving. Walking out of the apartment building, Behr looked back once more before walking out of the front door.

Nik opens his eyes, sitting up and looking around his room. He stretches his wings as he yawns and gets out of his bed in his underwear. He puts on some jogging pants before leaving his room. He sees Behr was not on the couch anymore, none of his stuff was around either.

"Shit, he disappeared again." Nik quickly ran over to Alex's room, barging into his room, seeing him jumping up from his rest.

"What is it?! Is something wrong?" Alex's heart started pounding, breathing heavily, from how Nik entered the room.

"Behr isn't here! He must've blacked out again!" Nik looks at Alex as he gets out of his bed, moving the covers to show he is not wearing any clothes.

"Nik, calm down, he's probably fine," Nik looks at him, blushing lightly.

"Are you sure? You saw how broken that dog was." Nik tries to keep his attention off from Alex's bare chest and on his face.

"He probably just went home; it is already nine o'clock in the morning," Alex stretches as he stood up and got out of bed. He grabs his jogging pants from the ground and puts them on.

"You're probably right…" Nik walked away from Alex's doorway and went to the kitchen thinking to himself.

Nik watches Alex leaves his room and walk to the bathroom, he felt different about Alex. He has feelings for this stupid jackal. They have teased each other for months, giving each other hints by playing with each other on the couch. Giving the regular gay jokes occasionally, like how they would threaten each other by kissing the another to shut them up.

Alex always has other guys come over to the apartment. Nik hears them for most of the night on the weekends. Usually, they are from that hook-up app that Alex downloaded last month. Nik, sits on the bar stool by the island, looking down at himself, seeing that he was still in his underwear.

Alex comes out of the bathroom and yawns again, scratching his back. He walks over to the kitchen and finds something to make for breakfast for both. Nik looks back at Alex, gripping onto the counter, thinking of something to say to start a conversation. But nothing to forward to ruin the relationship they have.

"You hungry?" Alex asks the moth as he noticed he was looking at him a bit differently.

"Oh uh, yea. I am." Nik turns around in his chair and looks in the cabinet with him. "Honestly, I'm just good with cereal this morning. Because I want to get out today and see if Behr is out on the streets."

"Come on Nik, you do not have to do that. I'm sure he's back home getting some from a girlfriend or something."

"We can still look, please. It's not like we got anything else better to do today?"

Alex sighs and growls a bit, "Fine… We can look for him."

"Thanks Alex."

He nods and grabs them bowls for cereal. Pouring them some and eats their breakfast. They went to the living room to eat and watches some Zulu before the time passed to eleven o'clock. Nik was barely watching the television. He kept his mind on how to confess his feelings to the bad boy Alex.

Alex pauses the show and looks at the time, "Okay if you want to be looking for that dog today, we better get going."

Nik nods and gets up from the couch, taking care of their bowls and goes into his room to change into a better outfit than his underwear.

He comes back out to smell the Jackal in his good cologne, filling the apartment already. He loved when his cologne did that. It made the place more homey than usual, any-though they have been living here for a while now.

Nik changed into black pants with a picture of a Vodafone McLaren F1 on his shirt. Alex was in a lighter pair of jeans with a long grey sleeve shirt. They head out, Nik follows Alex out the door and heads out of the building. Nik walks next to Alex and looks up at him, seeing his soft fur be so bouncy as they walk down the hall.

"So, Nik? Where to first, where do you think mystery dog went?" Nik rolls his eyes and crosses his arms as they walked out of the building together.

"Oh, come on Alex, you were acting like a close friend to him last night."

"Yea, because he was about to have a panic attack in front of us, I had to do something to calm him down," Alex looked around the area, seeing mammals shaking their heads at them as they walked past them.

Nik turned their left and started walking along the sidewalk looking down alleyways as they walked past. "If this was me in this state, you would be all over to find me."

"Yea, because it's you, if I would lose you, I would never go home until I found you," Alex says as he looked across the street on the other side to search. Nik blushes a bit hearing what Alex just said about not coming home without him.

"At least I know I have a nice roomie," Nik replied without giving out too much to the jackal. Alex wanted to say that he felt like more than just a roomie, he only brings home other guys just to get this moth off his mind.

Alex really has not been in a real relationship, just his best friend Nik. Alex only been interested in hook-ups, and he had always told Nik about them until before they moved in together. Now he knows that Nik can hear him when he is with those other mammals. He just wonders if Nik wishes it were him instead.

Alex still thinks about the night that they almost went to bed together. They were touching, feeling each other's bodies, feeling each other's emotions. Just in the motion of love when they were on the couch, Alex on top of Nik, feeling each other's heartbeats.

Nik and Alex walk a few miles along town, looking in the worst of worst spots to see if Behr was passed out somewhere. But hopefully he made it home and safe, Nik knew that that one occurrence was not going to be the last time they see Behr.

Alex starts to slow down and sees a bar across the street, "Okay dude, it's been an hour and half, he's not out here, let's get a drink before we head back home."

"I'm not getting drunk or anything Alex, just one drink."

Alex nods and walks them across the street, heading inside the bar. They go to a booth and order the first round of just beer.

"What made you think I only wanted beer as my only drink?" Nik teases a bit as he chucked and looked down at the table.

"What made you think I was going to let you only have one drink? We both know you're more fun when you're intoxicated." Alex grinned after realizing what he just said to help break more of their rocky ice together.

Nik gulps a bit while blushing again, he keeps looking at the table, he did not want to look into the jackal's eyes. He hid his wings behind his back, knowing that people were already staring at the two, he did not want to be noticed more than they were already.

"Alex. I feel like we should clear something up…" Nik finally looks up from the booth table and looks into the jackal's eyes.

Alex looks back into the moth's eyes, smiling slightly, "Go ahead… I'm waiting."

"For months we have been constantly teasing and leading each other on… What is going on between us… Are we something we want as like…? A couple?"

As Nik was talking, Alex knew where this was going, his slight smile, grew a bit bigger as he finished his question.

"I'm going to be honest with you Nik, I've never been in an actual relationship with anyone. I have always been the casual type." Nik slowly looks down, thinking he knew where this was going, "But… I think I am ready for something serious with you."

Nik's head shot up looking back into the jackal's eyes and blushes, "Really?"

Alex nods as their drinks arrive to the table in front of them, "So what do you say? Do you want to be partners?"

"That honestly, helps release a lot of stress. I've been wanting to ask you ever since that one night we had together."

Nik gets up from his spot and walks past Alex, giving him a wink as he walked to the men's bathroom. The jackal followed shortly as he downed his beer, he entered the bathroom and took a quick glance at the wall behind the moth. He looked back at Nikolas, and his smirk came back, Alex slowly walked up to the moth after he blocked the bathroom door shut.

Once he went up to the moth, he was already way ahead, looking at him with a lustful look. They knew for a while they had a connection, that they always were in sync with each other, that they did not even need to speak to be understood by one another. They both knew exactly what they wanted.

The jackal went into a kiss with the moth. Giving back into the kiss, the canine wrapped an arm around him, tilting his head softly as he got a taste of the lips he had missed for so long. Memories flooded back into his mind, their first kiss on the couch, their first hug when they met.

That taste was one the moth had been missing for a very long time. As the two headed Nik turned them both back around so that Alex had his back to the wall. The memories the two of them had created together as just friends were certainly something, he wanted to create a few new ones.

The moth pulled back from the long and passionate kiss the two of them just shared, "God, I missed this...so much."

Alex gasped lightly after the kiss, his smug look had gone away, disoriented by the feelings had just experienced. He stared back at the moth, maw slightly opened, with a slight smile at the edge of it. The jackal brought a paw up to the moth's nape, tenderly touching him.

"As always, it's mutual," Alex then dragged his other paw to Nik's lower back and pushed him closer to himself.

The moth slowly reached into the jackal's pants, he felt his way around, feeling his cock slowly erect from his sheath. "If I'm being honest, I would say you're a bit overdressed for us to continue."

Alex slowly started taking off his clothes for the moth, throwing them to the ground as Nik did the same. Nik slowly turned around and rubbed his back and wings up against his fluffy chest.

"I am so ready for you Alex, we waited too long." Alex nodded and knew where this wanted to go quick.

Alex directed his fully erected cock towards Nik's ass, he kept himself leaned against the wall for support. Nik slowly pushed himself against the jackal's canine erection. Feeling his mass enter him slowly, feeling him for the first time.

Alex grunts softly, Nik was tight, tighter than he was used to. Alex has been around too many others to feel what actual love making felt like. Nik's wings opened as the jackal's cock entered him completely.

"Fuck, that feels good." Nik blushed deeply, saying what was on his mind without any hold back. Feeling like he was finally open to his new and happy lover.

Alex rests his paws on the moth's waist as he helps him thrust into the moth at a slow and constant pace. Enjoying their first time in a bar bathroom was not exactly a fantasy, it was romantic in their eyes.

Nik's wings start to flap with each thrust, moaning softly, covering his mouth so no one could here them. Alex grunts a bit louder as he starts to pick up the pace, his knot swelling in size. His balls slapping against Nik's nice ass.

The moth started to feel the jackal reach around him and started to rub him off slowly to help him ejaculate as well. Nik slammed against Alex's waist a bit harder as his cock starts to leak a bit of precum.

"Oh fuck~" Alex could not hold back and bends the moth over and gets up from the wall, letting go of the moth's cock to start thrusting hard and fast. Fapping loudly inside the bathroom, Nik held up his other half of his body with his hand, taking his hard pounding.

The jackal squeeze Nik's ass, his claws dug into his skin, cumming deep inside him. There was a loud knock, then aloud yell, "GET THE HELL OUT OF THE BATHROOM!"

The two boys started laughing and he quickly pulls out, getting their clothes, putting them on and running out of the bar, throwing money at the counter.

They kept laughing together as they run down the sidewalk together, laughing and hold each other's paws as they ran from the angry manager that was outside the bar shaking his paw angry after they just did a quickie in the bathroom.

Nik was happy he finally broke free from his secret and confessed their love to each other.