Disclaimer : Do not own Digimon
February The 23rd,
Love and passion.
That's what the therapist said I need in my life. Love and passion. I have those. Don't I? Ask Hikari. She'll tell you how much that I love her. And my passion. I want to become a noodle salesman, and sell ramen noodles! Isn't that what love and passion are, something that you cherish and love to do?
Damn, I cry a lot now…
I think I took my pills this morning, but I'm not sure. I can't remember. They're called 'Citalopram'. There are anti depressants. Every since I attempted suicide, my parents and step father ( as well as step mother) had always reminded me to take them, thought there are some days I feel I don't need them…
No, I don't…
They seem to take away the bad thoughts I used to have of myself, sometimes. Well, most of the time. It's school time and I think I have test. Hikari is in this class as well. How much I love her! Even though I told her she should go out with T.K., she refused and still remains by my loyal side. And I Appreciate what she has done for me. It means so much.
So much.
I was right. It was test. Well, I'll guess I'll stop writing for now, and write more after. I wonder what is on the test?
Davis
