Sirius watched Draco playing with Emma in the kitchen as Hermione helped Tonks and Lily clear the table. He had a sudden hatred for his young cousin. He wanted to punch the little elitist brat right in the mouth. He is not good enough for Hermione, Sirius thought, He's pompous and unfeeling. Hermione needs someone with passion and love for life. Hermione needs someone like me.
He shook his head trying to erase the thought. Hermione was too young for him not to mention very much taken. He was happy for Hermione and Emma, a family should be together but he couldn't help but be a little disappointed.
Sirius excused himself and went upstairs. He sat alone in his room for a long time before there was knock on his door.
"Come in" He said and smiled when Lily opened the door and walked in.
"McGonagall wants to talk to us," Lily told him, coming and taking a seat on his bed. "I think she is going to offer us teaching positions"
"I don't know if that's something I want to do" Sirius replied.
"Well you need to figure out what is that you want" Lily told him. "You're a free man now, a free man who was brought back to life. I don't want to see you waste this gift"
"Yeah" Sirius sighed looking out the window.
"Sirius" Lily said softly, "She is sweet and beautiful girl but she is just too young for you. This is really for the best."
"What are you talking about?" Sirius asked, feigning ignorance.
"Your just lonely" Lily continued, "You will find someone else, just give it time"
Sirius nodded and lily walked to the door, "For the record, I think she really acres for you"
Sirius threw himself back onto his bed and sighed deeply. He wondered if Lily was right, maybe he didn't actually have romantic feelings for Hermione. He had been alone to long, and she was a beautiful girl. Maybe he would go to teach at Hogwarts and maybe he would find someone else. Hue smiled brightly ready to take the next step into his future.
Hermione was glad when Draco said he wanted to go home that night to sleep. She really needed time to think. Hermione couldn't denier lingering feelings for Draco but there was something hollow about their love now. Maybe she was numb because of the pain he cause and maybe she was getting over him.
Hermione tried to sleep that night but was restless. About 2:30 in the morning Emma started crying so Hermione went o her and was shocked to discover her daughter had very high fever. Hermione tried every spell she could think of but nothing brought the fever down.
After two hours Emma's had waked everyone in the hosue cried and everyone was trying to help. Finally Lily placed a comforting hand on Hermione's arm. "Really, I think it's time to take her to St.Mungo's"
"I'll go with you" Harry said yawning.
"No Harry you have to work tomorrow" hermione advised as she packed something's for Emma into a bag. "I can go alone"
"You shouldn't go alone" Remus said, "Hermione just in aces, someone should be with you"
"I'll go" Sirius volunteered. It was too late for anyone to think that odd everyone was too tired to argue. Hermione sent an owl to Draco advising him of the situation and took for the Hospital with Sirius.
Emma was diagnosed at St Mungo's with pneumonia. Hermione had no idea how Emma had contracted something like that but Sirius assured her all children get sick no matter hoe careful there parents are. For hours Hermione nod Sirius paced the waiting room with no word on the baby's condition. Hermione sent letter after letter to Draco receiving no reply.
Hermione fell asleep in a hard chair about six hours later. Sirius covered her with a blanket and resolved to stay awake in case something happened. A healer cam into the room sometime during the morning hours and Sirius woke Hermione.
"Ms.Granger" the healer addressed her, "Emma will be fine. We need to keep her here for a few hours because she is having a little trouble breathing but she will be fine"
Hermione collapsed onto a chair crying. Sirius thanked the feeling and sat down beside her.
"Thank you for being here" Hermione said quietly, "Thank you"
"It's ok" Sires replied. 'I am just glad Emma's ok"
Hermione started to cry and for as long moment Sirius was silent. "Draco should have been here" hermione said firefly through her tears, "We have been together for a day and he already missed a moment I needed him"
"You deserve better," Sirius told her softly. Hermione looked at him, suddenly realizing how close they were. She closed her eyes and let her lips collide with his. Sirius snaked his arms around her waist and pulled her to her feet. Hermione wrapped her arms around his neck and let him pull her backwards. Hermione didn't seem to notice when Sirius led her into a broom closet and shut the door.
Hermione moaned as Sirius trailed kisses down her neck." I want you so bad" Hermione whimpered causing a chill to go down Sirius's spine. He pressed her hard against the wall letting hands discover the body. Her mouth covered his and requested entrance, he obliged willingly.
His hand cupped her breast appreciating there size, not too large not too small, just perfect for his hand. He unbuttoned her shirt and with one fluid movement also discarded her bra. Hermione arched her back as he messaged each breast and cried out in disappointment when his hands left her chest.
Sirius was working his finger under the waistband of her jeans. He unbuttoned them and she shimmied out of them kicking them off roughly. First Sirius messages her through her kickers creating a friction there but not enough. Two fingers slipped past her knickers and inside of her. Hermione closed her eyes as his fingers penetrated her, not remembering a time with Draco that ever felt this good. She rocked back and forth groaning softly as he continued his work.
Hermione clawed his back, reminding him of the dream and only adding to the erotic feeling. She hissed into his ear, "I want you now". Sirius slipped off his pant and positioned himself outside of her entrance. He entered her quickly not stopping for even a moment. The wetness and warmth drove him close to the edge so he began to thrust with a fast pace and intensity he never expririnced.
Hermione cried out as he pushed into her. She gripped his back and assaulted his neck. Sirius could feel her tighten around him and realized she was releasing. 'Sirius" she cried as she climaxed and within minutes he reached his own release.
For a moment they stayed perfect still, Sirius still inside of her. Slowly he withdrew. Hermione reached for her clothes silently and when she was dressed she fled the room.
"I cannot believe that just happened," Sirius whispered into he darkness and his head fell to his hands, 'what have I done?"
