Fire of the Phoenix
Chapter 14 the new D.A.
Disclaimer; I do not own HP if I did I would not be eating ramen noodles while writing this. Authors note; c'mon everyone I need reviews PLEASE. Thanks for all the reviews I have gotten.
Harry and Ginny took the rest of the day off, after they saw Dumbledore.
"Harry," Ginny called to him softly.
"What Gin," Harry replied distractedly.
"What do you think about what Dumbledore said about destiny," Ginny asked while her face was turning bright red.
Harry gave a long sigh and he slowly faced her. "Ginny I don't know if I believe in things being destined. I believe that we make our own destiny, our own paths. I believe everyone has a purpose on this earth. It is finding that purpose is your destiny. It is not count the lines drawn in the stars. It is what doing what you need to do." Harry replied seriously.
Ginny just looked up into his emerald green eyes, with a look of questioning. "Harry," she began gently, don't you remember that you are suppose to be destined to defeat Voldemort?"
"Gin I don't want to be the one destined to kill Voldemort. I don't want to kill anybody." Harry said hotly. He felt a flush work its way to his face, because he knew she was right.
"Lets just drop the subject ok," Harry said while looking at her imploringly. "I'm just not up to talking about my destiny right now, ok." Just leave me alone right now, I need to think."
"Fine bottle it up inside, if you can't trust the people who love you with your feelings than you are pathetic and not acting like a true Gryffindor," Ginny yelled at him angrily.
Harry was beginning to get angry "Enough don't talk about what you don't know," Harry sputtered indignantly.
"Well if you would just tell me then I would know," Ginny argued back with her voice rising to match Harry's.
Harry stood up and faced her, his breath fanned in her face. "Do you want to how I feel?"He asked her darkly. "I will show you instead."
He swooped his mouth down and roughly landed on hers. He began pouring his soul into her. Ginny tried to jump back with surprise, but Harry held her firmly. He continued to pour his soul into her.
Ginny gasped at the sheer intensity of it. This was like know other kiss she received from him before. She felt, and tasted his darkness, his anger, his bitterness, and all of his emotions. She felt him bare his soul to her.
The kiss ended as abruptly as it started. Harry looked at her shakily, and told her in a low dangerous voice, "now don't tell me I didn't let you feel my emotions." He quietly walked off, leaving an astonished and trembling Ginny.
Harry went and got his firebolt and headed to the quidditch pitch.
He dived through the air aimlessly and recklessly. He felt the exhilaration rush through him as he spiraled down into an intense dive. Flying always seemed to clear his head. He continued to fly at neck breaking speeds, while in the midsts of one of his numerous dives he saw something that caught his eyes.
He flew over to have a closer look. He saw Malfoy coming out of the dark forest. He saw Malfoy's robes were torn and dirty; he had a mixture of blood and dirt streaked across his pale face. The most noticeable was the expression on Malfoy's face. The arrogance was gone, and it was replaced by a look of betrayal and hopelessness.
Harry was confused he was torn by conflicting emotions, one was to try to help Malfoy, and another was to curse him. He saw Malfoy stumbled to the ground, "bloody hell," Harry muttered as he flew towards Malfoy.
Harry held out his hand to Malfoy to help him up. Malfoy's pain glazed silver eyes stared back at him. Why the hell does it have to be you that see me like this, Malfoy muttered dejectedly?
"Believe me when I say this helping you isn't my idea of a holiday either", Harry countered back. "Lets just get you to the hospital wing", Harry continued.
"What happened to you Malloy," asked Harry.
There was silence and Malfoy finally replied, "Lets just say I'm no longer on the dark side, and my father disowned me, and now I'm going to be disgrace to the Slytheryn house. That's all I'm going to tell you for now Potter."
"Well if you need to talk you know where I'm at," Harry told him. Malfoy just gave Harry a terse nod.
They reached the hospital wing; Harry walked him to Madame Pomfrey. She turned around and gasped. She rushed Malfoy into a bed and shoed Harry out.
On his way out he heard Malfoy call out "thanks." Harry gave him a slight smile and left.
Harry walked down the corridors not really paying attention to where he was going. He turned the corner and ran into Remus Lupin.
"Whoa there Harry you got to watch where you are going if your ever going to defeat Voldemort", Remus said amusingly.
"What are you doing here anyways?" Harry asked him.
I'm going to be back one day a week so we can teach the DA. Together." Lupin replied. "Why don't you step into my office and we will review what were going to be teaching the class tonight."
"Ok," Harry said a little shyly. He felt nervous being in the same room as Lupin. He looked at his former professors face, he had more lines than usual. He also noticed that Lupin's hair had more silver in it than brown, he seemed to have pain lines etched in him.
Remus was also observing Harry; he had never seen so much in someone that young, the boys emerald eyes were like a mirror to Harry's emotions. He saw friendship, laughter, hope but most of all he saw the pain and guilt that reflected from his eyes.
When they reached Lupin's office, Remus opened the door and let Harry in. He pulled Harry into a fatherly type hug. He was trying to choke down the sobs that were threatening to let loose, he just held on to Harry tighter.
"Harry," Lupin began, "Sirus left it in his will that if anything happens to him that I will take over guardianship of you. I know I can never replace your parents or Sirus, but I love and care for you as a son, a friend, and a mentor. I would be honored if you would let me be your guardian." Remus looked at Harry with a hopeful expression on his face.
Harry felt tears burn in his eyes he willed himself not to cry, but a few lone tears escaped their way down his cheek. He looked into Remus's tired face and said, "When can I move in."
They quickly outlined their plans for the DA. Class that night."Let's go to the great hall and catch a bite to eat and then head to the room of requirement," Lupin said.
Harry looked over and smiled and said, "sounds like a plan to me."
Later at the room of requirement Harry saw Ginny was the first to come in. She looked at Harry hesitantly. He gave her a warm smile to let her know he wasn't still angry. He walked over to her.
"Sorry for blowing up on you like I did earlier Gin," Harry said, "You were only trying to help."
"Oh Harry, I'm sorry I should of left it alone instead of pushing the issue," Ginny said. "So everything is ok now"she asked him questionly.
"Yeah everything is fine," he said giving her a look of love.
"Ok you two break it up I don't want to see it." Ginny and Harry looked over to see Ron standing behind them smirking.
Oh shut up you bloody prat I don't honestly know Hermione even puts up with you. Ginny said with a fierce look on her face.
More students came in and they all sat down.
Harry saw most of the DA. Members from last year their .He saw Cho Chang there, she gave him a smile. Harry just gave her a nod; he no longer had any feelings for her.
"Al right class" Harry began, "tonight we are going to practice how to use the deflecting spell"."Professor Lupin will you demonstrate this with me?"
"Certainly Harry," he replied cheerfully as he took his stance across from Harry.
"Now first I'm going to teach deflect, so pay attention."
Professor brandished his wand, and called out "Stupify.".
Harry quickly called " Protego ET Deflectus." They all saw Professor's Lupin's curse bounce harmlessly off of Harry's shield.
"Now everybody pair up and practice if you concentrate hard enough you should be able to deflect most spells," Harry said in a serious voice. "Now everyone begin."
Harry watched the students progress and he felt proud of them they all seem to pick it up without to much difficulty, even Neville seemed to master the spell.
The class seemed to fly by quickly soon it was time to go.
"Now everyone, I want a couple of paragraphs about the spell and its theory next week." Lupin called out as they were all leaving.
Harry gave Lupin a hug when he was ready to leave and left the classroom with Ginny, Ron, and Hermione.
In the hall outside of Gryffindor tower, Harry saw Draco Malfoy slouched by the wall. Draco pulled Harry aside and said we need to talk.
Chapter 14 the new D.A.
Disclaimer; I do not own HP if I did I would not be eating ramen noodles while writing this. Authors note; c'mon everyone I need reviews PLEASE. Thanks for all the reviews I have gotten.
Harry and Ginny took the rest of the day off, after they saw Dumbledore.
"Harry," Ginny called to him softly.
"What Gin," Harry replied distractedly.
"What do you think about what Dumbledore said about destiny," Ginny asked while her face was turning bright red.
Harry gave a long sigh and he slowly faced her. "Ginny I don't know if I believe in things being destined. I believe that we make our own destiny, our own paths. I believe everyone has a purpose on this earth. It is finding that purpose is your destiny. It is not count the lines drawn in the stars. It is what doing what you need to do." Harry replied seriously.
Ginny just looked up into his emerald green eyes, with a look of questioning. "Harry," she began gently, don't you remember that you are suppose to be destined to defeat Voldemort?"
"Gin I don't want to be the one destined to kill Voldemort. I don't want to kill anybody." Harry said hotly. He felt a flush work its way to his face, because he knew she was right.
"Lets just drop the subject ok," Harry said while looking at her imploringly. "I'm just not up to talking about my destiny right now, ok." Just leave me alone right now, I need to think."
"Fine bottle it up inside, if you can't trust the people who love you with your feelings than you are pathetic and not acting like a true Gryffindor," Ginny yelled at him angrily.
Harry was beginning to get angry "Enough don't talk about what you don't know," Harry sputtered indignantly.
"Well if you would just tell me then I would know," Ginny argued back with her voice rising to match Harry's.
Harry stood up and faced her, his breath fanned in her face. "Do you want to how I feel?"He asked her darkly. "I will show you instead."
He swooped his mouth down and roughly landed on hers. He began pouring his soul into her. Ginny tried to jump back with surprise, but Harry held her firmly. He continued to pour his soul into her.
Ginny gasped at the sheer intensity of it. This was like know other kiss she received from him before. She felt, and tasted his darkness, his anger, his bitterness, and all of his emotions. She felt him bare his soul to her.
The kiss ended as abruptly as it started. Harry looked at her shakily, and told her in a low dangerous voice, "now don't tell me I didn't let you feel my emotions." He quietly walked off, leaving an astonished and trembling Ginny.
Harry went and got his firebolt and headed to the quidditch pitch.
He dived through the air aimlessly and recklessly. He felt the exhilaration rush through him as he spiraled down into an intense dive. Flying always seemed to clear his head. He continued to fly at neck breaking speeds, while in the midsts of one of his numerous dives he saw something that caught his eyes.
He flew over to have a closer look. He saw Malfoy coming out of the dark forest. He saw Malfoy's robes were torn and dirty; he had a mixture of blood and dirt streaked across his pale face. The most noticeable was the expression on Malfoy's face. The arrogance was gone, and it was replaced by a look of betrayal and hopelessness.
Harry was confused he was torn by conflicting emotions, one was to try to help Malfoy, and another was to curse him. He saw Malfoy stumbled to the ground, "bloody hell," Harry muttered as he flew towards Malfoy.
Harry held out his hand to Malfoy to help him up. Malfoy's pain glazed silver eyes stared back at him. Why the hell does it have to be you that see me like this, Malfoy muttered dejectedly?
"Believe me when I say this helping you isn't my idea of a holiday either", Harry countered back. "Lets just get you to the hospital wing", Harry continued.
"What happened to you Malloy," asked Harry.
There was silence and Malfoy finally replied, "Lets just say I'm no longer on the dark side, and my father disowned me, and now I'm going to be disgrace to the Slytheryn house. That's all I'm going to tell you for now Potter."
"Well if you need to talk you know where I'm at," Harry told him. Malfoy just gave Harry a terse nod.
They reached the hospital wing; Harry walked him to Madame Pomfrey. She turned around and gasped. She rushed Malfoy into a bed and shoed Harry out.
On his way out he heard Malfoy call out "thanks." Harry gave him a slight smile and left.
Harry walked down the corridors not really paying attention to where he was going. He turned the corner and ran into Remus Lupin.
"Whoa there Harry you got to watch where you are going if your ever going to defeat Voldemort", Remus said amusingly.
"What are you doing here anyways?" Harry asked him.
I'm going to be back one day a week so we can teach the DA. Together." Lupin replied. "Why don't you step into my office and we will review what were going to be teaching the class tonight."
"Ok," Harry said a little shyly. He felt nervous being in the same room as Lupin. He looked at his former professors face, he had more lines than usual. He also noticed that Lupin's hair had more silver in it than brown, he seemed to have pain lines etched in him.
Remus was also observing Harry; he had never seen so much in someone that young, the boys emerald eyes were like a mirror to Harry's emotions. He saw friendship, laughter, hope but most of all he saw the pain and guilt that reflected from his eyes.
When they reached Lupin's office, Remus opened the door and let Harry in. He pulled Harry into a fatherly type hug. He was trying to choke down the sobs that were threatening to let loose, he just held on to Harry tighter.
"Harry," Lupin began, "Sirus left it in his will that if anything happens to him that I will take over guardianship of you. I know I can never replace your parents or Sirus, but I love and care for you as a son, a friend, and a mentor. I would be honored if you would let me be your guardian." Remus looked at Harry with a hopeful expression on his face.
Harry felt tears burn in his eyes he willed himself not to cry, but a few lone tears escaped their way down his cheek. He looked into Remus's tired face and said, "When can I move in."
They quickly outlined their plans for the DA. Class that night."Let's go to the great hall and catch a bite to eat and then head to the room of requirement," Lupin said.
Harry looked over and smiled and said, "sounds like a plan to me."
Later at the room of requirement Harry saw Ginny was the first to come in. She looked at Harry hesitantly. He gave her a warm smile to let her know he wasn't still angry. He walked over to her.
"Sorry for blowing up on you like I did earlier Gin," Harry said, "You were only trying to help."
"Oh Harry, I'm sorry I should of left it alone instead of pushing the issue," Ginny said. "So everything is ok now"she asked him questionly.
"Yeah everything is fine," he said giving her a look of love.
"Ok you two break it up I don't want to see it." Ginny and Harry looked over to see Ron standing behind them smirking.
Oh shut up you bloody prat I don't honestly know Hermione even puts up with you. Ginny said with a fierce look on her face.
More students came in and they all sat down.
Harry saw most of the DA. Members from last year their .He saw Cho Chang there, she gave him a smile. Harry just gave her a nod; he no longer had any feelings for her.
"Al right class" Harry began, "tonight we are going to practice how to use the deflecting spell"."Professor Lupin will you demonstrate this with me?"
"Certainly Harry," he replied cheerfully as he took his stance across from Harry.
"Now first I'm going to teach deflect, so pay attention."
Professor brandished his wand, and called out "Stupify.".
Harry quickly called " Protego ET Deflectus." They all saw Professor's Lupin's curse bounce harmlessly off of Harry's shield.
"Now everybody pair up and practice if you concentrate hard enough you should be able to deflect most spells," Harry said in a serious voice. "Now everyone begin."
Harry watched the students progress and he felt proud of them they all seem to pick it up without to much difficulty, even Neville seemed to master the spell.
The class seemed to fly by quickly soon it was time to go.
"Now everyone, I want a couple of paragraphs about the spell and its theory next week." Lupin called out as they were all leaving.
Harry gave Lupin a hug when he was ready to leave and left the classroom with Ginny, Ron, and Hermione.
In the hall outside of Gryffindor tower, Harry saw Draco Malfoy slouched by the wall. Draco pulled Harry aside and said we need to talk.