Okay, now for the much awaited, Chapter 5.
Yami: Finally.
And to help me out, please welcome our special guest.
Yami: We have "guests" now? Great.
Oh Yaaaaaaami. (whispers something in his ear.)
Yami: Really?
Yep
Yami: 0_0
Anyway, say hello, Sharp.
Sharp: (comes walking in) Hi.
Yami: 0_0
Sharp: What's wrong with him?
Oh, nothing. I just told him that there is going to be romance in this chapter.
Sharp: But you said that in chapter 4 and there wasn't any.
Well there will be in this chapter.
Sharp: O.k. But what type of romance is this?
Well...let me just tell it this way. Yami + instincts + Yugi + Bed = What?.
Yami: 0_0
Sharp: Ohhhhh. I'll see you later then. (starts walking off)
Oh no you don't. (grabs onto him and pulls him back.) You're not going anywhere.
Sharp: But I don't like that kind of stuff.
Well...tough. I'd like to thank : AngelsKitten, Princess Strawberry, blah, I luv Yugi and Kurt so :p, darkdragon, little maiden, Keisha, Zypher, Burning-Yami-Rain, jampom78, and Gothic Angel Sierra for reviewing and emailing me.
Sharp: (sighs)
Yami: 0_0
Ok lets get started.
Yami: 0_0
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Chapter 5 ~ Giving Up
*Yami's View*
Lighting flashed in the sky, illuminating the darkness and making the raindrops look like small amounts of liquid light.
I sat on the windowsill of Yugi's room, watching the rain fall against the house and slip down the windowpane. Yugi was sound asleep in his bed, having drifted off about an hour ago.
I sighed, looking at my reflection on the glass, streaked by rain. And I knew that it was time, to fight.
~Yami. ~ My instincts hissed at me in the back of my mind.
~What do you want?~ I asked angrily.
~You know.~ they answered. Oh yes, I knew what they wanted. The wanted me to take Yugi. But not in blood, no. They wanted me to hurt him, take his innocence. But not to feed, not just yet anyway.
~Quit fighting me Yami. I know that you want too. I can feel it, deep down in your heart. You want to be with him, don't you?~
I shook my head, but in couldn't deny that I wanted to be with Yugi. Both times that I was close to him, something bubbled up inside me, something other than my instincts. This new feeling was strong, and I made me feel really good.
~Just go.~ My instincts said. ~Do it now.~
I shook my head again and covered my ears with my hands. I felt like I should pitch myself off and onto the floor, but I didn't, because I knew it wouldn't do any good.
"I will fight you." I growled. "I won't let you win."
My instincts then seemed to take pity on me. ~Oh, but Yami. Don't you want to love Yugi?" Oh no, they just hit a nerve.
"Y-Yes." I stammered out, I didn't want to admit it. I mean, I wanted to be with Yugi, badly. But if I should lose control...
~Then just go.~
And suddenly, I kind of lost it. My instincts and my love for Yugi seemed to bond together against me. So, I lost.
~Alright.~ I smiled. ~But I'm doing this for him, not you. I won't hurt him.~
My instincts seemed a little put out about what I had just said, but they were happy. I had let them win, for now.
I got off the sill and walked over and onto the end of the bed. Yugi was still asleep, but he had rolled onto his back. He was in prefect position.
I edged up and leaned over Yugi so that my body was parallel to his.
"Yugi." I whispered gently into his ear. The young one stirred and slowly opened his eyes. Sleep clouded his vision, but he could still tell it was me.
"Hi, Yami." Yugi breathed, smiling lightly. "What time is it?"
"Shhh." I said, reaching up to stroke Yugi's hair. "I'll tell you later. O.k."
My fingers gently flowed thought the tri-colored strands of Yugi's hair. It was surprisingly soft and cool to the touch. So I enjoyed it as I wrapped a tendril of the young one's hair around my index finger, taking extra care not to pull or cause any pain to young Yugi.
After I was finished I gently release Yugi's hair, before looking down and catching him in my gaze. The young one stared back at me with wide eyes, his mouth slightly open, as if he didn't know what to say or how to act in this situation.
"Y-Yami.I-I." I smiled at his failing attempts to speak. Yugi was a virgin, and a sweetly naïve one at that. So he wasn't used to being played with. Yugi saw me smile and blinked, fear coming into his soft eyes. He was getting worried about what he read in the evil book that still lay under his bed. I knew that that must be it.
I had to erase Yugi's fear before I went on, or he would never let me get close enough to him. So, I reached up and gently pushed some of the golden bangs out of Yugi's violet eyes.
"Yugi," I said, using them same voice I had used out on the street. "I promised you that I wouldn't hurt you. Remember?" I then leaned down, very slowly. I didn't want to go to fast, for the fear of scaring him.
Yugi nodded slightly and then he froze, seeing how close I was to him. My lips almost brushed against his sweet ones. "Just wanted you to know." I said, my breath fanning his lips. "I always keep my promises."
I heard Yugi gasp and when he didn't breath out I knew that he was holding his breath. I watched him for a moment, him just laying underneath me, eyes wide, breath caught in his chest, not willing to just let go.
So I had to make the frist move huh? Prefect. I gently brushed my lips against his, letting his shock fire up and then slowly die, while his held breath slowly left him.
After everything he held inside disappeared, every fiber in his body relaxed, and he lay softly on the bed. I gently pried Yugi's mouth open, which deepen the kiss we shared. He tasted cool, sweet, and pure, just what I had thought he'd be.
A small moan came up though Yugi's throat, and I knew that he was enjoying the feeling I was giving him. Anyone would. But then again, I was touching him like this for him and his pleasure, not for someone else. I had never done this to anyone else, and I would never do it again, except to Yugi that is. And besides, if Yugi was enjoying this now, he would melt when I continued to the next step. He had no idea what was coming.
I slowly trailed my hands down the front of Yugi's shirt, feeling the fabric and undoing the buttons that kept me from touching the heart of this beautiful angel.
I undid about three buttons, which gave me enough space to reach out and gently touch Yugi's skin. It felt like I had just touched silk. Yugi's skin was warm, smooth, and soft, and I felt like Yugi was the most prefect creature that ever walked on this earth.
I could feel a soft heartbeat thrumming in Yugi's chest, something that I didn't have. But I wish that I did.
But suddenly, Yugi breathed in quickly though his nose, and I knew something was wrong. I pulled my hands away from him, slightly upset that I had to leave the gentle heart, but I was more concern about Yugi and what had upset him.
Yugi quickly broke our kiss and wrapped his fingers around and closed the opening in his shirt. What? What had happened? He looked up at me, his eyes filled with a fear more powerful then I had ever seen in him. He mutely shook his head back and forth, trying to tell me what was going on without saying anything to me.
"Please Yami, don't. Not yet." He pleaded to me, his eyes fixed on mine. What was he talking about? I mean, I know that he's a virgin but why- Wait a minute! I should have known. How could I've been such an idiot! I shouldn't have gone so fast. Yugi only met me yesterday night, I should have waited before I touched him.
I jumped off of the bed backwards and landed on the floor. "I am very sorry, Yugi." I said sadly. I then turned around, kicked the floor with my foot, and muttered to myself about how I was such an idiot.
I sat back on the windowsill, keeping my eyes away from Yugi. I didn't want to see how much I had hurt him.
But behind me I could feel Yugi staring at me, and I knew I had to say something.
"I won't do anything you don't want me to do, Yugi. I will stop, if you want me too." At this I turned my head and looked at Yugi. He no longer had any fear in his eyes but was just watching me, trying to figure something out.
Then I heard his tiny voice come out though the darkness. "I'm sorry." He said.
I blinked. "What?" I asked. Was Yugi apologizing? Why? I was the one who almost really hurt him. I was the one being stupid. So why was he saying that he was sorry?
"I'm sorry." Yugi said again. "I'm sorry that I stopped you from taking me."
I gasped and had to shake my head to see if what I had just heard was true. It was. It was true. "Oh, Yugi." I said, sadly shaking my head while watching him with concerned eyes. "Don't be sorry. It's my fault."
"No, it's not." Yugi said, climbing out of his bed and walking over to me. "It's not your fault. I read in that book, about how vampires were attracted to virgins."
I opened my mouth to argue, but Yugi cut me off. "Don't deny it. I can tell that you're fighting with yourself. And it's all because of me."
I watched Yugi with sad eyes. I wanted to reach out and touch him, hold him and let him know that it really wasn't his fault. But I was afraid that if I did, I would take him, breaking the comforting words I had just said to him.
Yugi looked at the floor and started murmuring something under his breath. I didn't catch what he was saying until about the third time he said it. "I'm sorry. It's my fault. It's mine."
And at that moment, I knew that I had to do something, no matter what the risk.
I hopped down from the sill and picked the still murmuring Yugi up, getting him to lay on his back in my arms. I then carried him over to his bed and gently laid him down.
His eyes were open only a little bit, but by the way he was acting, he wasn't going to fall asleep any time soon. There was one thing I could do to get him to sleep. But it was something that called upon my vampire instincts, and I didn't really want to do it. If I lost control... I would bite and kill Yugi.
"I'm sorry. It's my fault. It's mine." Yugi murmured again. I looked deep into his eyes and knew that I didn't have any choice. Yugi's eyes were dull and he badly needed rest. So I'd have to do it, whether I wanted to or not.
I sighed and placed two fingers over Yugi's soft lips to quite him. "Shhhh." I said. I then looked right at him, to tell him that I was getting serious. "I'm not going to hurt you, Yugi."
Yugi sighed and closed his eyes for a minute. It was time. I had to do it now.
I lean down and started whispering in Yugi's ear. "A ca da hey. Sleep little one." This was an old chant that all vampires know. It is usually used right before the vampire bites some one. I felt my fangs coming out and it would just hurt my concentration if I worried about them. So I just let them come out and continued. "A sha ta cay.." I couldn't say the last part. It would scare Yugi. And if your wondering why, then let me tell you. "Sleep so I can kill you." Not a very good thing to say, is it?
I heard a soft sigh and when I looked over, Yugi was asleep. I guess the part of my words and shear exhaustion had tried him out. I gently ran my hand though his hair before going back and sitting on the windowsill again. Watching the still falling rain.
~*~
*Yugi's View*
Yami thought that I was asleep, but I wasn't. I had only pretended to fall asleep so he wouldn't worry about me. I didn't like it when people worried about me. I felt like I didn't deserved to be worried about.
Since Yami had return to the sill I lay on my back, eyes closed but not very tried. I had too much to think about right now, to even think of sleeping.
A million questions lay unanswered in my mind, all to hard to answer on my own. But some of them I had to answer, because they were too personal to tell anyone else.
So I started on the frist one. The terrible feeling that had started to haunt me, it was my fault for what just happened five minutes ago. I had pushed Yami away because I was scared. I wasn't afraid of him, but because I didn't know what he might have done to me.
I remember what it had said it that Vampire book.
/ Chapter 8 - Lust
Vampires have great need for blood, but an even greater need for the innocence and virginity of humans. Many Vampires will target one person that is innocence and is pure of mind, heart, and soul, usually virgins, before going after them to fulfill their need for lust.
Professor Pay, Vampire specialist \
I had shaken with fear after I had read that part. But I had pushed it aside, thinking that out of all the people in the world, no way he'd pick me. But I was dead wrong.
When I felt his cool, gentle hand touch my skin very softly, it felt really good. But I knew that I was in danger of being.. of being....oh- I can't say it. I could never, and will never say it. Really, I can't even think it. It's too scary. But, I knew that I was in danger.
That's why I had pushed him away. But after I did, I felt really bad. I had stopped him from doing what he should have done. I know that he said that it wasn't true, but I didn't believe him, because of how he seemed to be fighting with himself when he was around me.
And it kind of scares me, but...I kind of, wanted him to take me. But I had pushed him away, and he'd probably never forgive me.
But the worst part about it was that he blamed himself, and I knew that it wasn't his fault. And that just made the pain worse, because I knew it was my fault.
I turned over, facing away from Yami, and buried my head into my pillow. The only thing that I could hope for would be that things would work out soon, and that when I woke up tomorrow, Yami would still be here.
"Yugi," I heard Yami say. I guess he knew that I wasn't really asleep. I turned over and saw him sitting on the edge of my bed.
"I don't blame you. It is not your fault for what happen." He said, watching me with his dark lavender eyes.
"But I-"
"No. It isn't your fault." He said, he then laid back, so that he fell onto his back, at the bottom of my bed, his arms behind his head, signaling that he didn't want to talk about this anymore.
"What are you doing tomorrow, Yugi?" he asked me, the subject of our talk changing. I guess when he said it wasn't my fault, he really, really meant it.
I groaned. "Tomorrow I have to go to school."
"Oh." was Yami's reply. "Then I think you should go to sleep young one."
I nodded.
"Don't worry, I'll watch over you." Yami said with a hint of a smile.
"Thank you, Yami." I said, turning over. I dug my head into my pillow so Yami couldn't see me smile. Somehow, I think our relationship had just gotten stronger. I then drifted off to sleep.
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Yami: Oh, thank you. (grabs on to and hugs me.)
YAMI! What are you doing?
Yami: Saying thank you.
For what?
Yami: Well, I thought that you would make me hurt Yugi. But I was wrong. So thank you.
Oh.
Sharp: (sighs) Now can I leave?
Yes.
Sharp: (runs off like death is after him.)
Hm. I guess he didn't like it.
Yami: Yeah. To bad.
Yeah. So, how did you guys like it? Please review and tell me because I want to know if I should keep writing.
Yami: You better.
Hey! Quit threatening me Yami.
Yami: Sorry.
O.k. See you guys in the next chapter. Bye. ^_^
R + R = Chapter 6
Yami: Finally.
And to help me out, please welcome our special guest.
Yami: We have "guests" now? Great.
Oh Yaaaaaaami. (whispers something in his ear.)
Yami: Really?
Yep
Yami: 0_0
Anyway, say hello, Sharp.
Sharp: (comes walking in) Hi.
Yami: 0_0
Sharp: What's wrong with him?
Oh, nothing. I just told him that there is going to be romance in this chapter.
Sharp: But you said that in chapter 4 and there wasn't any.
Well there will be in this chapter.
Sharp: O.k. But what type of romance is this?
Well...let me just tell it this way. Yami + instincts + Yugi + Bed = What?.
Yami: 0_0
Sharp: Ohhhhh. I'll see you later then. (starts walking off)
Oh no you don't. (grabs onto him and pulls him back.) You're not going anywhere.
Sharp: But I don't like that kind of stuff.
Well...tough. I'd like to thank : AngelsKitten, Princess Strawberry, blah, I luv Yugi and Kurt so :p, darkdragon, little maiden, Keisha, Zypher, Burning-Yami-Rain, jampom78, and Gothic Angel Sierra for reviewing and emailing me.
Sharp: (sighs)
Yami: 0_0
Ok lets get started.
Yami: 0_0
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Chapter 5 ~ Giving Up
*Yami's View*
Lighting flashed in the sky, illuminating the darkness and making the raindrops look like small amounts of liquid light.
I sat on the windowsill of Yugi's room, watching the rain fall against the house and slip down the windowpane. Yugi was sound asleep in his bed, having drifted off about an hour ago.
I sighed, looking at my reflection on the glass, streaked by rain. And I knew that it was time, to fight.
~Yami. ~ My instincts hissed at me in the back of my mind.
~What do you want?~ I asked angrily.
~You know.~ they answered. Oh yes, I knew what they wanted. The wanted me to take Yugi. But not in blood, no. They wanted me to hurt him, take his innocence. But not to feed, not just yet anyway.
~Quit fighting me Yami. I know that you want too. I can feel it, deep down in your heart. You want to be with him, don't you?~
I shook my head, but in couldn't deny that I wanted to be with Yugi. Both times that I was close to him, something bubbled up inside me, something other than my instincts. This new feeling was strong, and I made me feel really good.
~Just go.~ My instincts said. ~Do it now.~
I shook my head again and covered my ears with my hands. I felt like I should pitch myself off and onto the floor, but I didn't, because I knew it wouldn't do any good.
"I will fight you." I growled. "I won't let you win."
My instincts then seemed to take pity on me. ~Oh, but Yami. Don't you want to love Yugi?" Oh no, they just hit a nerve.
"Y-Yes." I stammered out, I didn't want to admit it. I mean, I wanted to be with Yugi, badly. But if I should lose control...
~Then just go.~
And suddenly, I kind of lost it. My instincts and my love for Yugi seemed to bond together against me. So, I lost.
~Alright.~ I smiled. ~But I'm doing this for him, not you. I won't hurt him.~
My instincts seemed a little put out about what I had just said, but they were happy. I had let them win, for now.
I got off the sill and walked over and onto the end of the bed. Yugi was still asleep, but he had rolled onto his back. He was in prefect position.
I edged up and leaned over Yugi so that my body was parallel to his.
"Yugi." I whispered gently into his ear. The young one stirred and slowly opened his eyes. Sleep clouded his vision, but he could still tell it was me.
"Hi, Yami." Yugi breathed, smiling lightly. "What time is it?"
"Shhh." I said, reaching up to stroke Yugi's hair. "I'll tell you later. O.k."
My fingers gently flowed thought the tri-colored strands of Yugi's hair. It was surprisingly soft and cool to the touch. So I enjoyed it as I wrapped a tendril of the young one's hair around my index finger, taking extra care not to pull or cause any pain to young Yugi.
After I was finished I gently release Yugi's hair, before looking down and catching him in my gaze. The young one stared back at me with wide eyes, his mouth slightly open, as if he didn't know what to say or how to act in this situation.
"Y-Yami.I-I." I smiled at his failing attempts to speak. Yugi was a virgin, and a sweetly naïve one at that. So he wasn't used to being played with. Yugi saw me smile and blinked, fear coming into his soft eyes. He was getting worried about what he read in the evil book that still lay under his bed. I knew that that must be it.
I had to erase Yugi's fear before I went on, or he would never let me get close enough to him. So, I reached up and gently pushed some of the golden bangs out of Yugi's violet eyes.
"Yugi," I said, using them same voice I had used out on the street. "I promised you that I wouldn't hurt you. Remember?" I then leaned down, very slowly. I didn't want to go to fast, for the fear of scaring him.
Yugi nodded slightly and then he froze, seeing how close I was to him. My lips almost brushed against his sweet ones. "Just wanted you to know." I said, my breath fanning his lips. "I always keep my promises."
I heard Yugi gasp and when he didn't breath out I knew that he was holding his breath. I watched him for a moment, him just laying underneath me, eyes wide, breath caught in his chest, not willing to just let go.
So I had to make the frist move huh? Prefect. I gently brushed my lips against his, letting his shock fire up and then slowly die, while his held breath slowly left him.
After everything he held inside disappeared, every fiber in his body relaxed, and he lay softly on the bed. I gently pried Yugi's mouth open, which deepen the kiss we shared. He tasted cool, sweet, and pure, just what I had thought he'd be.
A small moan came up though Yugi's throat, and I knew that he was enjoying the feeling I was giving him. Anyone would. But then again, I was touching him like this for him and his pleasure, not for someone else. I had never done this to anyone else, and I would never do it again, except to Yugi that is. And besides, if Yugi was enjoying this now, he would melt when I continued to the next step. He had no idea what was coming.
I slowly trailed my hands down the front of Yugi's shirt, feeling the fabric and undoing the buttons that kept me from touching the heart of this beautiful angel.
I undid about three buttons, which gave me enough space to reach out and gently touch Yugi's skin. It felt like I had just touched silk. Yugi's skin was warm, smooth, and soft, and I felt like Yugi was the most prefect creature that ever walked on this earth.
I could feel a soft heartbeat thrumming in Yugi's chest, something that I didn't have. But I wish that I did.
But suddenly, Yugi breathed in quickly though his nose, and I knew something was wrong. I pulled my hands away from him, slightly upset that I had to leave the gentle heart, but I was more concern about Yugi and what had upset him.
Yugi quickly broke our kiss and wrapped his fingers around and closed the opening in his shirt. What? What had happened? He looked up at me, his eyes filled with a fear more powerful then I had ever seen in him. He mutely shook his head back and forth, trying to tell me what was going on without saying anything to me.
"Please Yami, don't. Not yet." He pleaded to me, his eyes fixed on mine. What was he talking about? I mean, I know that he's a virgin but why- Wait a minute! I should have known. How could I've been such an idiot! I shouldn't have gone so fast. Yugi only met me yesterday night, I should have waited before I touched him.
I jumped off of the bed backwards and landed on the floor. "I am very sorry, Yugi." I said sadly. I then turned around, kicked the floor with my foot, and muttered to myself about how I was such an idiot.
I sat back on the windowsill, keeping my eyes away from Yugi. I didn't want to see how much I had hurt him.
But behind me I could feel Yugi staring at me, and I knew I had to say something.
"I won't do anything you don't want me to do, Yugi. I will stop, if you want me too." At this I turned my head and looked at Yugi. He no longer had any fear in his eyes but was just watching me, trying to figure something out.
Then I heard his tiny voice come out though the darkness. "I'm sorry." He said.
I blinked. "What?" I asked. Was Yugi apologizing? Why? I was the one who almost really hurt him. I was the one being stupid. So why was he saying that he was sorry?
"I'm sorry." Yugi said again. "I'm sorry that I stopped you from taking me."
I gasped and had to shake my head to see if what I had just heard was true. It was. It was true. "Oh, Yugi." I said, sadly shaking my head while watching him with concerned eyes. "Don't be sorry. It's my fault."
"No, it's not." Yugi said, climbing out of his bed and walking over to me. "It's not your fault. I read in that book, about how vampires were attracted to virgins."
I opened my mouth to argue, but Yugi cut me off. "Don't deny it. I can tell that you're fighting with yourself. And it's all because of me."
I watched Yugi with sad eyes. I wanted to reach out and touch him, hold him and let him know that it really wasn't his fault. But I was afraid that if I did, I would take him, breaking the comforting words I had just said to him.
Yugi looked at the floor and started murmuring something under his breath. I didn't catch what he was saying until about the third time he said it. "I'm sorry. It's my fault. It's mine."
And at that moment, I knew that I had to do something, no matter what the risk.
I hopped down from the sill and picked the still murmuring Yugi up, getting him to lay on his back in my arms. I then carried him over to his bed and gently laid him down.
His eyes were open only a little bit, but by the way he was acting, he wasn't going to fall asleep any time soon. There was one thing I could do to get him to sleep. But it was something that called upon my vampire instincts, and I didn't really want to do it. If I lost control... I would bite and kill Yugi.
"I'm sorry. It's my fault. It's mine." Yugi murmured again. I looked deep into his eyes and knew that I didn't have any choice. Yugi's eyes were dull and he badly needed rest. So I'd have to do it, whether I wanted to or not.
I sighed and placed two fingers over Yugi's soft lips to quite him. "Shhhh." I said. I then looked right at him, to tell him that I was getting serious. "I'm not going to hurt you, Yugi."
Yugi sighed and closed his eyes for a minute. It was time. I had to do it now.
I lean down and started whispering in Yugi's ear. "A ca da hey. Sleep little one." This was an old chant that all vampires know. It is usually used right before the vampire bites some one. I felt my fangs coming out and it would just hurt my concentration if I worried about them. So I just let them come out and continued. "A sha ta cay.." I couldn't say the last part. It would scare Yugi. And if your wondering why, then let me tell you. "Sleep so I can kill you." Not a very good thing to say, is it?
I heard a soft sigh and when I looked over, Yugi was asleep. I guess the part of my words and shear exhaustion had tried him out. I gently ran my hand though his hair before going back and sitting on the windowsill again. Watching the still falling rain.
~*~
*Yugi's View*
Yami thought that I was asleep, but I wasn't. I had only pretended to fall asleep so he wouldn't worry about me. I didn't like it when people worried about me. I felt like I didn't deserved to be worried about.
Since Yami had return to the sill I lay on my back, eyes closed but not very tried. I had too much to think about right now, to even think of sleeping.
A million questions lay unanswered in my mind, all to hard to answer on my own. But some of them I had to answer, because they were too personal to tell anyone else.
So I started on the frist one. The terrible feeling that had started to haunt me, it was my fault for what just happened five minutes ago. I had pushed Yami away because I was scared. I wasn't afraid of him, but because I didn't know what he might have done to me.
I remember what it had said it that Vampire book.
/ Chapter 8 - Lust
Vampires have great need for blood, but an even greater need for the innocence and virginity of humans. Many Vampires will target one person that is innocence and is pure of mind, heart, and soul, usually virgins, before going after them to fulfill their need for lust.
Professor Pay, Vampire specialist \
I had shaken with fear after I had read that part. But I had pushed it aside, thinking that out of all the people in the world, no way he'd pick me. But I was dead wrong.
When I felt his cool, gentle hand touch my skin very softly, it felt really good. But I knew that I was in danger of being.. of being....oh- I can't say it. I could never, and will never say it. Really, I can't even think it. It's too scary. But, I knew that I was in danger.
That's why I had pushed him away. But after I did, I felt really bad. I had stopped him from doing what he should have done. I know that he said that it wasn't true, but I didn't believe him, because of how he seemed to be fighting with himself when he was around me.
And it kind of scares me, but...I kind of, wanted him to take me. But I had pushed him away, and he'd probably never forgive me.
But the worst part about it was that he blamed himself, and I knew that it wasn't his fault. And that just made the pain worse, because I knew it was my fault.
I turned over, facing away from Yami, and buried my head into my pillow. The only thing that I could hope for would be that things would work out soon, and that when I woke up tomorrow, Yami would still be here.
"Yugi," I heard Yami say. I guess he knew that I wasn't really asleep. I turned over and saw him sitting on the edge of my bed.
"I don't blame you. It is not your fault for what happen." He said, watching me with his dark lavender eyes.
"But I-"
"No. It isn't your fault." He said, he then laid back, so that he fell onto his back, at the bottom of my bed, his arms behind his head, signaling that he didn't want to talk about this anymore.
"What are you doing tomorrow, Yugi?" he asked me, the subject of our talk changing. I guess when he said it wasn't my fault, he really, really meant it.
I groaned. "Tomorrow I have to go to school."
"Oh." was Yami's reply. "Then I think you should go to sleep young one."
I nodded.
"Don't worry, I'll watch over you." Yami said with a hint of a smile.
"Thank you, Yami." I said, turning over. I dug my head into my pillow so Yami couldn't see me smile. Somehow, I think our relationship had just gotten stronger. I then drifted off to sleep.
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Yami: Oh, thank you. (grabs on to and hugs me.)
YAMI! What are you doing?
Yami: Saying thank you.
For what?
Yami: Well, I thought that you would make me hurt Yugi. But I was wrong. So thank you.
Oh.
Sharp: (sighs) Now can I leave?
Yes.
Sharp: (runs off like death is after him.)
Hm. I guess he didn't like it.
Yami: Yeah. To bad.
Yeah. So, how did you guys like it? Please review and tell me because I want to know if I should keep writing.
Yami: You better.
Hey! Quit threatening me Yami.
Yami: Sorry.
O.k. See you guys in the next chapter. Bye. ^_^
R + R = Chapter 6