His Desire

Hi! I'm back with a new chapter! This time it's in Sakura's point of view and again I'm sorry if it's really short but the next chapter will be longer it won't be too long but it won't be just a page.

'Loss, everyone looses something in their life. I know I couldn't protect those who were important to me. As I look in the mirror I see myself forcing a smile. I try to show a friendly smile to everyone but Sasuke. Whenever I look at him I try to smile but it's hard especially with him, will he mock and laugh at what I have done to myself, will I become like him. I fear becoming like him, unable to smile just like what I'm doing now I find it hard to show a smile from the heart and showing no emotion to others. Somehow I believe I believe that no one really know who I am, their always being misunderstood by my appearance, does anyone know that I have suffered as well, that I was hated like Naruto, it was hard for me because unlike Naruto and Sasuke I was unable to move on although I'm not fully sure about Sasuke but Naruto was able to make a decision that will make himself happy but for me when I was younger I couldn't even make my own decision and that's still the case I don't know if I should leave and look for my brother, Kyoshiro, the man who murdered my family. But I know that I shouldn't be like Sasuke, I don't want anyone to know what happened to me, I don't want anyone involved. I understand what Sasuke feels, but do I truly love him or was it just an illusion? Is love an illusion? But even if I do wear a mask to hide the feelings I have so that no one can notice, I can never hide my true feelings from myself. This is me, this is my sadness, my regret, my sorrow….'

R&R please.