AUTHOR'S NOTES

Harry: You are an awful author. You haven't updated for weeks. Tsk tsk

Author: I know. I'm sooooooooo sorry that I took sooo long to update it's just that I

had school stuff, reading and friend stuff…… ughhhhhh……I was so busy.

It also didn't help that I had no idea what this chap would be about. Serious

writer's block. SORRY!

Harry: You truly are awful

Author: Shut up or I'll call Mads again.

Harry:

Author: Ahhhh sweet silence. Now if I could only silence the voices in my

head. Well you can't have your cake and eat it too……..wait if I can't

eat it then why do I want it? Hmmmmmmm interesting…….ok now I'm

hungry or it could be called Hungary. Huh. I wonder if people there

are always hungry…………………….Today

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Today was truly a great day, Ron thought. I spent almost the whole day with Harry playing quidditch one on one and before we left the dormitory he gave me a quick peck on the cheek. I loved today! Ron stared at the fire as his hand stroked the bushy hair of his girlfriend. This was common routine and the gesture was automatic. On Saturday night after everyone went to bed, Ron and Hermione could be found in the common room talking or just enjoying each others presence. Ron had secretly enjoyed these 'mini dates' (as he called them) even though he always complained to Hermione about how they should be snogging not talking. He learned more about Hermione during these dates than he had in the years they had been friends. He learned about her parents, her life before Hogwarts, her insecurities, her dreams and goals. In turn Ron also shared parts of himself and they truly bonded during these dates.

Today they weren't talking though. Hermione still wasn't over the fight they had yesterday though she had cooled down enough to sit next to Ron and let him put his arm around her. Yes he's an insensitive git, Hermione thought as she sat on the couch with Ron. But he's a cute insensitive git and I've liked him for sooo long.

Ron wasn't talking because he had a lot of things on his mind. He had to choose between Harry and Hermione. Harry's smiles melted Ron's insides. Harry's eyes were pools of green Ron wanted to get lost in. If I like Harry so much then why can't I seem to breakup with Hermione? Why is it that I don't think breaking up with Hermione is the right thing to do? Why do I love Hermione also? I do. I love Hermione. Why does love have to be so confusing? I hate love……I really do.

"Ron" Hermione said softly. "Um……well is anything wrong?"

Ron looked down at the girl in his arms. "Why do you ask Hermy?"

Hermione smiled at the pet name before she responded. "Well lately it like things have changed. You seem…. I dunno….distant. Has anything happened?"

Ron was ready to blurt out everything to her. He couldn't keep his feelings to himself anymore. He had to tell someone, anyone about his confusing dilemma. Hermione had been Ron's friend before they had started dating. She'll understand……right? I love Hermione. I love Harry. I love Hermione. I love Harry. I love Hermione. I love Harry. I love Hermione. I love Harry. I love Hermione. I love Harry. I love Hermione. Why do I love them both? It has to be one or the other. I have to choose NOW.

"Hermione, I have to tell you something," Ron finally said. He shifted so that he was face to face with her.

"What is it?" Hermione said with concern.

"Hermione I love…"

I know it's short. Sorry. Also ending like this is just so mean……..gosh I love being evil. I beg u guys to review……seriously I'm on my hands and knees. PLZ REVIEW! REVIEW PLZ!