Authors note: I have no clue how i'm going to end the story or how i'm taking the rest of the story inbetween now and the end, i'm making it up chapter by chapter.

Regrets

She sat at her computer desk drawing, her picture was of her in the rain, standing there with tears coming down her eyes and one word next to her face.."Regret." She did regret going out there and telling Jake she still loved him, how could she do that to Lucas? To the guy she was with, to the guy she loved. Peyton signed onto the messenger she often used, her buddylist showed up, Peyton was shocked to see that Lucas was on. She quickly clicked up an instant message box and began to type.

Punkn'Disorderly: 'Lucas, i'm sorry, I didn't mean to kiss him, it just kind of happened, I feel so bad, i'm sorry, I don't know what else to say' Peyton wrote as she sat there, she pushed the enter button which sent the message, after a few minutes, she didn't get an answer.

Punkn'Disorderly: Lucas, come on, talk to me.

Ravens03: What Peyton?

Punkn'Disorderly: I'm sorry.

Ravens03: I bet you are.

Punkn'Disorderly: Lucas, i'm really sorry, I love you.

Ravens03: I love you too.

Punkn'Disorderly: Can you forgive me?

Ravens03: I'm honestly not sure. What happened really hurt me.

Peyton sighed as she saw Lucas sign offline. He seemed like he didn't have much to say to her, but who would blame him? She was kissing her exboyfriend in the rain and openly admitted she still loved him, Peyton wasn't too proud of herself at the moment. She felt bad for hurting Lucas, but she saw the pain on Jake's face, she couldn't let him leave like that, she had to atleast tell him she was sorry, but it turned into more, it turned into something else, she didn't mean for it to happen. She sighed as she got up and grabbed her trademark black leather jacket, it was still raining outside, but Peyton didn't care, she felt like walking outside in the rain, maybe it could hide her tears. Peyton ran from her house, it was the last place she wanted to be. She began walking, she didn't know where to go, she randomly found herself standing in a place she didn't want to be, infront of Luke's house. She stood there feeling guilty, wanting to walk up and knock on the door, but she couldn't bring herself to do it.

She stood there until someone came up behind her scaring her. She turned around taking a deep breath, it was only Nathan. She tried to give a bit of a fake smile, but she couldn't even manage that. Nathan could tell something was wrong with her. "Hey Nate." She said as she looked at him wonder why he was walking in the rain too.

"Hey Peyton. What are you doing out here?"

"Just kind of walking and I ended up here."

"Go inside and talk to Luke."

"I can't."

"Why not?"

"We're not exactly on speaking terms right now." She said as she looked down not making eyecontact.

"Peyton, i'm sure that Lucas and you will be okay by night or something, you two are too close not to be cool by then." He said with a smile as he started making his way past her. "Bye Peyton." He said as he began jogging again. Peyton waved bye alittle bit as she walked to the door that was the entrance to Luke's room. Peyton stood there and took a deep breath before knocking. Peyton stood there for a second until he answered the door. He sighed and began to close the door until Peyton pushed it open with her hand. "Lucas, stop, we need to talk." She said walking in.

"What is there left to talk about?" He asked standing there with a bit of an annoyed look on his face.

"Lucas, I didn't mean for that to happen! I coudln't let him leave the way he did." She said in desperation.

"I know Peyton, I get it." He said as she grabbed her a towel from his bathroom. Handing it to here he sighed. "We'll work this out, i'm sure." He said.