Disclaimer: No this isn't mine. Really, sulks with exams coming up I don't have time anyway.

Ano sa… this is really my first ever attempt at fanfiction so shrugs go easy guys. Suicidal! Rikou and Depressed! Khazahaya.

Um…yeah. Well, enjoy blushes madly and runs away

Khazahaya had always known Rikou could break things with his power, of course. But he had never expected Rikou to break, the underlying desperation under all the annoying words and things he did, especially waking him up at dawn each day or simply annoying the hell out of Kazahaya.

Still, staring at the dreary reality of the grave in front of him with Kakei and Saiga behind him Kazahaya wished with all his heart that he had seen what lay underneath the gestures and the words, the plea

"See me…, Help me…"

It had been bad too, those final few days they'd had, when Rikou had refused to let Kazahaya come near enough to touch him, or used the last of his strength to hide his future from Kakei. But there was nothing Kazahaya could do now, so he turned, ignoring the tears and Kakeis' or Shaigas' sympathy and left Rikou, in his grave in peace and away from the memories and visions that were slowly overcoming him.

"Besides, it wouldn't be too long" Kazahaya thought before he too, would lie in a grave beside his love.