Authors note; Sorry I haven't updated in a while I have three brothers who feel a need to hack into my email and read my fanfic ones so brothers if you are reading this stop it!

I put Natalia to bed and got her eventually got her to go to sleep, I

had not though been to the toilet in several hours so I tried to find

one behind the many doors in what seemed like a mansion, I stood

there for a while wondering which cool silver handle to turn when I

just decided to ask the man himself so I tiptoed down stairs, I

would have liked to say this was because I didn't want to disturb

Paul's phone call but it was actually because I wanted to over hear

his conversation "Damn! I needed to tell him I needed to warn him

she's gonna see him she's gonna find out she gonna-"

"Umm… Paul, where's the bathroom" I know I had no right to listen

in to his phone call but it turns out he wasn't on the phone anyway

but the words that had come out of his mouth had made me very

Suspicious. As Paul directed me to the bathroom I tried not to

Stare into his fierce blue eyes that were staring at me. After going

to the toilet and having a quick soak in the bath I did what I do

every special occasion that he is not here for, I rang CeeCee

"Hello"

"Oh hi Adam, is CeeCee there?"I heard Adam calling for CeeCee, Adam and CeeCee had got married

several months before Jesse and me, a jab of pain whooshed

through me as I thought of our wedding day.

"Suze, hello, Suze? " I snapped out of memory lane and woke up

to reality "Yeah I'm here sorry"

"are you alright Suze, I mean seeing as"

"Yeah I'm fine" suddenly nervous she probably wasn't gonna like

where I was sitting right now "So I tried to ring you today but there

was no answer, were you out?" I bit my lip here goes "umm… yeah

CeeCee listen I'm at er Paul house" I waited for her reaction

"What? Suze what the hell are you doing there?"

"well… I think Paul might have something to do with Jesse

disappearing" there was silence for a while "Suze I'm not letting you

stay there by yourself I'm coming round I'll be there soon, ok?" and

then she hung up not wanting me to reply. Great this is all I need,

this trip just seemed to be one big mission academy reunion.