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'Jesse you know that's not true don't you know that you had never
lived in New York before and that Paul isn't your friend and that
that…' 'ssshhh' he said putting a finger to my lips "I know I know'
he said 'so Susannah tell me about my real life' I half laughed 'you
wouldn't believe me if I told you' I said shaking my head 'please
Susannah I know nothing about my past life nothing' So I told him
Everything, I started by telling him about Natalia 'where is she?'
He asked 'she's back at our house with Cee Cee I didn't want to
Leave them at Paul's house so I rang them' and then I got down
To the hard stuff the stuff that really I knew Jesse would never
Believe. When I had finished several hours later Jesse who had
Been quiet the whole time said 'I'm sorry but I find that very hard
to believe' I looked down at my hands 'no seriously Jesse you were
a doctor you were amazing always-' ok I admit I was avoiding the
subject 'no Susannah the bit about me being a ghost the bit
about me seeing and talking to dead people the bit about me living
in the 18th century' I pulled back my chair and stood up 'if you
think this is funny to play with people's minds like this then you can
think again seriously that is sick' I blinked away the tears that had
started to appear in my eyes ' I'm sorry Jesse, I'm gonna leave now
our daughter and I won't bother you again, I need to go and talk to
Paul anyway'
'no, no way are you going to talk to Paul, he is quite a violent man
you know' I almost burst out laughing 'really you think' I said
sarcastically, Jesse raised one eyebrow at me 'please don't go I will
go' I smiled Jesse may have lost his memory but he still had the
same manors 'Jesse' I began 'I don't think you are really in the right
state to do that' I said gesturing at his broken leg and arm and the
countless amounts of gashes and scars on him 'anyway' I said 'I
have to go, and I'm sorry again' I turned to leave for the second
time but Jesse firmly but gently gripped my wrist I turned back to
look at him 'no querida wait' the single word querida sent a pang
through me, I had longed to hear that word from those lips for
so long. I looked deep into his never ending dark pools of eyes
and then we kissed.