Notes before we start: This chapter is from Naruto's point of view. And I must say now, I'm still sorry for being evil in the last chapter. –sobsquietly-
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto, and any of the characters in this Fan fiction. I'd love to, but it's not going to happen any time soon.
Warning: Mild Yaoi references ahead. Don't flame the NaruSasu and the KakaSaku:3
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Naruto stood there, twitching slightly as Kakashi waved over Sakura. The pink haired girl walked over to Kakashi and took his hand.
"Sorry if I interrupted anything here guys, I just saw you two at our old hangout spot and I-"
"Get lost. Right now!" Naruto shouted at Kakashi. "You just ruined everything for me! I hate you!" The yellow haired boy started running towards his house, tears streaming down his face. He didn't even look back to see Sasuke. He didn't even know if he had heard his confession.
All Naruto could think of was what Sasuke was thinking of what Kakashi had just ruined. Even the weather seemed to be mocking him as the clouds started gathering and raining on him. His headband became loose, and Naruto had to carry it as he ran through the puddles back to his house.
Sure, Kakashi had messed up things with him and Sakura about ten years ago, but that was then and this was now. He had finally gotten the chance to tell Sasuke that he loved him, and Kakashi had just messed up another part of his life. He wouldn't be able to face any of them again… They'd just have to be a lost memory along with his mom and dad. He couldn't even remember them, but he didn't care. Sakura, Kakashi and Sasuke would soon be forgotten as well.
He burst into his house, slamming the door and running straight to the couch. He was soaked to the bone, but he was so numb, he couldn't feel the cold of the rain on his skin. How was he going to forget someone he loved so much? Sakura was quite easy to forget about, since she was just a silly crush he had when he was younger, but Sasuke… Sasuke could easily be classified as Naruto's first friend, rival, love and only brother.
They might not have always seen eye to eye, but Sasuke had always looked after him, even since they were little. Naruto always managed to smile when Saskue smiled with him, even if Sasuke was laughing at him, he laughed with him in his mind. He didn't seem to show it all the time, but he admired Sasuke in every way possible.
A knock echoed through the house as Naruto tried to calm himself down. He didn't want to get up and see who it was, but his body seemed to move towards the door. Naruto opened it slowly and then noticed Sasuke's face. He slammed it shut.
"Leave me alone! I don't want to know you anymore! I hate you!" Naruto obviously didn't mean this. He felt the exact opposite, but after what Kakashi had done to him, he wouldn't forget him.
There was a long pause, and all Naruto could hear was himself crying like a girl. He really didn't want Sasuke to see him like this, or to hear him. Sasuke would just call him as stupid dobe and ignore him for the rest of his life. However, as Naruto's crying softened, Sasuke spoke once more.
"May I come in?" Sasuke asked, as if he had ignored everything Naruto had just said.
It was if a light had burst through the rain and made Sasuke understand. Naruto stood up, wiping his tears away and opened the door slowly, letting the soaking wet Sasuke in. He sat down on the couch he had previously been crying on, turning the cushion with all of the tear stains over so Sasuke wouldn't see it.
"I've never been in your house before." Were Sasuke's first words before he sat down on the chair next to the Sofa that Naruto was sitting on. "It's quite nice."
"T-Thank you." Naruto blushed, wiping some more tears away. "Why did you follow me..?" He asked, looking at Sasuke. He had a gentle look on his face, as if to say 'It will be okay, I am here now'.
"I wasn't going to follow you, until I noticed this picture of me on my doorstep." Sasuke held out the picture Naruto kept in his pocket.
"M-My picture! It must have fallen out a long time ago, it's faded…" Naruto blushed more, snatching the picture back from Sasuke and pushing it into his pocket once more.
"Now it's my turn to ask the questions." Sasuke sighed, grasping his hands together and looking down. "What is the reason you were going to tell me for why you were depressed?" Naruto tried to answer, but he was so nervous, he had to run to the bathroom. He felt like he was going to vomit, but he just couldn't. His heart was going so fast he could barely control it, and he felt like he was about to pass out. Why didn't he feel this way every time he told Sakura that he loved her? Maybe, he never really loved her..?
Naruto shook his head, calming down slightly and didn't feel as sick as he did. Sasuke was stood outside the bathroom door, his arms folded. He pinned Naruto against the wall, his head now pressed against Sasuke's. Now he really felt like he was going to choke and die. "You're not running away from me this time Naruto. Tell me the truth. Why were you depressed?"
"Because of How I feel for you!" Naruto winced slightly, waiting for Sasuke to hit him. However, it didn't come. Sasuke was smart, but he didn't always catch on quickly.
"And how do you feel about me..?" Sasuke's voice seemed to echo in Naruto's head, and his pulse quickened. He felt as if Sasuke could hear his heart beating since it was so loud, and just wanted Sasuke to put his arms down and let him run. But, he wasn't going to get that chance.
"I love you Sasuke!" Naruto shouted, pushing Sasuke off him slightly and closing his eyes. "Is that okay? Is it okay for me to love a man as much as I do? Is this a crime Sasuke? Is it!" Naruto was crying again, waiting for Sasuke's reply.
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Hum… Even if this chapter was written when I was a little tired, I think it came out really well! Naruto cries a lot though! Hehe, I really need to find someone to do me a picture of Naruto confessing to Sasuke while Sasuke has Naruto pinned to the wall. –sighsdreamily- I'd draw it myself, but it'd turn out rubbish… Anyway, I think that's enough for tonight. I might get some done tomorrow if I wake up early enough and sneak on before I revise for my SAT's. Goodnight!
