Here I am again!
Disclaimer: I don't own the Inu Yasha-gumi. Rumiko Takahashi does.
Chapter three
How to make things right
"I-Im so sorry! I knew it would make him jealous if I go to him... and because of that I did it...", Kagome cried into Sango's shoulder.
"Shh... he will forgive you if you explain it to him, I'm sure. He loves you too much to never speak to you again.", she tried to calm her down.
"No...", she whispered. "Now I broke it... there's no explaining... he hates me... I utilized his trust, I hurt his feelings! I'm so sorry.", she cried some more.
"Kagome!", Sango said with a stern voice and shook her. "That's really pathetic. How old are you? You can at least go to him and talk. The only one you're really sorry for is you at the moment. Don't melt in self pity. I can't help you out of this mess you created. Now go to him. Or you'll lose him forever.".
Kagome looked at her with big eyes. Sango had never scolded her like this. But she was probably right.
Kagome wiped her wet cheeks with the back of her hand. "You're right. I'll go and talk to him like an adult.".
Sango smiled. "And always remember that he loves you!".
Kagome said nothing but nodded and went out into the night to search Inu Yasha.
Remember that he loves you... , she heard the words in her head like an echo... I really wish he would, Kagome thought.
There he was... sitting in the meadow all by himself. The way how the moon made him shine in a silver glow, his even silver, long hair flowed around him and how his head was directed towards the sky made him look like an fallen angel, so forlorn and alone.
She sighed heavily and stepped towards him carefully.
"Inu Yasha... ", she said softly and so quite that she herself almost didn't hear it.
But he did and looked up to her, then he turned his head away from her and stared into the sky again, signalising... she didn't know what. He was as unreadable as a closed book.
"I wanted to talk to you.", she continued in a low, calm voice, sitting beside him.
"I didn't know it would have such an effect on you if I went with Koga.", she begun.
No response from him, not even a move.
"I really wanted to go home at that point of time, but there he was, and I was wet and cold... and mad about you... so I asked him if he could take me to a warm place. And he took me home with him. We weren't alone and we did nothing but talk. Really.".
A low, disbelieving "Keh" came from him.
"Inu Yasha... look at me, please.", she said. He did it, and looked her straight in the eyes. His golden ones searched something that said it was true.
"Have I ever told you lies? Didn't I speak the truth once? We made a promise, Inu Yasha, and I would never break any promise you and I made.", she said.
He looked away again, so she decided to speak further.
"He said some things that made me realize something about the relationship between me and you , then he brought me back to you. There was nothing between Koga and me. Nothing.", she explained.
He shook his head. "You have no respect of me, Kagome. None!".
"I do! I have lots of respect of you.", she protested.
"You still don't seem to get it.", he looked at her again. "If you would have respect, you wouldn't run away from me! I'm the male! Fuck, to hell if your time is different!", he said.
"How could I develop such deep respect of you, if you have none for me? You have to understand that I'm from a time where females not only cook and look after the children!". Kagome shook her head.
"That's not the point. I know that you are more independent than the women in my time. But you have to see me as the male. If I say stay, then stay. If I say get away, you have to get away.".
"I won't obey you like a puppy!", she said with indignation.
"Oh Kagome! How can anyone be as stupid as you? All I want to say is that you can't do as you will in front of other men! They have to know that you belong to me, or they'll probably want to take you!", he explained.
"But Koga knew that we...!", she said, confused.
"Because he knows your scent. If he didn't knew who you are, then he could have done anything. Even he respects the fact that you're mine, so why can't you?", he sighed.
"I... haven't thought about it in this way yet.".
They sat in silence for a while, in which Kagome thought about the things he had said, then it clicked inside her mind and she fully comprehended.
"Oh Inu Yasha, I'm so sorry. I didn't know that you thought in such a different way of it. I would have never guessed... I want to do everything right from now on. I promise, I'll do anything.", she said at least.
He let out a small laugh. "Oh no, don't promise me such a thing! Because I'll have to promise it too!", he grinned.
She grinned, too. "You won't do every thing possible for me? I'm deeply disappointed.", she faked a sad expression as she began to tickle him.
"No tickling, please!", he laughed as she sat upon him and let her fingers run lightly along his sides.
"I know your weak spot. What will you do now?", she grinned an leaned close to his face.
"Utilizing yours, of course!", he said as he kissed her deeply.
For now, it would be okay. But what about the times when it would get serious? When they really had to fight for their relationship? The times, when Kikyo was in his heart and mind? They really didn't know. For now, all they had was each others warmth and trust, it had to be enough. For now.
Hmm... I just realized that Kagome's really kind-hearted. How can she forgive him every time he goes to Kikyo, but he gets mad when she does the same with Koga... Oh my gosh, it's really been a few months since I wrote this!
Sorry if this was a short chapter, but it has to do... I'm busy with school, sorry!
