Empty
Summary: When you loose someone, you loose apart of your heart. You feel so empty. You feel abandoned. Oneshot
Pitter...patter…pitter….patter. The rain continued but it could never relieve the empty sadness that filled Bella's heart. To Bella nothing had meaning anymore. It was an empty world with no light and no hope for her dear angel had left her. Edward and the rest of the Cullen's had abandoned Bella, she was alone now.
The first month after they left she tried to move on, but her heart had just been ripped out and there was no hiding it. Her face turned an ashen grey, her once sparkling brown eyes turned dull, her hair a mess of knots.
Jessica, Angela, Mike, Eric, even Lauren tried to bring back her once lively spirit. But every time they tried she just slipped farther and farther away from them. She was empty.
To the uttermost horror of the residents of Forks, she even went as far as attempt suicide. Before she was fully lost to the land of the dead her father came and rushed her to the hospital. Once she had recovered to a certain degree, they sent her to a ward for the suicidal/ depressed people.
People came to visit her but she would never acknowledge them, her eyes were empty just as her heart was empty. Renee and Charlie knew that there daughter was beyond there help, but they thought that the Cullen's would be able to change their daughter. They put their money into finding the Cullens and bringing them to the ward to see Bella.
After a few weeks search they located them in Alaska. Without a moments hesitation they were off to retrieve them. They came to a large house that was tucked away deep in the woods. The Cullen's were shocked upon seeing Charlie and Renee there.
Charlie and Renee wasted no time they immediately began filling in the details of Bella's condition to the Cullen's. When they finished with there explanation all there was, was total silence. Everyone's heart was full of regret, pity, and fear. But nobody had more regret, or pity, or fear, than Edward Cullen did. Feeling guilt upon bringing this pain to Charlie, Renee, and especially on Bella they agreed to visit the ward.
When they all got to the ward they were once again saddened, Bella had once again attempted suicide. They had medical staff positioned in the room now to prevent her from another attempt. Charlie and Renee left the Cullens to see Bella because the two of them had began to weep.
Alice was the first to attempt to bread Bella from her emotionless and empty state. Alice went up to her and took her hands. Bella looked into Alice's eyes and nothing appeared in her own eyes, no sign of recognition. Alice smiled at her and said," Bella, its me Alice, remember? We shopped together and things? Do you remember?" but Alice received no response.
Rosalie just smirked and said," She is so weak and pathetic." Everyone rounded on Rosalie for that statement.
Jasper then turned his attention on Bella and tried to use his power to lighten her up. It had no affect on her she was lost and it was to late.
Everyone tried to cheer her up but nothing changed. Finally Edward came forward, it was the last attempt to bring her back from the deep depths of nothingness that she was in.
He put his hand on her cheek and turned her head to him. Her heart rate remained the same, but her eyes showed some recognition. They held a little sparkle but then it was gone like the dying glow of an ember. They spent another hour trying but at last they had to leave for visiting hours were over.
The next day they came to see her only to find that she had passed away last night of natural causes 'supposedly'. But they did find a letter on a nightstand it read:
I love you Edward Cullen
Forever and ever