Just so no would wonder: the fight with Phoebe unleashed those horrible memories and feelings inside Ashley, it is not the main point of everything.
Thanks for all the reviews, again. I hope you keep reading this. This chapter will give you much more information about Ashley's past. I hope you enjoy reading it.
Chapter five: The Truth about France"Okay, if I was Ashley's diary, where would I hide?" Wyatt wondered. He had looked everywhere. Or so it seemed. "Maybe I could just call for them", Paige said. "You can try", Wyatt said. "Ashley's diaries!" Paige said loudly. And all ten books appeared to her arms with blue lights. "Okay, you couldn't do that two hours ago?" "Oh, shut up, I found them didn't I? Hey guys, we found them!"
Piper, Leo, Chris, Mel, Lisa, Richard and Nick all ran to Ashley's room. "Where were they?" Leo asked. "Umm, actually I don't know, but that's not the point, is it?" Paige answered. She opened up one of the books and started reading it. "Okay, she wrote this when she was eleven. She wasn't unhappy then, right?" "No, I don't think she was. But there's ten books to search… It could take a while to find the right one", Piper said. "Or the right ones…" Chris said. He took one of the books, sat down and started to read it.
"Oh my God!" "What?" Leo asked and sat next to Chris. "She… She was raped… in France…" All the air seemed to disappear from the room. Piper looked at Chris like she wanted him to jump up and yell: Just joking! "Raped? My babygirl?" Piper whispered. Chris didn't say anything. He turned to next page. "This doesn't make any sense", he said, much to himself. "What doesn't?" Leo asked. "There's a nine month pause after that… I wonder what happened during that time." "Well, read forward. Out loud!" Piper commanded.
"6.5.2020. Dear diary. It happened today, about two hours ago… I gave a birth. I gave a birth to Jaq's daughter. But oh God, she is beautiful! I can't believe I won't be able to keep her! The Jillers (AN: I don't know any French last names… But the Jillers are her family in France) are gonna take good care of her. I know that. Even if I know that Jaq is going to be a part of my daughter's life more than me I know that he will be a good brother to her. But never EVER a dad. No… His parents admitted that what he did was wrong and that he doesn't deserve to be a father to a baby that he didn't or doesn't want. He just looked at her once and left. Just left! He didn't even say anything.
So the Jillers are gonna take the full custody of Prue. That's right, Prue. I just think she looks just like her. But anyway, they said I'm aloud to call and write anytime I like. And they're gonna send me pictures. Maybe someday she'll come looking for me. I'm gonna tell her everything. Because if this is some ones fault, it most definitely is not her fault. She's so… innocent. She's mine… for now, anyway. But two hours from now her name is gonna be Jiller. Oh God, I hope I'll be able to do a good power blocking potion! I most certainly don't want any demons to come after her!
I'll go home in three months. They can't find out, so I have to put my self in shape. Why can't they find out? Well, think about it! How do you think they would react? They would come France and kill Jaq and after that they would take Prue home. And I can't aloud that to happen. She has to have a normal and happy life, she belongs in France! And besides, I can't be around her when I'm not able to race her. I mean, for God's sake, I'm turning sixteen! I'm not a parent, even if I love my little girl. So much. That is why I'm gonna leave her here. She'll be happy. My little Prue is gonna be happy."
Everybody looked at Chris who looked back, pale as a ghost. "So that's why she was so weird when she came back. She had a baby!" "I just thought that she had a crush on someone and she had to leave him behind. God, why didn't she tell us!" Piper wondered. "Because she thought she knew what we're going to do. She just wanted her baby to have a normal life. Like mother like daughter, you know", Leo pointed out. "But she kept this a secret for all this time! That can't be easy, we could've helped her!" Piper said. "Could've we?" Wyatt asked. "Has anyone of us ever left a child behind? There's no way we could know what she felt like. Or what she FEELS like."
There was a silence. "You think there's more?" Piper asked, her voice shaking. "Oh yeah", Mel said. She had one of the diaries in her hands. She was even paler that Chris, if it was possible. "A lot more!"