the end of it all

I'm lost, but I don't want to be found

Crying in pain, but no one hears my sound

Lonely, but I don't need a friend

Maybe, I still need to pretend

Pretend that I was someone

Pretend my life wasn't that way

I wipe a tear away from my eye

And feel the blood, on my milky white hand

I hold my hands in front of my eyes in front of my eyes to see the damage, I have done

I'm out on my own, out in the cold

The shadows hissing curses, a thousand years old

No one beside me, no one who cares

I always knew, I should have taken the stairs

Darkness surrounds me, yet the dawn is breaking

I drop to the floor, as I can't stop shaking

Closing my eyes, I softly growl

'Satan, save me, I've been a bad girl'