Authors note: hey guys I'm really not sure what to do with this one. I could leave it as a one-shot or continue writing chapters for it. R&R tell me what you think I should do. The fanfic is a song-fic the song called someday.
How the hell we wind up like this?
"James, I think we need to talk. I think that we should go our separate ways, I mean we're only 18 and I think that back in Hogwarts our relationship was just……well… a school relationship. We were young and, well tell you the truth I think our relationship was just about the sex."
Lily said looking down at her feet. As James' eyes widened with disbelief.
"I've already packed, Chloe will be here soon to pick me up."
Lily said not making eye contact with James. She couldn't stand to see the pain on his face. But she knew she had to do this it was best for him, for his life.
"What? No! You can't leave, I love you doesn't that mean anything? Please Lils, I'm begging you stay. I'll do anything I'll clean more I'll stay home more I'll try to keep the reporters out of your face and I'll come home from work earlier. Please I'm begging you don't leave!"
James cried bending down onto his knees.
And why weren't we able to see the sings that we missed and try turn the tables.
Lily started to silently cry. She didn't want James to stop his Quidditch, He was famously known as England's glorious seeker. And she didn't mind him coming home late from work. Its not easy having to work at the Ministry these days.
"Please Lils, don't leave I love you to much."
James pleaded trying to make eye contact with Lily. But as much as he tried she avoided his gaze.
I wish you'd unclenched your fists and unpack your suit cases.
"James we're 18 we're young I think we need sometime alone. You know, see other people."
Lily said holding back her tears. James was young, he could still live his life fully he wasn't tied down like she was now. If she told him the truth about why she was leaving he would have gone insane not with anger but with happiness, But he was only 18 he could get up one day and leave her.
Knock….knock, knock…..Knock.
Lately there's been to much of this. But don't think its too late.
Nothings wrong just as you know that someday I will.
Someday, somehow gonna make it all right but not right now
"Lily get here now and open the door."
Yelled Chloe through the door.
"Its open."
Yelled Lily back still not looking at James. James looked back and forward at Chloe and Lily still trying to take everything in.
"I'll come to get the rest of my stuff later."
I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, somehow gonna make it all right but not right now I know you're wondering when
Lily walked into her and James' old room and grabbed anther three suit cases. Chloe followed and grabbed every suit case except a little toiletry bag which Lily held onto.
Chloe walked out of the bedroom and into the lounge room where James stood slightly shacking.
"Chloe, please as my sister as my twin sister please stop her from leaving you know how much I love her. Please Chlo I'm begging you help me."
Well I hoped that since we're here anyway We could end up saying Things we've always needed to say So we could end up stringing Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Lets rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a Hollywood horror
James pleaded Chloe. But even though it killed her Chloe walked out the front door carrying the bags. But she knew that as soon as Lily pulled her fucking head in it'll be ok, hopefully.
"Lily don't you dare walk out that door.'
James said rising his tempore.
"James, I can't take the stress anymore I can't take you anymore I can't take this anymore. And trust me if it was different I wouldn't be doing this but I have no choice.
I have to go."
Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow gonna make it all right but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, somehow gonna make it all right but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that)
Lily said as tears slowly rolled down her cheeks.
"Yes you do you can stay with me. I promise to change just don't leave and you'll see."
James sobbed.
"Goodbye James."
Lily said quietly and walked out of the flat as James slowly crumbled to the floor.
Lily walked down to where Chloe was sitting in the car crying.
"Lily, that was the hardest thing I ever had to do in my life. I couldn't even look at his face it was killing me Lily."
Chloe sobbed.
"I can't believe you decided to leave him instead of having a family with him."
Chloe continued to sob
How the hell did we wind up like this Why weren't we able To see the signs that we missed And try to turn the tables Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Lets rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a Hollywood horror
"He is only 18, his not ready to be a father. His too young. One day he could just get up and leave. I've seen it before. I will let my child suffer like that. It's best for him and the baby."
Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will
Lily said putting the car in first gear as they drove off.
Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) I know you're wondering when.
Authors note: Hey guys I got a survey type thing for you. If you want me to continue the story I will but if you don't I won't.
Your decision
Sarza
