A/N: Okay..found some lost reviews!
Drakulya: Ginny isn't talking by owl. It's kinda like Tom Riddle with HP and the Chamber of Secrets. Dumbledore put a charm on Ginny's diary so they could talk. And the writing is like the same. It pops up after the person writes something. But Hermione has to let Ginny know if she can peer in though! But if a Draco thing was to happenit would have it's own story type thing.
dan-lovr: Thank you!! I'm really flattered! Your message was one of the nicest ones I've gotten!!
Lisi: That's what I'm about, drama, drama, DRAMA! Yea, I was tryin to let the words kinda speak for themselves I suppose...
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Day 9:
LATE night
I saw Draco flip over and open his eyes, like he was considering what happened. He turned his head and saw me. He sighed. I already had a glass of water and some aspirin (He probably thought I cared) and as he reached out to get it, I snatched it away.
"No, no, Draco." I said as if I were talking to a three year old. He got up.
"Why not?"
"You're a Malfoy, you can deal." I said coldly. "Do you remember the past couple of hours?"
I waited.
"Everything's a little fuzzy." he answer.
"Okay, let me help you." I said sweetly and then promptly slapped him. He looked like he was pure shock, and gingerly touched his cheek. He couldn't believe I had slapped him. But I could tell that he remembered it now, loud and clear. His eyes now turned sad, almost apologetic but I didn't care.
"How in the flames of Hades did you get alcohol in there? And most importantly, can't you hold your liquor?" And it was true. He was drunk out of his mind at the Sixth Year dance and still convinced all the teachers that he wasn't drunk.
"I carry some, alright? And I wanted to feel it's effects. I didn't want to actually drink it."
"Well your little decision made a fool out of my in front of my friends and you called me a slut." I said, with hurt. "Yes Draco, insults hurt."
"I didn't mean it, you know that." he said.
"Nothing is ever said without a grain of truth to it." I said softly and looked at him. "You think I'm a slut. If not a slut then some player or whatever the girl term is...."
"I don't." he said gently and tried to dip my chin up. He was leaning down when I knocked his hand away.
"You think everything can be solved with a kiss? We haven't even talked about the others!" I said, vemon in my voice. "I don't know what you think of me. I don't know if you hate me or is your just using me since you don't have your precious air head Slytherin girls around you." I twisted my engagement ring off and put it down on the table. "This ring should represent love. That two people love each other enough that they are willing to be with each other FOREVER. And that when the other person is in trouble, THEY are in trouble. If that person has a problem, it is the other person's problem." I took a deep breath. "I'm only wearing it as a joke, a trick." I said tracing my finger on it.
"My parents have been married for who knows how many years. My mother wears an engagement ring. I don't want to wear it as a joke. I want to wear it because I know the person who gave it to me, loves me." I came up to him.
"We don't have love. We can like each other all we want, but like isn't love." I started toward the door. "I'll wear the ring in public but not anywhere else. I'm not betraying love that way." I shook my head. Draco was looking down a the floor. I set the water and aspirin down.
"Go ahead."
I felt like my heart was breaking as I leaned against the wall. Insults hurt, but his, even when drunk, still stung. I tried not to cry. I wasn't going to cry about him. I was wrong about him. I wasn't falling for him. I couldn't fall for someone with his past. If I got what I wanted, I could be dead. I blinked. No, my reasonable side was saying. I hadn't even fallen for him in the first place. You can't fall for someone after they tormented you for over 6 years and then be with them for nine days. But yet here I was, about to cry.....I did miss his presence. He had a huge one. I did miss having him around even if it was to yell at him. But I told him my biggest secret, my stage work and he didn't laugh. He almost supported me. I think. And then I had gotten some water and aspirin for him just on instinct. And he did follow me in the tunnel at Hogwarts.....No he couldn't like me and I didn't like him...he didn't go for my family type. So why was I caring? I groaned and almost kicked the wall. Screw reasonable thinking. I was fallin for the ferret...wiether I liked it or not. If not that, I was starting to like him like him. I really wanted to roll my eyes. I needed to get him out of my head. Tomorrow, I would try to spy. Head before heart. Yes, finally the one reasonable thing I had agreed on since I got here. I would try to spy.
Alone.
Okay strangle an apology out of Draco.
THEN I spy.
Okay this chapter might have sucked a lot. But I thought it was important bc she finally stands up to him and accepts that she likes Draco. And I wanted to do one more all about them chapter bc it's going to focus more on the spying and the secrets. But if it should suck a lot I'm sorry!
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