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January 15th
(Draco)
Well look what we've gotten ourselves into... Draco, here. I know I'm probably the last person you want to see, or much less read the hand writing of. But you seemed so damn attached to this bloody thing, I couldn't help but fill in what's been happening lately. When you wake up, you'll probably skip over these entries, thinking you had written them. I guess I'm hoping one day you'll realize, that while I might be the arrogant, jerk you say I am, that I'm a caring arrogant jerk.
You might not remember what happened but I saw you and Weasel scum walking together, hand in hand might I add. You don't waste any time do you? And my father came as I had feared, and tried to kill you. I think he probably put a bind on Weasel to keep him still, but he hit you with some curse. Next thing I know, I'm tackling my father. After he disappeared, I rushed to get a professor.
This is exactly why I broke up with you. I knew this would happen, and I can't bear seeing you just laying in this hospital bed. Damn it Hermione, you actually believed the crap I was saying about missing something... I only broke up with you because I cared about you. Fuck, you got me to care too much about you, that's what.
And to think I was thinking about getting back together with you, on New Years. But you pull that scum of a stalker and kiss him. I guess you've made your choice, even if it's the wrong one. I told him it's alright if he takes credit for rushing you to the hospital wing, even though it was me. It's better for you to be in love with the wrong person, somewhat safe than being with me and being possibly dead.
And he'll pay for doing this attack...I'll make sure of that.
You can't die Hermione, you just can't.
(Ginny)
Hey Mione, it's Ginny. I saw Draco writing in this, so I figure I might as well. That boy loves you, you know that? I was walking to your bed and I saw him. I'll be damned if that wasn't a tear he was wiping away. So I did the only thing it seems I can do right, talk. Yes, I talked to him. He only wants to protect you. I wish I could tell you everything he said to me, but he made me promise not to tell you. And I'm going to respect his wish, so I'll tell you in the only place you probably wouldn't look for an answer.
Draco wants Ron to look like the hero in all of this. You and I both know if you knew that Draco was the one who saved you, you would go back to him. And yes while you two both belong together, it's too dangerous. He loves you that much to let you be with someone else so you can live. Your incredibly lucky Hermione Granger, I hope you never forget that.
Please Hermione, wake up. It's so hard to be strong, the war is so close, we can taste it. We, everyone, needs you. Because your the one who keeps us together. Your the one who grounds us. Everyone's so worried, sure we act confident and everything in front of people, but we're so worried. You were hit with a pretty strong curse. Ron blames himself a lot, saying he should've done more when he couldn't have. (We both know his reflexs suck.) Plus a bind was put on him, he's alright though. Ron comes to see you everyday, but Draco comes to see you every night.
I think he's going to go after his father...If he does, he's asking for his death. Once this war is over, if you two aren't together, I sure as hell will get you two together again. That's a promise.
Follow Up Report:
Patient (Hermione Granger) awoke at 8:53 A.M, January 17.Patient is in stable condition, and seems to have no other injuries. Patient is on bed rest and to remain in hospital wing for observation.
January 18
(Hermione)
Um, wow, I was out for a while!
Okay that sounded really lame.
But what can you really say? Over the last hour, I've been filled in on what apparently happened. All I can say is wow...I never knew how important I really was to the war. I guess nothing ever becomes really clear until you almost die. But wow...I didn't know Ron was so brave! This certainly changes my thoughts of him. I mean he must really care about me if he saved me like that...right? I mean I could've died, and he stopped Lucious from killing me.
I mean sure, it's a little out of his character...but...Ginny wouldn't lie. So it must be true...
But I could've sworn I saw Draco by my bedside, just as I was about to fully wake up...Wait, correction, Malfoy. It seems so weird to call him that in my head now. But I have to remember, he was the one who broke up with me. He was the one who lied to me. How can you tell someone you love them, and then suddenly decide to break up with them. I guess whatever plan he was forced to do must've been cut short...
I never did realize how much I've filled up this diary. I thought I had filled less pages, but I guess my life is more interesting than I thought!
Hermione I think you'll be having some company quite soon.
What do you mean?
I'm talking about Draco Malfoy and how he's currently being rushed to the Hospital Wing.
Really? I mean, why should I care?
I don't know...you only loved him.
Very funny, but I am totally over him, you know that.
Right, I think you'll find it interesting why he's going to be in the Hospital Wing.
What is that suppose to mean?
Head over heart, you know what that means?
Yes, why?
Think about it. Think about the real meaning. The act of putting what's right before what your heart calls. Terribly, his crime is letting his heart get the better of him in a time like this.
What are you talking about?
Hermione, the war has started. It started the moment you and Draco stepped out of the castle.
Oh wow, I'm so sorry I haven't updated in what seems like forever! And I know this chapter should be long...but it's not! It's what we call a filler chapter!
This chapter can be somewhat confusing so basically: Hermione doesn't even know Draco wasin the area of the attacks. (She thinks Ron saved her from being worse off then she already is. Ron was in reality ina bind.)Yet it was in fact Draco who saved her. He doesn't want Hermione to know that, in order toprotect her. Why? Because he doesn't want to see her hurt just because she's with him.
Whew, that's a lot! There's only a few more chapters to go!
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