Ok..picture the scene: It's after world gone wrong part 2, and Lara is all alone. She hasn't got over Patrick's death, and is really struggling at work. Enjoy!
Lara sat on the sofa, unable to fully understand
the days events. What had started to be a normal day at work, had
ended in a close friend in ITU and what had been a day that she would
not forget in a hurry. At work she had plenty of friends, colleagues,
making sure she was OK, offering their support. At home she had
noone. Noone to say "it'll be OK". There had been a
someone, someone who would've been great in this sort of situation,
but.. He's gone. She missed him more than ever now, and it's times
like this she wishes he was still here. There had been a couple of
phone calls, only Josh though, just making sure she was OK, and
saying that Nikki was going to be fine. Good for her, she thought.
Nikki had all her friends around her, they could pop up in their
breaks to see her, but Lara had noone now, well not till she went
back to work. Who'd come to check on her? People seemed so wrapped up
in their own lives, they had lovers, who would take time to think of
a singleton like Lara? It's times like this you know who your real
friends are.
Patrick would have been so supportive in is
situation. He always was, and had his own ways of dealing with it.
Those were the good old days, but all good things must come to an
end. Dreams were shattered. Houses, weddings, children, holidays all
gone just like that. A life cruelly stolen away from her, from the
one who loved her the most.
Things had been spiralling out of
control since that fateful night. There had been a pregnancy scare,
the caving incident and now this. She used to think "Noone could
overpower me" and well, now they have.
She was sitting there,
tears streaming down her face, the events of the past 12 hours
getting on top of her. The tears flowing were like washing away the
events, but nothing could change what had happened. Thats when it
happened. What happened next was unexplainable, it was like something
out of a film.
"Lara..Lara it's me." Lara looked up, and
saw a figure standing there, a hand reaching out and smiling. All
Lara could do was look on in disbelief, unable to accept that Patrick
was there, standing infront of her. She blinked, thinking that
Patrick was all in her head, but he was still there.
"Patrick..I..
I don't understand." She said, her hands now visibly shaking,
and shaking her head. It felt strange, seeing after him after so
long, but in a way, it felt good to see him, as it showed that she
really wasn't alone. In this world she wasn't alone, and that Patrick
would be with her always, just like he said he would.
"I know
what happened today Lara. It'll get easier, I promise. You'll be
fine, you shouldn't have to go through this alone." Lara sat
there, amazed. Dozens of things came into her head. Still she refused
to believe that he was actually there, let alone standing there,
actually speaking to her.
"How? I don't understand.."
Lara asked, wondering how he could know about what had happened, but
maybe he was like a spirit, who followed her around, making sure that
she was safe..but things have happened which didn't make her feel
safe. Infact things seemed a lot different then. With Patrick around
she felt totally secure and confident in herself. Now nothing.
Running everything by Max incase she slipped up. She found it
difficult to switch off after shifts, offering to work longer if the
need arose.
"I know that you've been struggling to cope
since I left, and I wish I was here with you, I really do, honestly.
Everyday I wish that this was all a dream, wanting so much to be here
with you, I miss you so much" And with that Lara broke down in
tears, crying into a teaddy bear, one that Patrick had bought
her...
to be continued!
