A/N: I'm sorry I didn't update very fast but something happened to me recently witch left me unable to write; I am not going to go into extreme details but lets just say it left me well and truly heartbroken.

If you'll please forgive the cliché here; I remember the time I first saw Draco for who he really was as if it were yesterday, the rain came down so hard that night, yes, night, I had taken to 'haunting' the halls in the dark. I saw Draco looking up at the full moon through a large window; he looked so angelic with silver tears coursing a path down his flawless face. I watched him silently for a few minutes before approaching him to ask him what was wrong, he didn't answer me at first but after a moment of silence he told me everything was wrong, nothing felt right and he was sad beyond reason. It was then I chose to act upon my hearts desire, I forgot my own problems and decided to lift Draco's from him. I took his hand and locked it inside mine, promising to help him sort his life out. The next thing Draco said made me realise I loved him, He said I didn't have to act the hero in front of him.

We sat and talked until about midnight about unimportant things like DADA and quidditch, telling each other a bit about ourselves. Then we got to more serious matters, the air seemed to grow colder and the hallway seemed to darken. We discussed problems and things we were unhappy about, we gave each other advice and I finally confessed to Draco that I was gay but I refused to come out for the fear of getting beat up. He said this: Listen, be yourself, If people don't like it they'll lose you're friendship, that's their punishment, not yours

We both noticed we sitting close, there was a moment of electricity preparing us for the action that followed; but as I'm sure you can guessed, mine and Draco's lips pressed together in a motion of pure love and care.

I didn't want to leave; I refused to part with him but he told me he didn't want me to lose sleep over him. I went off back to Gryffindor tower feeling like the happiest person in the world that night.

Ginny was the first to find out, because I'm no good at lying, she was waiting up for me and asked me where I had been, plus, my mind was playing the moment me and Draco had kissed, like a video repeating itself.

I saw Draco the next morning at breakfast, he sent me secret smile with lifted all my worries, it seemed like from the moment he was around the whole world was perfect and that there was no Voldemort, no Death Eaters and no problems with being homosexual, but of course I was still curious, Draco had everything, he was rich, good looking and he was in power, so…what had made such a contempt boy so unhappy and why did he feel so wrong? I wanted to know but I knew I couldn't ask Draco out right; I had to wait, wait for him to come to me. He would confide in me as soon as he wanted to, he could hold on,he was strong wasn't he?

No, I was wrong, Draco wasn't in potions. A mouse like boy called Theodore Nott rushed in shouting Draco was in the boys' rest room, bleeding, unconscious, basically…..dying.

Snape sent me to get madam Pomfrey, I ran all the way to the Hospital wing, Draco was near the end of his life, it urged me to get there fast. I found the nurse and told he what had happened. She asked how he had come to be bleeding but I couldn't answer, I didn't know, then it hit me, like a train smashing through my body making me shake with fear and heartache; images flashed into my brain as I thought of my beloved left cold and alone to die. It was obvious, he had slit his wrist. Draco had been that desperate to get away from his own life, I couldn't think straight, I realized I was alone too, Madam Pomfrey had gone; she had rushed to Draco's aid. Thanking god I followed a shortcut I knew well to the corridor just before the boys' bathroom, I could just see Draco's hair, fanned out on the stone floor, blood staining the perfect silver strands.

I couldn't take it, the room was spinning; the world was slowly turning black, I didn't want to but I did, I fainted, collapsing onto the wall and sliding down hitting the floor with a final black out.

Well, there you go, I'm really getting a feel for this story so please I've me something to work with, anything you would like to see in this tale or perhaps just saying you like/ dislike my writing if you would please be as kind to review :D

AACS

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