A/N: I am trying to update this story as fast as possible so please bear it in mind that the writing style is fairly hard and sometimes I have nothing to say, other times I just know exactly what to put, Thanks for any support.

AACS

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I woke up in my dormitory with a sore arm; I had landed on top of it when I fell. For a few seconds I forgot how I had come to fall but I remembered as I nestled back into my pillows. My mind flashed a picture of blood seeping into the cracks in the floor and Draco's hair turning red with his own blood. The moment I saw this I began too feel sick, Had Draco made it through? Was he still alive? I had to find out, running the whole familiar path to the hospital wing where I found Draco being helped my Madam Pomfrey. I knew it was Draco but somehow, it didn't look like him, the white pyjamas he wore were almost transparent because his skin had paled, his face had a greenish tinge and he had no expression or indication he was even alive. My train of thought was interrupted by a voice I recognised as Madam Pomfrey.

"He's breathing; we had quite a scare last night. This sort of thing has never happened at Hogwarts before. He almost bled to death. We only just saved him, he'll be fine but he will be in here for quite some time I'm afraid" She stated softly.

I was listening but all the while I kept my eyes on Draco hoping that he would show some sign of a miracle instant recovery.

"How long will he be in for?" I asked, still looking at Draco, My voice sounded somewhat distant as if my mind had detached itself from my body and I was focusing on something completely different. My facial expression must have been somewhere else too because I blinked and Madam Pomfrey was waving a hand in front of my eyes.

"Harry, Harry are you listening, are you feeling all right boy?" She said.

"I'm fine" I managed to regain my self control back "I'm fine" I said again more definitely, I was trying to make myself and my heart believe I was fine but it wasn't really working I just wished I could swap places with Draco, to be in his situation right now and to pull through it for him!

When I finally came to terms with the fact that Draco had tried to take his own life and there was nothing I could do about it I went back to my classes, hoping to try and sort my head out.

I was wrong again! My head couldn't be sorted out everything that had happened in the past few hours clouded my mind and images flashed Blood, Draco, The sickly black I saw in front of my eyes before I fainted, I couldn't take it, I wanted to get out I wanted to see Draco's worry lifting smile! I needed him, I needed him to love me and hold me and kiss my fears away! How could I be in transfiguration when the boy I loved was in the hospital wing, it wasn't right!

I screwed my face up in pain, the thoughts were too much for me and along with bad memories and images that grabbed my heart and twisted it , I couldn't stand the pressure it was causing, I ran out of the classroom blinded by my own fright and my own worried mind. I didn't even know where I was going, I just ran, away from my friends, away from my fears, tears, thoughts and worries I just ran and ran and ran.

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A/N: Another chapter finished please review I need feed back and is there anything you would like to see?

AACS

P.s: sorry about the shortness of this chapter!

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